"In fact, no matter how things change, they still remain essentially the same. She has to face what she doesn't want to face." Shan Qing glanced at Su Xiaoluo. "Her heart knot is about Junior Sister, and this is the only way to solve it."

Su Xiaoluo took a deep breath and said, "Okay, come on. You all go and have a rest!"

Su Xiaoluo asked the others to rest and stayed behind.

Eventually we have to face what is going on in Cheng Ya's inner world.

After everyone else left, Su Xiaoluo sat cross-legged and snapped her fingers.

The wolf beast assisted her and entered Cheng Ya's dream.

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There is a small yard with a well in it. The ground of this yard is made of bricks, so there is not much soil.

There are a few chickens in the yard near the toilet.

The sun is shining brightly. A forty-year-old woman is washing clothes.

Next to her squatted a cute little girl with her hair tied up in two small tufts.

"Mom, you've worked so hard! Nannan also wants to help you wash clothes."

"So good!" Cheng Ya raised her head with a kind face. She handed the little boy a handkerchief and reminded him, "Be careful not to get water on your clothes."

"I know." Nannan followed suit and rubbed the handkerchief. After a while, it was clean. She looked up and said, "Mom, it's done!"

"Wow, Nannan is so capable!" Cheng Ya praised.

"Yes! In the future, I will wash a lot of clothes for mom so that she won't have to work so hard." Nannan said seriously.

Cheng Ya held her daughter in her arms and said with a smile, "Our daughter is awesome! Mom loves her the most!"

"Nannan also likes mom the most!" Nannan said with a smile.

Su Xiaoluo's eyes became moist as she watched this scene. In fact, she remembered this scene.

When she was washing her handkerchief and saying those words, Cheng Ya said she liked her the most, but she replied: "The person Nannan likes the most is grandma, mom, you can only be second!"

The two people are not so close.

Is this what she wants?

While Su Xiaoluo was furious, Cheng Ya had already washed the clothes. She held her daughter's hand and asked, "What do you want to eat? Mommy will make it for you."

"Yeah, I want to eat meat buns."

"Okay, Mommy will do it for you now."

Cheng Ya came to the kitchen and started to knead the dough. After kneading the dough, she prepared the fillings.

There were still a few eggs missing, so she walked out and saw Nannan being chased by a few chickens.

"Mom, help." The little guy ran towards her with his hands open.

Cheng Ya hurriedly caught the little guy, waved her hand, and scolded him, "Go!"

"Mom is so brave!" my daughter praised.

Cheng Ya asked, not knowing whether to laugh or cry: "Are you going to the chicken coop again?"

Nannan opened her hands and there were two eggs in them. She smiled and said, "Look, Nannan is also amazing. She has two eggs!"

"There are only two. Who should we give them to?" Cheng Ya teased her deliberately.

"Give it all to mom." Nannan said with a smile.

"Haha, mom put it in the buns and everyone in the family eats it." Cheng Ya kissed her cheek.

Su Xiaoluo was stunned. When she took the two eggs, she was held up by her grandmother Song Jingshu.

This was also a question asked by grandma, and her answer was to give it all to grandma.

Children have simple thoughts. They will be good to whoever is good to them. These words are not meant to hurt anyone.

Su Xiaoluo didn't expect that Cheng Ya would remember such a small thing for so long.

After wrapping the buns, the two sit at the table and eat them. You feed him a bite, and he feeds you a bite.

The framework of this world is also very simple. There is no other people and there is no need to buy food or drinks.

A boy and a girl were trapped in this yard.

Cheng Ya, this is to raise Nannan again. No one else is involved, just the two of them, without any worries.

Su Xiaoluo looked at it for a long time.

These were all things that happened when she was a child, and Cheng Ya kept them in mind. Some were even things that she had forgotten, but she still remembered them.

She was very careful, afraid that she would get bumped into something.

At night, Cheng Ya coaxed her daughter to sleep. The sky changed, a violent storm blew the wooden door open, and a man in black clothes with no visible face suddenly appeared.

Cheng Ya hugged Nannan tightly.

"Don't take my daughter away!"

The man mercilessly pulled her away, kicked her away, and snatched the girl away.

"Mom, help me." Nannan cried.

"Don't take my daughter away, don't!" Cheng Ya stumbled out, the strange wind blew from the door, she clung to the door sill, and her steps were difficult. "Give it back to you, give my daughter back to you!"

"Mom, Mom, help me!"

"Why did you take my daughter away? Why..." Cheng Ya slapped her chest in grief and fainted on the ground crying.

Wait until all the dust settles.

A new day begins, and everything seems to return to peace.

Cheng Ya got up to cook as usual and took care of her daughter as usual, as if what had just happened had never happened.

It's like this every day.

Never get tired of it and work diligently.

Enjoy the joy of parenting during the day and endure the pain of losing a child at night.

As Su Xiaoluo watched, her eyes turned red and she couldn't stop her tears from flowing.

She was punishing herself.

Cheng Ya picked up Nannan again and said with a smile, "Mom loves Nannan the most."

"Nannan also likes mommy the most." Nannan said while rubbing her face.

"Mom." Su Xiaoluo suddenly appeared.

Cheng Ya was stunned, but she acted as if she didn't see her and said, "What do you want to eat, Nannan? Mommy will make it for you."

"Nannan wants to eat steamed buns." Nannan said.

"You don't want to eat steamed buns, you want to eat chicken legs. You like sweets, especially osmanthus cake. You also like cakes and strawberries. You like fried rice with eggs and wontons. You like meat the most, roast chicken, roast rabbit, roast duck. Stewed meat, pork belly." Su Xiaoluo said a lot in one breath.

Cheng Ya was stunned and did not move.

"I'm really tired of the same old three dishes you cook. Can you learn to cook some other dishes for me?" Su Xiaoluo asked again.

Cheng Ya's nose felt sore and tears couldn't stop flowing.

"I hate to see you trying to be brave. You keep cleaning and doing housework even when you are not feeling well. You never say no to other people's requests."

"I don't like seeing you being so self-deprecating and cowardly, and being bullied without saying a word."

"I don't like your cowardly behavior of refusing to admit that you did something wrong and avoiding the problem and refusing to solve it."

"What are you afraid of?"

"It was clearly you who gave birth to me, and your blood is flowing in my body, but you didn't say a word to me?"

"I guess you're disappointed!"

"놖 is not well-behaved, and even a little rebellious. 놖 is not considerate, and even ignorant and disobedient."

"She doesn't look like what you imagined."

"So you won't admit it, right?"

"So what are you thinking now? If you still want to leave, then I'll take care of you."