"Even though I already had a queen, concubines, princes and princesses at that time."
"But in my heart, seeing them is like seeing wooden stakes. I feel no emotion at all."
"If it weren't for the suffering my mother once endured, if it weren't for the grievances I myself suffered in my childhood, I wouldn't be willing to protect the little honor that the Empress and the Crown Prince have."
"In my heart, the only person I truly care about in this world is Yue'er!"
"So, I was confused and couldn't stand it anymore, so I threatened Xie Huaiyuan and asked him to send your mother to me personally."
"Although no serious mistake was made, it did drive your mother further and further away. She even swore in the name of the Queen Mother that she would leave Da Chu."
"Since she left, my condition has become increasingly serious."
"You often miss your mother so much that you start cutting yourself with a knife."
"Only the pain of being too clear can prevent me from doing something foolish that would harm your mother's reputation."
"I'm not a good person, I know that."
"But somehow my secret was discovered by the King of Qin."
"The King of Qin tricked your mother back."
"When I first saw your mother, I was naturally overjoyed. So even though I knew what the King of Qin was up to, I simply turned a blind eye and did not forcibly stop him."
"Perhaps I am still expecting something in my heart."
"So, I am really... sorry to your mother."
"Until I discovered that the King of Qin had a witch with him, and she was planning to cast a spell on your mother."
"At that time, many strange things had already happened in the court. Some ministers were suddenly and inexplicably exterminated, and even entire families died under strange circumstances. Therefore, I was also investigating the Miao border witchcraft incident at that time."
"After suspecting the King of Qin, I discovered that I had already shown signs of poison before I could apprehend him."
"At the time, I had a witch by my side who also came from Miaojiang. She was the Holy Maiden of the Hehuan Sect and had always admired me, so I used her to thoroughly investigate this matter."
"She discovered the poison in my body, which will make me more and more irritable and angry day by day, and one day I will explode my head and die."
"I was frightened, but I couldn't act rashly."
"Because the mother Gu is in the hands of the witch beside the King of Qin."
"I originally planned to act secretly, but I was a step too late. Your mother was still ambushed by the King of Qin."
"The Saint of the Hehuan Sect said that the poison in Yue'er's body is the All-Love Poison. From now on, she will fall in love with every man she meets."
"Also, she will lose control of her emotions and become a slut at any time."
"That's my Yue'er."
"If she knew the truth, how painful would it be, how hard would it be to accept?"
"I know that when she wakes up, she will commit suicide to prevent herself from becoming something she herself cannot accept."
"Therefore, I have decided to save this matter at any cost!"
"I had the Holy Maiden of the Hehuan Sect give your mother an acupuncture injection, causing her to fall into a coma for a period of time."
"During this time, I devised a plan to capture the King of Qin in order to threaten the witch who was with him. It was the name you mentioned to the King of Qin on the mountain today—Zuliya."
"She was pregnant at the time."
"So, you are a little bit afraid and don't dare to push me too far."
"It's just that if you want to cure Yue'er of the poison, you must use the heart blood of her closest relative, the one with the closest blood relationship to her, to draw out the poisonous insect. And the person who bleeds her must swallow the insect himself."
"In this way, Yue'er will be safe and sound. And she will forget this memory."
"Yue'er's closest blood relatives in this world at that time were only my brother and her child—that is, you, Rongshi."
"But you were far away in Daliang, and I didn't have time to bring you over. So, I ignored the Holy Maiden of the Hehuan Sect and asked her to personally collect half a bowl of my heart's blood for me."
"The poisonous insect was indeed successfully lured off Yue'er, but Zulia is also very cunning."
"Perhaps she knew I would settle accounts with them later, so she had already placed a binding poison on Yue'er and her."
"Even the Saint is helpless against this poison."
"Because it was Zulia who used her own hair, skin, and blood to feed the poisonous Gu to refine this extremely sinister and poisonous evil thing. If she dies, Yue'er will die."
"She is hurt, Yue'er is hurt."
"But if anything happened to Yue'er, she would be unharmed."
"I wanted to tear her apart, but I didn't dare to do it. I was really afraid that Yue'er would die because of this."
"Even I, at that time, was unable to get rid of the poison in my body."
"I have shed my heart's blood, and coupled with the poison these two vicious people had placed on me earlier, my temper has become increasingly uncontrollable."
"The Saint said that it was probably because I swallowed the Gu that Yue'er had drawn out of my body, and combined with the Gu inside me, the two kinds of Gu have been colliding within me over the years, constantly devouring my mind, causing my personality to become polarized."
"The most ruthless side will only get stronger."
"The most selfish and unbearable side will become more and more extreme."
"This has made me who I am today, cruel and inhumane, yet also cowardly and incompetent."
"I understand everything in my heart. I am no longer the Zong Zheng Langri of the past, but a monster tortured by poison!"
"If Yue'er and the Queen Mother knew I would become like this... they would definitely be disappointed."
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