Chapter 20 Chapter 20 "Oh...Yeah...Ha..."
In the steamy bathroom, Shen Beidao's hands, which were braced against the wall, trembled slightly, the veins on the back of his hands bulging.
Hot water slid down the firm muscles of his back, the splashing droplets trembling on the muscular skin, the veins throbbing faintly beneath the skin...
He closed his eyes, letting the lingering images repeatedly crash against his mind—
“Let’s see if we can…” Shen Beidao’s gaze locked onto Lin Yi, who was nestled on the sofa, “do something that can bring us closer together.”
Lin Yi looked up at him, his eyes shining brightly in the light, his lips a rosy pink: "How can we get closer?"
Shen Beidao leaned forward, his hands resting on the back of the sofa. His Adam's apple bobbed heavily, and a harsh, gritty desire emanated from his lips as he spoke: "Ich mochte mit dir schlafen."
(I want to sleep with you)
Shen Beidao: "Ich mochte dich spüren."
(I want to feel inside you)
Lin Yi's eyelashes trembled slightly, then she smiled and slowly raised her fingers to his waist. She hadn't expected him to speak German so well, with a slightly seductive tone.
Her fingertips slowly and deliberately climbed up his waist, deftly slipping inside his coat, touching the taut muscles beneath his shirt. "What do you mean? I need an explanation."
Shen Beidao's breathing became heavier. "It means, I love you, I love you so much, I love you very, very much."
"How do you express love?" Lin Yi's cool fingertips deliberately rubbed against the shirt buttons, touching the burning skin. He looked up, his eyes filled with a pure inquiry. "Or rather, in your developed countries, when is it appropriate to take things to the next level after establishing a relationship?"
Shen Beidao's Adam's apple bobbed, and a vein bulged on his forehead: "Anytime is fine."
He couldn't resist moving a fraction closer, but Lin Yi deliberately flinched, her smile growing even sweeter. "By the way, what did your friend call you on the phone just now...?"
“Linus.”
Lin Yi leaned closer: "Linus? Is that your German name?"
Then, the second and third buttons of the shirt were undone one after another.
The chest muscles, honed through years of training, began to be exposed under the warm light, their deep cleavage rising and falling violently with suppressed breathing, while the nipples appeared even more pronounced in the cool air.
Shen Beidao swallowed hard, his voice strained: "Yes."
At this moment, Lin Yi moved back and closer to the corner of the sofa. He drew a circle on Shen Beidao's chest with his index finger, and while Shen Beidao was still thinking, he grabbed the edge of the coat and pulled him towards himself.
The distance suddenly shortened, and their noses almost touched.
Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of an indescribable impulse beneath the black suit trousers.
He let out a soft chuckle, a laugh laced with a honeyed hint of guidance: "Linus, are you responding?"
Shen Beidao: "What do you think?"
Lin Yi: "Then, how should we handle this emergency situation?"
Shen Beidao just stared at him, unable to get enough of his admiration...
Lin Yi laughed in a somewhat provocative way: "Linus, how about we do something adults should do?"
...
The restless memories were abruptly severed by cold water.
Shen Beidao slowly opened his tightly closed eyes, and the hot water enveloped his entire body, causing his skin to turn red as if from an allergic reaction.
"Bang!" He slammed the hot water knob off and turned the cold water valve to its maximum.
Two streams of icefall cascaded down from above and the side of the wall simultaneously, like the cool drizzle just now, pulling his restless and addicted emotions back to reason.
The flush of passion on her skin quickly faded in the cold water, replaced by a sobering tremor.
He placed his hands on the tiled wall, took a deep breath, and then slowly exhaled.
The rushing water drowned out the still erratic heartbeat in my chest.
He knew Lin Yi was testing him, using the simplest and most direct method.
Looking at his disheveled, wet hair and dark eyes in the mirror, Shen Beidao's defenses almost collapsed completely at the sound of that "Linus".
The cool water flowed continuously down from above, trying to extinguish the untimely heat in my body, but with little effect.
Physiological instincts stubbornly raised their heads in protest, protesting that he went against his nature and that his love was not pure enough.
Like a flag urging him to surrender, it silently mocked his restraint and so-called nobility at this moment.
Frustrated, Shen Beidao removed the showerhead and aimed it at the "spirited" spot.
The cold water sent tiny shivers down my skin, but the fire in my heart could not be extinguished.
It turns out that the dam built by reason is so fragile in the face of surging instinct.
"Splash, splash, splash..."
The monotonous sound of water echoed in the cramped space. After a long while, he finally lost his temper and slammed his fist hard against the cold glass partition. After the dull thud, there was a long silence...
He began to repent for his "evil deeds"—
no.
Our relationship cannot be built on lies and deception. I cannot tempt him to do anything that he might regret when he knows nothing about it.
What will he do if he finds out all my secrets one day?
Will he hate me? Will he think I'm a despicable person who used a false identity to get close to him and even plotted to send that person to the police station?
Will we feel cheated by the eight-year age gap between us?
Or will he... simply turn around and leave, never wanting to see me again?
The water seemed to have lost its temperature; he felt no coldness, yet his thoughts gradually became clearer within it.
No, what I want is not a fleeting moment of pleasure.
What I want is Lin Yi, who knows the whole truth, yet is still willing to come to me, embrace me, and completely accept me.
It seems it's time to find an opportunity to be honest with him.
......
Stepping out of the bathroom, Shen Beidao changed into a dark blue velvet nightgown and handed Lin Yi a steaming cup of brandy powder. "Drink it while it's hot to prevent a cold."
Lin Yi took the warm mug. When their fingertips touched, he could clearly feel the slight coolness of the other person's fingertips, and then a slight avoidance.
Lin Yi recalled the commotion in the bathroom earlier, how Shen Beidao had taken a shower for an hour, and the distance he was deliberately maintaining now…
As a man who aspires to be a considerate and domineering man, he has complete understanding of Shen Beidao's wife's behavior.
Lin Yi slowly drank the powder, reflecting in his mind: It must be because I was too hasty and didn't prepare the necessary things, which made him nervous. After all, it was his first time, and it's understandable that he was afraid of pain...
"Thank you, it tastes pretty good." Lin Yi took a small sip of the slightly bitter powder, his mind racing, trying to find a lighthearted topic to break the awkward atmosphere.
"I need to go to the study to take care of some school matters later," Shen Beidao said calmly, breaking the awkward silence. "If you're sleepy, go to sleep first, don't wait for me."
Pshaw! School stuff?
What's going on at school in the middle of the night? Even the teachers aren't as busy as you.
Is he shy? Is he making excuses to avoid me?
“Okay!” He immediately showed his understanding, “I also need to write a daily work report, I’ll be busy for a while.”
"Hmm." Shen Beidao responded, turned and walked towards the study, his back still looking upright.
But in Lin Yi's eyes, he could detect a hint of stiffness in the "fleeing in panic".
Watching the study door close gently, Lin Yi let out a long sigh of relief and slumped into the sofa.
The pressure is immense!
For some reason, after dating Shen Beidao, he always felt that being a top was not easy!
My theoretical knowledge is severely lacking, and I must immediately catch up!
He picked up his phone and opened the hidden forum app again.
Only then did I realize that almost half a month had passed since my last "help post" that sparked heated discussion.
The post had already been flooded with upvotes, and the comment section was filled with howls as many netizens eagerly awaited further developments tagged him in the comments.
[Post #350] OP, are you still alive?!
[Post #351] What's next? What's the follow-up?! @OP
[Post #352] I bet the original poster has already started dating!
[352nd floor] Waaaaah, my pure and fierce top who I'm raising, Mom is waiting so long for your report on your achievements!
......
[Latest update from the original poster +1]
OP: We're officially together now, but...
My first attempt didn't go very smoothly. I'd like to ask everyone, what specific methods can I use to make the bottom (the one on the bottom) more relaxed and have a better experience, and to make the top (me) more considerate and avoid awkwardness?
This update was like dropping a depth charge:
[Post #352] Not going smoothly? Could you elaborate on why it wasn't going smoothly? Was it a size mismatch or a technical issue? (doge)
[Post #353] Ahhh, he's back! And with new questions! OP is so cute!
[Post #354] Not going well—those four words contain so much information; I imagined 30,000 words in my head.
[Post #355] Ahhh, did the poster reincarnate and only appear now?
[Post #356] Continuing from the previous post, based on the boyfriend's physique described by the original poster, he's a typical muscular bottom, right?
[Post #357] Continuing from the previous post, it's best not to attempt certain physically demanding movements, such as lifting or frying.
[Post #358] The Sichuan-style saliva chicken is delicious! The Sichuan-style saliva chicken is delicious! The Sichuan-style saliva chicken is delicious...
[Floor 359]?
[360th floor] The ham sausage is delicious, the cucumber is delicious, the carrot is delicious, the chicken is delicious, and the giant chicken is delicious too!
[Post #361] ? ? ? ?
[Post #362] I recommend rowing or wheelchair exercises, which require a lot from your core, but you said you have abs, so you should be able to handle them.
[Post #363] Sit-ups are great too, they're super interactive!
[Post #364] I highly recommend the "triple fold" design; it looks great no matter how you fold it!
[Post #365] Try doing accelerated jumping push-ups, you'll come back to thank me!
[Post #366] Personally, I think the index and middle fingers are easier to use.
Lin Yi was completely confused. He was here seeking the truth, so why were the comments section recommending food and exercise?
The original poster replied: I usually practice these sports, but if I overexert myself beforehand, will it backfire and affect my actual performance?
After this reply, the comment section fell silent for two seconds:
[Post #368] ? ? ? ? ?
[Post #369] No? OP, you...could it be...a virgin??
[Post #370] This question, so clear yet so foolish... He's definitely a virgin!
[Post #371] I'm dying of laughter, the original poster is seriously discussing physical fitness issues.
[Post #372] I can't stand it anymore, OP! Click this link (VPN required) and open the door to a whole new world! You're welcome! [Link]
[Post #373] May good people live a long and peaceful life! OP, go and learn from this!!
[Post #374] OP, that's all for today! We'll see you next time you come back. Please report your results directly.
[Post #375] My requirements aren't high, just don't go below double digits for the number of times you have sex in one night, and the duration should exceed the average level for Chinese men. Thank you.
[Post #376] It feels like playing a real-life dating simulation game? Exciting!
Lin Yi felt flustered by the teasing in the comments section, and he silently replied with "[1]" (to indicate that he had received the message).
Then I copied that mysterious link and clicked on it with a learning mindset.
After buffering, the image appears.
Lin Yi frowned, trying hard to understand: "I don't understand this either? American?"
"Why is there a Black person here?"
"There are no subtitles either. Is this a sex education video from abroad? Or do they place a lot of importance on this kind of education...? What is it saying? I can't understand it either."
"Buzz—"
On the coffee table, Shen Beidao's phone, which was charging, suddenly vibrated and the screen lit up.
Lin Yi picked it up instinctively, intending to take it to the study.
As he unplugged the charging cable, he caught a glimpse of a string of numbers on the caller ID.
Last four digits: 7890
Is it this number again?
He stopped in his tracks, looked down at the screen again, and examined it closely: 158 xxxx 7890
He took Shen Beidao's phone, turned around and walked back to the sofa, picked up his own phone, quickly flipped through the contacts, found the name "Li Rui", and compared it digit by digit.
158 xxxx 7890
The phone numbers are exactly the same!!
"Holy crap! It really is Li Rui?!"
Lin Yi was stunned.
Lin Yi hesitated for a moment, then looked at the closed door of the study, and his finger pressed the answer button on its own.
"Hello? Is anyone there? Hello...?"
Lin Yi quickly hung up.
It's Li Rui's voice, no doubt about it!
The caller was Li Rui!
His childhood friend, Li Rui!
How did Li Rui come to know Shen Beidao?
Shen Beidao clearly stated that he did not know Li Rui.
What exactly happened?
Just then, the sound of the study doorknob turning could be clearly heard.
Lin Yi almost reflexively plugged Shen Beidao's phone back into the charger, then turned around and darted back to the sofa.
Because he was moving too fast, he didn't even have time to adjust his posture. The moment Shen Beidao pushed the door open, he only had time to sit down with his back to the door in a slightly stiff posture. His round little butt was sticking out, and the lines of his buttocks looked even smoother and fuller under the wrap of his lounge pants.
As soon as Shen Beidao opened the door, his gaze fell on the alluring curves. He paused noticeably, his voice lower than usual: "...Still not asleep?"
"No!" Lin Yi suddenly felt his throat was a little dry. "I was a little sleepy just now, but I suddenly got thirsty, so I got up to drink some water."
In fact, Shen Beidao spent the entire forty minutes he was in the study browsing that teaching forum.
Shen Beidao approached, reached out and grasped Lin Yi's wrist, then traced his fingers down to form an interlocked shape. "It's almost midnight, why don't you get some rest?"
“…Okay.” Lin Yi’s heart was pounding wildly under his gaze, and his questions about the phone number were temporarily suppressed by an even stronger sense of tension.
However, just as he was about to get up—
"Oh...Yeah...Harder...Fuck..."
A series of high-pitched, sticky, and ambiguous English sounds suddenly rang out, slowly echoing in the empty living room.
The two stopped at the same time.
Shen Beidao turned slightly, then looked toward the source of the sound, where Lin Yi's phone screen was still lit up.
Although the video angle was tricky, the ambiguous physical contact and rhythmic shaking... adults will understand.
Lin Yi's face burned red. He frantically grabbed his phone, trying to turn off the damn video, but in his panic, his fingers swiped several times without success, instead letting the blood-pumping sound continue to play.
Shen Beidao's eyes remained calm, but then a look mixed with a deep, dark desire slowly emerged.
"So that's it." Shen Beidao leaned forward slightly. "My boyfriend secretly studied while I was away?"
"No, you misunderstood. It was a link posted by a netizen on the forum. I clicked it out of curiosity..." Lin Yi was so embarrassed that he wanted to crawl into a hole. He instinctively tried to back up, but he was trapped by the back of the sofa and had nowhere to escape.
He could feel the heat emanating from Shen Beidao, and the undisguised interest in his eyes.
"Then I still peeked." Shen Beidao's fingertips lightly traced Lin Yi's jawline, the movement slow and deliberate yet full of aggression. "What did you learn? Hmm? Tell me."
Lin Yi awkwardly closed his legs, and there was a rather unpleasant feeling there. "I, I don't know... I haven't even looked yet, and you've already come out."
"You don't know? You've even learned to lie?" Shen Beidao chuckled. He reached out, not to grab his phone, but to hook his hand into Lin Yi's waistband. "So, little Yi, can you lie too?"
"!" Lin Yi trembled violently, as if electrocuted, and gasped in surprise. He didn't even know how to respond to Shen Beidao's enthusiasm.
“It seems,” Shen Beidao rubbed his palm lightly through the fabric, his eyes growing darker and his voice becoming increasingly hoarse, “that theoretical knowledge is not as direct as practical experience.”
“Shen Beidao…you…”
Taking advantage of his reclining position, Shen Beidao used his fingertips to untie the elastic band at his waistband and slipped it into the crevice, leaving no room for refusal...
Shen Beidao coaxed him, his warm kisses landing on Lin Yi's sweaty forehead. With his other hand, he firmly grasped Lin Yi's wrist as he tried to push him away, gently pressing his restless fingertips into the velvet of the sofa back.
Lin Yi struggled defiantly, only to be met with a series of deep kisses that felt almost like punishment.
Oxygen was gradually deprived until the person in his arms finally softened and let out a weak whimper, at which point Shen Beidao reluctantly let go.
"Looks like I really need to study harder." He whispered against Lin Yi's lips amidst Lin Yi's out-of-control voice, "I haven't even learned how to breathe while kissing..."
After saying that, he sealed Lin Yi's lips with his again, guiding him on how to breathe...
The lines between punishment and indulgence have long blurred, just like the tangled breaths at this moment. The love is real, but the deception beneath that love is equally real.
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Author's Note: The next chapter will reveal my true identity~ Hmm~ Please leave comments, readers, if you support me, I'll suddenly update a lot!
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Shen Beidao's name is Linus, which is pronounced as "林诺斯" (both pronounced with a first tone) in German.
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