Chapter 313 Secret Kiss
Reunion is short and separation always comes quickly.
Before Bai Jiashu could try to persuade Xie Shiyuan to stay, Xie Shiyuan left again.
She accompanied the man back to the hospital and stayed by Bai Jiashu's side the whole night.
It's so hard to be alone without any interference from the outside world.
Bai Jiashu tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep. He closed his eyes and opened them again and again. No matter what angle he looked at the face in front of him, he could never see enough.
He wanted to talk to her and ask her about her experience staying with Zhou Zongzhen, but when the words came to his lips, he turned into a rapid cough, which made Xie Shiyuan worried.
Doctors came in several times, but Bai Jiashu's condition was still not good. He felt weak all over and it became extremely difficult for him to speak.
Xie Shiyuan touched his forehead and understood him. "I don't feel as good as you when I'm with Zhou Zongzheng. He's a person who is extremely difficult to communicate with and has poor empathy. He plays by his own rules even more than I do. He's good at calculating and ambitious. At one point, he wanted to kill Xie Tingke out of jealousy, and at another point, he let Xie Tingke go out of brotherhood."
"He is moody and changes his mood very quickly. He looks inhuman. After getting to know him deeply, I find that he is indeed inhuman. The only emotion in his heart is the belief in revenge. And... because of my existence, he gets what he wants faster. And because of Xie Tingke's feelings for me, he cannot ignore my existence."
"Compared to his previous determination to kill me, he is now a little more merciful to me. Xie Tingke insisted on his own way and chose me firmly. He can even give up his inheritance rights in the Zhou family for this. Zhou Zongzheng will let me go."
"He likes women and longs for a little love, but he values power more."
Bai Jiashu's long eyelashes fluttered gently, and the corners of his lips were weakly pursed into a soft arc. The gaze he gave the little fox was so gentle that it was intoxicating.
"Why can you give up power?" Xie Shiyuan thought for a moment and asked, "We have known each other for a short time, but we share the same fate. Our mothers are not around, our fathers don't love us, we were hostile, framed, and ignored by our family members, and we suffered a lot of humiliation while growing up. Zhou Zongzheng also experienced these things, but he doesn't think this is sympathy. He calls it the cowardly survival of the weak."
"He hated himself for living cautiously in the past to save his life, and he also hated me for having a similar experience as him."
"Because I was supposed to be your fiancée, can you give up these riches? Or because you are dying soon, and you think it is unnecessary to leave these things that cannot be brought with you when you are born or taken with you when you die, so why not leave them to me instead of leaving them to the annoying Second Madam Bai? I am just a successor who happened to appear at the right time?"
Bai Jiashu was a little tired, and the curve of his lips became softer. He opened his thin lips slightly and said in a low and hoarse voice, "Because we are both people who have never been loved. I give you love, and you give me care, and we complement each other."
"No one likes to be alone. Your presence, both physically and mentally, makes me realize what it means to live a vivid life."
It seems that the little fox can never understand human emotions.
She regarded the man as her mission target and had doubts about her feelings for the target. However, in the midst of her doubts, she looked into the man's sincere eyes and understood something thoughtfully.
"Love is not physical seduction." Bai Jiashu said, "You have experienced this deeply when you were with Zhou Zongzheng."
"To make someone fall in love with you... is sincerity."
"When I was in trouble with the Bai family, you stood up and spoke for me. No matter what the people I hated said, you stood with me. Zhou Zongzheng is stronger than me. You can't find a chance to get into his heart by his side. You still need an opportunity."
“You can create this opportunity yourself.”
"Zhou Zongzheng's whereabouts have been exposed many times. He returned to the country this time to deal with the traitor. He is a person who... at this point, he can easily find the traitor, but he prefers to pretend that he knows nothing, exposing himself to danger and playing a game of life and death."
"Don't think that he can rest easy just because he dealt with the Zhou family's uncles. The Zhou family still has many local competitors in Country A. He is ambitious and has made enemies everywhere. This is your chance."
"What opportunity?" Xie Shiyuan asked.
Bai Jiashu smiled, "A chance for him to fall in love with you. Although I don't know why you expect to gain his affection, I think you have your own difficulties if you don't want to tell me. When you are willing to tell me, I will listen."
"But I know your purpose. You expect to receive a lot of love. You regard the love from everyone as a sword of revenge."
"When people have emotions, revenge is always stronger. Otherwise, how can we be moved by someone who doesn't care about us?"
"It's just that I don't understand, Shi Yuan, you expect me to fall in love with you, are you trying to take revenge on me?"
Xie Shiyuan was stunned.
Bai Jiashu lowered his eyelashes, and a hint of bitterness appeared on the curve of his lips. "If letting me fall in love with you is revenge on me, then you must hate the fact that I acquiesced to the marriage with Xie Yuanyuan in the beginning, right? I'm sorry, if I had paid more attention to this marriage at that time and checked the details, I might have known... It was you who was originally married to me, and our marriage was arranged by my grandfather."
"But what can I do? I was too cold and calm at that time. There was no wave in my eyes when I looked at everyone. Even if you forced me, I could only watch you go crazy calmly without even a trace of anger."
"After I was admitted to the hospital, you and Xie Tingke came to visit me and tried to kiss me in front of so many people. That's when I felt a little angry for the first time in my life."
"How could you drug me and then flirt with me as if it was a matter of course? It makes me feel like a gigolo who is in public and can be violated by anyone."
Finally I heard Bai Jiashu's voice.
Xie Shiyuan held her chin with both hands and lay down beside the man's pillow, "All good-looking men are gigolos."
Bai Jiashu: “….”
Xie Shiyuan, "I didn't take revenge on you. You are different from them."
Bai Jiashu was puzzled, "What?"
"Aren't you very weak? Don't you feel uncomfortable talking so much?" The little fox tilted his head again, and his big round eyes moved closer. His dark pupils gradually condensed into a compelling light.
The girl's eyes sucked him in like a whirlpool. Feeling dizzy, Bai Jiashu slowly closed his eyes uncontrollably.
The ward was quiet again.
The little fox touched the man's forehead, then stood up, hesitated for a moment, gave the man a light kiss on the forehead, and smiled secretly.
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