Chapter 310: Be nice to yourself, okay? Brother, please
"one!"
Lu Shiman hesitated.
"Three!" Lu Chixu said, and made a move to rush out.
Lu Shiman grabbed him and said, "Second brother, don't go."
"Then you say, you say second brother won't go." Lu Chixu now knows how to control Lu Shiman.
"I..." Lu Shiman's hand unconsciously reached towards his knee and scratched the wound through his pants.
Lu Yannan held her wrist and placed it on his leg: "Pinch me."
Lu Shiman didn't dare to touch Lu Yannan as hard as she did herself, so she gently rubbed her brother's legs with her fingertips.
"Because I'm useless. I can't help with anything. I can't find out who caused the explosion that killed Fourth Brother. I couldn't take good care of Second Brother's broken bones before, so I can't help Big Brother share the burden."
"I'm just causing trouble. I can't do anything because I'm useless. That's why Third Brother doesn't want my money."
"He accepted the guarantee from his eldest brother, and the small treasury from his fourth brother, and he also accepted it. He even took the initiative to ask the second brother for a loan..."
"It's my money only, and he doesn't want it." Lu Shiman lowered his head, and the hand on Lu Yannan's leg unconsciously exerted force.
Not feeling the familiar pain, she suddenly woke up and retracted her hand: "I'm sorry, brother, I..."
"You've been saying sorry all night. Are you sorry to the reincarnation of the spirit?" Lu Yannan ruffled her hair: "Manman, in front of your brother, there is only worthy, not sorry."
"Brother, is it because I am not a man, because I am not a man, that Third Brother doesn't want my money?" Lu Shiman lowered his head even more.
Because she is not a boy, her parents don't love her.
Because she is not a boy, her grandparents hate her.
Because she is not a man, that’s why Third Brother doesn’t want her money, right?
Lu Yannan and Lu Chixu didn't know why she had this idea, this outrageous and absurd idea.
How could she have such an idea?
Lu Yannan began to reflect on whether she had done something that made her feel that she was not as important as others.
But after thinking about it, I decided to take her with me for everything except beatings and scoldings.
Even more care and love.
Because she is the youngest, because she is the younger sister.
Lu Chixu was also reflecting on whether it was some unconscious action or unintentional words of hers that made her have such thoughts.
But after thinking about it, he realized that except for going to the toilet, he took her with him when he was beaten and scolded.
What went wrong?
The silence between the two made Lu Shiman feel a little depressed.
It turns out that it’s really because I’m not a man.
"I'm sorry for not being a man, I'm sorry..."
"Do you think Lu Jianheng doesn't want your money because you are not a man?" Lu Chixu suppressed his emotions and asked patiently.
Lu Shiman murmured: "Maybe... he dislikes me..."
Lu Chixu looked at his sister's timid appearance, and a fire rose in his heart. He stood up suddenly.
"God damn Lu Lao San!" He clenched his fists and said, "Big brother, you are responsible for washing the shit out of my sister's brain."
"I will be responsible for offering Lu Lao San to the heavens!"
Lu Yannan curled his lips and waved his hand to signal him to go.
"Manman, can you tell me why you have this idea?"
Lu Shiman's heart skipped a beat. She couldn't say it, nor did she dare to say it: "That's right, because Third Brother just doesn't want my money, and I just happen to not be a man."
Lu Yannan had never seen such logic before. He touched her forehead with his slender fingertips and said, "This has nothing to do with whether you are a man or a woman, Manman. Instead of imagining it yourself, why don't you ask him in person?"
He put his arm around Lu Shiman's shoulders and said, "You can point at his nose and say, 'Lu Jianheng, why don't you want my money?'"
"You can just ask directly, right? Why are you hurting yourself?" Lu Yannan rolled up her pants: "Does it hurt?"
Lu Shiman shook her head. She had scratched the scabbed wound until it was bloody. The blood had dried on her knee, looking shocking against her fair skin.
"You don't feel any pain, but your brothers will feel pain if they see it. Ji Linshen will feel pain if he sees it, and Qin Jiaojiao will feel pain if she sees it."
"Manman, please be nice to yourself, okay?" Lu Yannan's Adam's apple rolled and his voice was almost pleading: "Brother, please."
Lu Shiman stared at his elder brother in a daze, feeling a strange numbness in his chest, as if fine needles were mending the cracks in his heart.
Each stitch connects to the broken lines, carefully filling the cracks that have been formed over the years.
But what is used is not thread, but love.
Is this love?
Lu Shiman didn’t understand, she only knew that something seemed different.
The barren heart is being watered with a sprinkler.
Lu Chixu went downstairs in anger, walked quickly to Lu Jianheng, and without hesitation, slapped him twice on the arm.
"Hiss... Lu Chixu, if there is a fire, go to the fire station and let the firefighters put it out for you. Why are you angry with me?" Lu Jianheng felt pain and dodged.
Seeing that he was still hiding, Lu Chixu became even angrier and pushed him down on the sofa and beat him up.
Seeing this, Ji Linshen was certain that his baby was like this tonight because of Lu Jianheng.
While no one was paying attention, he sneaked up and kicked him twice.
Lu Qiyun noticed Ji Linshen's actions and raised his eyebrows slightly. Although his movements were not very convenient, he still managed to kick him twice with difficulty.
After the two finished, their eyes met in mid-air, then looked away in tacit understanding.
It's tacitly understood.
After Lu Chixu finished beating him, he didn't forget to grab his collar as he stood up: "Go up and apologize for your crime."
"No, please at least announce the charges. I feel very wronged now." Lu Jianheng really felt that he was wronged.
"She heard our conversation in the tea room. You wanted money from all of us except hers."
"She felt isolated, she was afraid, she thought she was being abandoned."
"Lu Jianheng, what the hell are you doing..." Lu Chixu's heart ached when he thought of her crying and saying she would be good.
He took a deep breath and suppressed his tears: "She hugged Big Brother's neck and cried and begged us not to leave her, not to abandon her."
Lu Chixu exhaled and tugged at his collar: "Hurry up and follow me up. Explain it to her clearly and don't let her get stuck in a rut."
Lu Jianheng moved his lips, but didn't know what to say.
He wasn't so stupid as to use his sister's money to fill his own holes.
He didn't want his sister to worry about his affairs, he wanted his sister to spend the money herself.
He just...
It was his fault. He should have thought in advance that his sister would have some wild thoughts.
Lu Jianheng clenched his hands hanging at his sides and cursed himself in his heart as a bastard.
Lu Chixu took Lu Jianheng to the door of the room.
After opening the door, Lu Jianheng didn't dare to go in.
He was afraid of seeing Lu Shiman collapse and her tears.
He will be sad and heartbroken.
Lu Chixu pushed him from behind and kicked him rudely on the butt. The force was not strong, but just enough to make him stagger.
He lowered his voice and said, "Explain it to your sister and don't let her think too much."
Lu Jianheng nodded and slowly walked to the sofa: "Manman, Third Brother doesn't want your money."
He suddenly didn't know what to say: "Third brother is considerate of you. After all, keeping a mistress is very expensive."
"What's more, you're raising a lover like Ji Linshen."
"Tsk." Lu Yannan and Lu Chixu made dissatisfied sounds at the same time.
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