For the first time, Song Lili experienced the feeling of being unable to get any help from anyone.
This feeling was actually given to her by her biological parents. For the first time, she realized that she could not rely on anyone but herself.
She had thought about committing suicide before, but the help from her aunt's family gave her hope.
She was not alone and helpless. From now on, her aunt's family were her relatives.
Song Lili has suffered too many losses, and she must not be deceived again. She is nominally at home giving birth to a child, but in reality she is still serving the whole family. When the time comes, they will say that she eats and uses the family's food.
"You must go out to work, you don't want to be the babysitter of this family."
Being a "nanny" at home seems to save money for the family, but in reality no one will remember Song Lili's contribution.
I just think she can't make money.
Su Xiaoluo knew Song Lili was not a good person from the moment she saw her face. Although she would have a hard time if she chose Ma Guolong, she made a name for herself.
Because I lost the "backer" that I thought I was righteous with, I found that the only real thing is to rely on myself.
Song Lili finally figured it out. She had her own hands and feet, and she could earn ten yuan a month as a cleaner. Why should she stay at home and live under the scorn of others?
When she has a chance to earn the betrothal gift in the future, if life becomes unbearable, she will divorce.
With the support of her aunt's family, Song Lili suddenly felt that her future was promising. As long as Ma Guolong didn't dare to bully her anymore, she could live well on her own.
Thinking of this, she felt even more grateful to her aunt's family.
"Why are you so stubborn? You can only earn ten dollars at most and you can't take care of your family." Old Mrs. Ma just wanted to enjoy a peaceful life and refused to give in.
"You and Ma Guolong don't have any children yet, and you are still young. Besides, don't you always say that your family is poor? You should go to work to earn money to pay off the debt, and we can talk about the child after things are settled!" Song Lili is not stupid. Now that she has a child, she doesn't know how the Ma family will treat her!
After she had the baby, she had ties, and the Ma family would be even better at controlling her.
Old Madam Ma was so angry that she screamed, "Why did you marry a chicken that can't lay eggs?"
Song Lili said: "Then I'll write you an IOU and ask you to divorce Ma Guolong, and you can go find your son."
Song Lili's life was arranged by her family, and she doesn't want to be arranged by others for the rest of her life.
The road ahead is bumpy, and she is following the path she has arranged.
Life is your own, and the worst thing is to listen to others.
Su Xiaoluo and Yan Zhichong gave Song Lili a thumbs up.
"You, you say that, do your parents know?" Old Mrs. Ma immediately brought up her family.
"Yes, my mother-in-law has said that if you dare to mention divorce again, they will not acknowledge you as their daughter!" Ma Guolong dared to act so recklessly because he had received Aunt Cheng's approval.
"You don't recognize me, what do you care?" Song Lili said with disgust.
When she was most helpless, her mother forced her to jump in even though she knew the Ma family was a trap.
These days, she kept thinking about how she was treated at home, and she couldn't help wanting to slap herself twice.
At home, she loved her mother and took care of all the housework. As a result, she had little time to study. Her mother said that girls did not need to study, and the most important thing was to get married.
She believed it.
Mother said that Brother Afu was not a promising man, that he would not bring her a good life, and might even be a burden to the family.
Song Lili also compromised.
However, after getting married, her own family home was gone, and this place was no longer her home.
Aunt Cheng helped Ma Guolong, saying that she was ignorant.
Ma Guolong was completely stunned when he heard her say that her own mother didn't recognize her. There was one reason why he chose Song Lili: she was obedient.
Now he's fine, like a completely different person.
"You can get a divorce, but just give up the betrothal gift."
Ma Guolong only talked about this matter, and the rest of it was not reasonable.
Aunt Chen said, "Money is very important, but in a family, if money is the only thing to talk about, there will be no human touch. Everyone should take a step back. This is not a new marriage, so it will take some time to adjust."
"You must work!" Song Lili didn't necessarily want to get a divorce. She was still traditional at heart, and it wouldn't sound good if the news of her second marriage got out.
Su He cleared his throat and raised his hand. Ma Guolong was startled and quickly covered his face. This time he touched the wound and grimaced.
놛 was afraid that Su He would hit her again, so she said, "Okay, I'll let you go out to work, but you must give birth to a son for me."
"That's not guaranteed." Song Lili glanced at him and didn't want to lie. "Having a son or a daughter is destined by heaven, and it's not something you can control."
"Yes, Ma family, your request is a bit too much. Some families only give birth to daughters, and some families only give birth to sons. No one can predict." Aunt Chen advised.
Ma Guolong is now regretting his decision. His previous daughter-in-law was honest and worked hard at home. It was okay to hit her or scold her.
This time he married a new wife. Even if she is not a virgin, it doesn't matter. The betrothal gift is so high. If she doesn't give it, she will be beaten or scolded. She even doesn't want to have children with him.
This is like marrying an ancestor!
Ma Guolong was so angry that he wanted to curse his mother, but he didn't dare to because Su Xiaoluo and the others were here.
"Okay, but you have to have a baby with me!"
Ma Guolong said it was his own request, this was his bottom line.
"Let's talk about it next year." Song Lili refused to agree. She was very clear-headed and knew that even her own parents were unreliable, let alone an outsider.
"What a sin! This is truly a sin!" It was too late for Old Lady Ma to regret now.
The daughter-in-law in front of her, although not good-looking, is obedient!
It didn't cost much to marry that daughter-in-law, and she has been working to support the family over the years.
Now think about it, where can I find such a daughter-in-law?
Now that money is gone, people are unwilling to have children.
Old Madam Ma had bitten the trough to pieces. Thinking of this, she became so angry that she fainted.
Ma Guolong had no choice but to send his old mother to the hospital for treatment.
The mediation issue has also been put on hold for the time being.
Song Lili packed up her things and went back with Su Xiaoluo and the others.
When they arrived at the Su family's house, Cheng Ya cleaned up a room for Song Lili and said comfortingly, "You can stay here. The Ma family will not let you go back to suffer unless they give you an explanation."
Song Lili's eyes turned red and she said, "Thank you, auntie."
"You rest here for a while. I'll call you to eat when the meal is ready." Cheng Ya comforted.
Su Xiaoluo and Yan Zhi downstairs talked about this, and Yan Zhi couldn't help but admire and said, "I really didn't expect Song Lili to stand up so well on her own."
Su Xiaoluo said: "My cousin is not stupid, she just doesn't think much. After going through so many things, I think she should know what she is thinking better than anyone else."
When she dumped Ah Fu and married Ma Guolong, it was clear that she was not a good person.
But people!
It is human nature for people to strive for higher goals.
Now I know I made the wrong choice, but no one dares to tell me what my future life will be like.