Yan Zhi closed her eyes, but was awakened by everyone's shouting.

My nose is full of the smell of disinfectant.

When she opened her eyes, she couldn't help but hug Zicheng and Zixuan in her arms and asked happily, "Mom and Dad, we are saved, right?"

"Yes, you are fine." said Yan's mother with a smile.

"What about Su Dong? What about Su Xiaoluo?" Yan Zhi couldn't help but ask.

"They are all fine." Professor Yan said unhappily.

"What's wrong?" Yan Zhi saw that he was unhappy and asked quickly, "Are you not injured?"

"He's fine. He's going to marry Chen Hong soon." Professor Yan said angrily.

Yan Zhi shuddered, and the smile on her face froze.

늀I'm getting married!

She pretended to be relaxed and said, "Mom and Dad, don't be angry. Su Dong and I are not a good match. Dr. Chen Hong is amazing, they are a perfect match. Unlike me, I can't do anything well and only cause trouble."

"No, I'll go find him!" Professor Yan couldn't swallow that.

"Mom, please stop Dad!" Yan Zhi shouted, but they didn't move.

Yan Zhi could only chase after her, but she saw Chen Hong pushing Professor Yan to the ground.

Professor Yan pleaded: "They both have children, you can't do this."

Chen Hong crossed her arms, looked at Yan Zhi with cold eyes and said, "Didn't you divorce Su Dong voluntarily? Why do you want your father to stop us now?"

"Yes, I have decided to let go. But my father doesn't know yet, so I came to you. He is so old, how can you push him?" Yan Zhi asked angrily.

"Su Dong, look at her. Now she is using her status as an elder to put pressure on me!" Chen Hong complained to Su Dong.

Su Dong looked at Yan Zhi coldly and said, "I hope you won't disturb my life again in the future."

The look in his eyes, as if he was looking at a stranger, stung Yan Zhi's heart, as if it had been torn apart, and she was in so much pain that she couldn't breathe.

Even though she had every reason to break up with Su Dongpo, the two of them spent countless days and nights together and raised two children together.

She never understood how she could suddenly stop loving someone, how she could suddenly change.

A few years of love is not even as good as a few months?

Yan Zhi felt that she was a complete failure and believed too much that love was eternal.

What exactly is love?

늀It's considered a divorce, didn't he say that they are still friends?

Su Dong is a liar!

Yan Zhi's eyesight was blurred by tears, but she dared not make any more trouble. Su Dong was no longer her man, no longer the man who had loved her unconditionally.

She has no qualifications and no standing to make a fuss.

Tian Juan advised: "Yan Zhi, are you willing to give him up like this? Go and get him back! He and Chen Hong are just new, and you still have two children, what are you afraid of?"

What are you afraid of?

Yan Zhi is not afraid of anything except not being loved.

Even if he managed to take back the Soviet Union, it would not matter. He did not love her anymore.

"Don't say anything." Yan Zhi held her head, and those memories flooded into her mind like a spring.

"You don't know how to take care of yourself. I told you not to come to see me when it's cold." Su Dong pinched her nose lovingly. She tilted her face up so she could clearly see herself in his eyes.

"I miss you!" Yan Zhi hugged him and she could act coquettishly without restraint.

"You're so disgusting. What if someone sees us?" Su Dong covered her with his military coat and hugged her tightly.

"Look, I'm your Su Dong's legally married wife, who dares to say anything?" Yan Zhi stood on tiptoe and stole a kiss on his lips.

"You bad guy!" Su Dong was stunned. He put his head against her forehead, picked her up and spun around in the snow.

…

"Su Dong, I got it."

Yan Zhi happily spun around in circles, and Su Dong quickly pulled her back, saying nervously, "Be gentle."

Yan Zhi held Su Dong's face and said with a smile: "I want to give birth to a boy as my first child. If you bully me in the future, let him protect me."

Su Dong angrily scratched her face with his beard: "You little rascal, when have I ever bullied you? In the future, he will protect his wife, and only I can protect my wife!"

Yan Zhi snuggled in his arms and said happily, "It's a deal, I didn't force you!"

Su Dong nodded solemnly: "We have a deal. You didn't force me. I, Su Dong, will stay with you for the rest of my life."

…

When she gave birth to Su Zicheng, Yan Zhi was very scared and Su Dong was also very nervous. When she went to the toilet, Su Dong nervously followed her into the women's toilet. She stood by the door and smiled at him: "Su Dong, you want to take advantage of me, I will report you!"

"You are talking nonsense!" Su Dong smiled helplessly, "You are the only one in my eyes."

"I'm fat now and my figure isn't good. I heard that my butt will get bigger after giving birth. Don't dislike me when the time comes!" Yan Zhi said worriedly.

"Nonsense, my wife is beautiful at all times, and I love her all the time!" Su Dong pinched her hand, his hand was sweating from nervousness.

After Su Zicheng was born, Su Dong did not even hold the child. He went forward to hug Yan Zhi, kissed her sweaty forehead, and said softly: "Wife, you have worked hard."

Yan Zhi held his hand and said aggrievedly: "Giving birth is really painful."

Su Zicheng said: "No more children, never again."

"But I still want a concubine." Yan Zhi said tangledly.

"It's enough for us to have a little princess like you in our family. I will treat you like a concubine." Su Dong said firmly.

"Go to hell, you're taking advantage of me." Yan Zhi cursed with a smile.

…

The scenes played in my mind like a movie, so clear and so painful.

"Can you please stop being unreasonable? I'm already very tired."

"Yan Zhi, be good and stop making trouble. My unit has a heavy mission. I just forgot your birthday."

"Yan Zhi, you are too much. I feel more and more like I don't know you anymore."

"Yan Zhi, let's calm down and get a divorce!"

Yan Zhi knelt on the ground, she felt like her heart was about to break. Tears blurred her vision, Su Dong's cold eyes looked at her like a sharp blade. He hugged Chen Hong's shoulders and walked further and further away.

What's the point of being alive?

Yan Zhi covered her chest and fell to the ground.

Why?

Only she remained where she was, while Su Dong had already gone far away.

She stretched out her hand weakly, but slowly put it down.

Su Dong, I wish you happiness.

Goodbye, my love.

——

"Yanzhi, Yanzhi!"

"I won't let you give up!"

"I won't let you give up. Wake up!"

Cold tears fell on her face. Who was calling her?

It’s great that there are still people who can’t bear to part with her!

But she was so tired, having walked a long, dark road and being her crazy self.

I hurt a lot of people and missed a lot of people.

What a failure she was!