Chapter 188: What's good about not being lustful? Rat poison?
Blackmail...
No, since I made so much money from Huo Beiyan, I naturally have to celebrate in the evening.
The two discussed what to eat in the evening, from Japanese food to French food to hot pot and barbecue, but they couldn't come to a decision after discussing it over and over again.
Huo Beiyan said: "I have a game tonight, you guys..."
"Did they call you?" Qin Jiaojiao rolled her eyes.
Lu Shiman turned to look at Ji Linshen: "Do you have any games tonight?"
Ji Linshen tightened his hands at his side and suppressed his emotions: "Yes, you go with Qin Jiaojiao, I'll let the driver follow."
"Are you going to drink tonight?" Lu Shiman asked with some concern.
"No." He went to the winery tonight to settle some things, not to drink.
Hearing him say this, Lu Shiman breathed a sigh of relief: "Then you should go home early, I'll wait for you." After that, she held Ji Linshen's hand and squeezed it gently.
Feeling warm in his heart, Ji Linshen's expression relaxed a little: "Okay."
They went to the parking lot together and the four of them got into three cars and headed to different places.
Dusk paints the sky and neon lights light up.
Qin Jiaojiao looked out the car window for a long time before she spoke to break the silence in the car.
"Manman, I think I like Huo Beiyan."
Lu Shiman was not surprised at all: "I know."
"How did you figure that out?" Qin Jiaojiao was a little surprised. How did she show it?
"You saw it with your eyes, can I smell it with my nose?" Lu Shiman patted her hand: "If you like it, then you like it. Why do you look so worried?"
"I feel that my love is not pure. I seem to have started to like him from his body." Qin Jiaojiao's view on love has always been to give your heart first and then your body.
But after marrying Huo Beiyan, even before they started to open up to each other, they were already very skilled in physical intercourse.
"Manman, I'm horny."
Lu Shiman chuckled and flicked her hair: "What's good about not being lustful? Rat poison?"
"But I don't think it's good, Manman. I think women..." Qin Jiaojiao didn't know how to describe it, but she felt that as a woman, this shouldn't be the case.
Lu Shiman looked at the neon traffic outside the car window and said calmly, "Are you trying to say that women shouldn't be like this?"
"What about women? Which law says women can't be lustful?"
"What law says women must behave themselves?"
"Jiaojiao, don't let your foot bindings cloud your mind. There's no standard answer to being a woman. You have the right to choose what you want to be."
Qin Jiaojiao stared at Lu Shiman for a long time without saying anything.
Since she was a child, what she heard most was, look at your cousin, then look at yourself.
Girls should be as well-behaved and sensible as your cousin, quiet, virtuous, sensible, and ladylike...
The car fell into silence. Qin Jiaojiao leaned silently on Lu Shiman's shoulder: "Is it really okay to be lustful?"
"Why not? Aren't men born to make us women lustful?" Lu Shiman said as a matter of course.
What’s good for a person if he is not lustful?
"Are you lustful?" Qin Jiaojiao asked but then felt that she was asking nonsense.
It's so obvious that she chose Ji Linshen, but if you can't see her preference, then you are stupid.
"Okay, that's great. I want to slide on Ji Lin's deep abdominal muscles every day."
"Do you think Ji Lin's deep abdominal muscles are the same as Huo Beiyan's abdominal muscles?" Qin Jiaojiao was a little curious.
"I don't know. The message you sent last time was censored. I couldn't see anything clearly."
"How about we let them take off their clothes some other day and we'll take a look?" Qin Jiaojiao suggested.
"If I just let them take it off, they might resist, right?" Lu Shiman was a little worried. Ji Linshen's possessiveness towards her was extremely strong.
"Let's go take a hot spring bath. Wouldn't that make us take the initiative to take off our clothes?" Qin Jiaojiao suggested: "Besides, we haven't been out for a long time."
Lu Shiman thought Qin Jiaojiao’s proposal was very interesting and agreed immediately.
For dinner, the two of them chose Thai food, which was sour and spicy, and the environment was also good.
The night spread like ink on the car window, and the winding overpass light strip was reflected in the rearview mirror.
Ji Lin leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes for a nap.
After dragging on for so long, we finally decided to confront each other face to face.
The rotten past hidden under the thick scab should finally be opened up and revealed to the public.
The edge of the brown paper bag was wrinkled, and the A4 paper pulled out glowed coldly under the reading light.
The black and white ID photo slipped off his knees.
The woman's smile lines in the photo were still condensed with moisture, but Ji Linshen clearly remembered that the skin he touched last time was bluish-gray, like silk covered with a layer of ice.
He arched his back and gripped the door handle tightly with his left hand, not even noticing the sharp metal edges digging into his palm.
"Winter will eventually pass, and the undercurrents in the deep sea will eventually surge into waves. This is the meaning of the name your mother gave you."
"Rin Shen, Mommy is working so hard, can you please let Mommy off?"
These words were like a poisoned silver needle piercing his cochlea. Ji Linshen leaned back suddenly, and the back of his head hit the headrest.
The advertising signs passing by the car window cut his face into light and dark fragments, and memories wrapped in the smell of rust came to his face.
He seemed to be back in that dim room, where his mother was lying on the bed. He brought in basin after basin of water, trying to wipe off the nasty red for his mother.
He remembered kneeling by the bed and wiping it with his pajamas sleeves, but the winding red snakes always came out from between his fingers.
His heart-wrenching cries lingered in my ears.
At the age of three, he learned for the first time what suicide meant.
Suicide is the blood that can never be wiped away, and the slightly pale face of my mother.
It turns out that what my mother experienced at that time was this kind of purgatory-like torture.
When he opened his eyes again, Ji Lin's deep eyes were filled with a sinister look.
He will not let any of these people go.
The documents rustled, shaking between his fingers like dry leaves in the wind.
The car drove towards the winery, and also towards the abyss in Ji Linshen's heart.
Lu Shiman took a photo of Ji Linshen and sent it over.
The photo was a candid shot of his third brother and Huo Beiyan walking into the restaurant side by side.
A message was also attached.
Lu Shiman: [The person Jiaojiao once liked and the person she likes now have met. Deduct 1 to renew the subscription.]
Qin Jiaojiao hid behind the car and lowered her voice: "How did your third brother get involved with Huo Beiyan?"
Lu Shiman put away his phone and lowered his voice: "It might be a PK. Whoever wins will have the chance to take you away."
Qin Jiaojiao was confused: "Huh?"
"That's what the novel I read before bed last night was about. It was a PK between the ex and the current boyfriend. Whoever wins gets to take the heroine away."
Qin Jiaojiao: "You're crazy. This isn't a competition to win prizes."
"They've gone in, let's eat this too." Lu Shiman's curiosity reached its peak.
She and Qin Jiaojiao were on their way to a Thai restaurant. When they were waiting for the traffic light, they happened to see Lu Jianheng's car. They immediately decided to follow it and see what was going on.
Just follow him and you will reach the restaurant entrance, where you will see Huo Beiyan and Lu Jianheng meeting successfully.
If you don't go in and take a look, it would be a waste of your trip.
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com