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Sheng Xingzhou was the only one left in the empty living room. Even though he was feeling dizzy due to excessive blood loss, he paced back and forth anxiously, staring at the door that separated him and Sang Jiyue.
Just now, when Sheng Xingzhou thought that everything was settled and Sang Jiyue gave up Jiang Wangxi and chose him, she suddenly asked to talk to Jiang Wangxi alone.
Sheng Xingzhou was very afraid that something unexpected would happen, such as Sang Jiyue changing her mind again, or Jiang Wangxi still using sweet words to deceive Sang Jiyue.
The weak and slender girl inside the door has absolute dominance in their relationship.
Even if Sheng Xingzhou briefly had the right to be by her side, she could take it back at any time if she wanted.
Choose me again, Ayue.
Sheng Xingzhou prayed silently.
…
The decision to no longer like Jiang Wangxi was made after careful consideration; and Sang Jiyue also thought about the decision to try another path for a long time during the time when she "eloped" with Sheng Xingzhou.
When she followed Jiang Wangxi away, it was Sheng Xingzhou's red eyes that touched her.
She was impulsive and also thoughtful, but she really wanted to try a path that was completely different from her previous life.
She will declare war on fate.
Because Sheng Xingzhou and Jiang Wangxi cannot coexist, Sang Jiyue will no longer be entangled with Jiang Wangxi.
After all, this is not good for the three of them.
The reason she wanted to talk to Jiang Wangxi alone was because Sang Jiyue had been puzzled by something that had been bothering her for a long time. Facing Jiang Wangxi's gentle gaze, she said somewhat dejectedly, "Brother, I can't see 'Mom' anymore. I miss her so much. Can you help me see her?"
After hearing Sang Jiyue's words, Jiang Wangxi was obviously stunned.
The incident about Sang Jiyue having hallucinations happened decades ago when she was seven years old and her mother, Ms. Sang, passed away.
Sang Jiyue, who was sent to a mental hospital for treatment due to her overly extreme behavior, could not sleep at night. Jiang Wangxi was not in Yancheng at that time. When he rushed to the hospital, the young Sang Jiyue had already been there for some time.
Countless psychological counseling sessions left her with cognitive confusion. The gentle and beautiful mother she saw turned into a ghost with a crooked head and blood all over her face, baring her fangs and claws, trying to drag her into the abyss of darkness.
Jiang Wangxi found Sang Jiyue curled up in the small closet in the ward.
She cried and said to him: "Brother, there is a ghost. I want to hide, but no matter where I hide, I can see her..."
Sang Jiyue pointed behind him, her voice horrified.
Jiang Wangxi kept the doctor's advice in mind. Since Sang Jiyue felt calmest when she regarded her hallucination as her 'mother', and if it couldn't be cured completely in a short time, it would be better to let her regard her hallucination as her 'mother'.
In this way, 'Mom' stayed with Sang Jiyue for many years.
Jiang Wangxi has also been with Sang Jiyue for many years.
Now "Mom" is missing, but Jiang Wangxi is still here, and he will definitely be able to help her find "Mom".
...Sang Jiyue is indeed different now.
Perhaps because she was away from that vicious circle in this life, her psychological pressure gradually decreased, so she did not have an attack for a long time.
But in their previous life, they were together for four years after the end of the world. There were no outsiders around during those four years, but Sang Jiyue would still see "Mom" from time to time.
Why is it different this time?
Jiang Wangxi had to face up to one thing. Perhaps in some ways, the pressure he brought to Sang Jiyue was no different from that brought to Sang Huai.
Sang Jiyue once endured many cruel realities and truths quietly and silently.
After a while, Jiang Wangxi said to her gently, "Xiaoyue, you have recovered. You are fine now and don't need to see 'Mom' again."
"I also feel like I'm in good shape." Sang Jiyue smiled slightly, "Most of the time it's very relaxing."
When she is unhappy, she can just curse Sheng Xingzhou and he will be happy, and he will coax her without any hesitation.
She went on to say, "But I still want to see 'Mom'. I want to say goodbye to her."
Say goodbye to 'Mom' and also say goodbye to her past.
Jiang Wangxi understood what she had not finished saying.
She said goodbye not only to those things, but also to him.
He forced a smile: "Okay, I'll help you."
Jiang Wangxi has awakened his psychic abilities and can indeed help Sang Jiyue.
Under the influence of the supernatural power, Sang Jiyue's vision went from clear to blurred. When she finally focused again, she saw the figure standing silently and quietly not far away from her.
After countless years, Sang Jiyue finally saw her "mother's" face clearly.
The 'mother' who accompanied her on countless dark and lonely nights, who gave her gentle advice when she was confused, who always chose her unwaveringly and would never give up on her, had a face exactly like hers.
Ms. Sang had been dead for a long time. At that time, Sang Jiyue was only seven years old. As time passed, Sang Jiyue could no longer remember the face in her memory.
The 'mother' she thought of was actually herself all along.
She will never give up on herself.
Only now, she seemed to no longer need 'her'.
Because she is healing, she is saying goodbye to the past.
'She' looked at her, showed the gentle smile she remembered, and waved at her, as if saying goodbye.
'She' will not truly disappear, but will simply transform into a more steadfast force to accompany her.
The moment the figure disappeared, Sang Jiyue had an illusion of being reborn.
Live a new life again.
Sang Jiyue thought so.
"Xiaoyue, never live in the past again." Jiang Wangxi lowered his eyes and said to her softly.
Even though he was also in Sang Jiyue's past.
But she should move on to the future.
Having resolved a matter, Sang Jiyue's eyes lit up and she nodded heavily: "I will, brother."
The smile on his face became much more genuine.
Sang Jiyue added: "Brother, although I no longer like you, you are still the most important person to me."
"Although I really want to be real siblings with you, you probably don't want to, so forget it. We're fine the way we are now."
As she spoke, a hint of mischief appeared on her face, adding a rare bit of liveliness and agility.
Jiang Wangxi had hardly ever seen her with such an expression, except before she was seven years old, and now.
He replied: "Xiaoyue, we can be relatives without blood ties, just like we have been for many years in the past and will be so in the future."
No matter whether the relationship can change or not, they will always be an inseparable part of each other.
…
Jiang Wangxi didn't stay for long. He left before nightfall. He came in a hurry and left in a hurry.
He was indeed very busy, and if he hadn't tried to be, he wouldn't have had that much time to spend with Sang Jiyue.
Before leaving, he gave Sang Jiyue two potions, one was a purified zombie virus, and the other was a serum that accelerated the genetic evolution of the zombie virus.
Sang Jiyue can choose whether to evolve naturally or use serum to transform into the same body as in the previous life.
Sang Jiyue put away the two serums, stood in front of the glass door leading to the balcony, and watched the familiar figure disappear in the wind and snow.
Sheng Xingzhou finally couldn't help but ask, "So what did you mean by that just now?"
When seeing Jiang Wangxi off, Sang Jiyue asked about their rebirth and asked if it was because of Jiang Wangxi, but Jiang Wangxi denied it.
"It's not me." He answered her without hiding anything: "I'm also thinking about why this is happening."
Sang Jiyue, however, looked as if she had suddenly realized something: "It's actually very easy to guess. If it's not you, then it can only be..."
Jiang Wangxi understood, but neither of them said the last name, everything was implied.
They were silent, but Sheng Xingzhou really didn't understand. He was left alone with a confused mind when they were halfway through a conversation, which made him look stupid.
Sang Jiyue didn't intend to tell Sheng Xingzhou. She slowly sat down on the sofa and said, "This is a secret that cannot be revealed. Maybe one day you will know, but I hope that day will never come."
Sheng Xingzhou: "I don't understand."
Sang Jiyue had an unfathomable look on his face and refused to say anything.
Sheng Xingzhou was injured today, but he had rested for a few hours and was in good spirits. He stayed by Sang Jiyue's side and tugged at her arm: "Tell me, Sister Yue, I really want to know."
There are so many things he doesn't know.
Sang Jiyue snorted softly.
"Okay, I won't ask that." Seeing her stubbornness, Sheng Xingzhou quickly gave up and said, "But if you don't answer this question, you must answer my next question. You can't just say nothing."
Sang Jiyue was a little surprised and asked, "Is your next question so important?"
"Of course."
"Then I will answer you."
"You said it." Sheng Xingzhou's eyes lit up, and he immediately said, "What were you doing in the room just now? Did Jiang Wangxi shamelessly ask for a farewell hug?"
Sang Jiyue: "..."
What the hell.
Seeing that she remained silent, Sheng Xingzhou became more alert: "Are you asking for a farewell kiss? Or are you saying you're always welcome to leave me and go find him? How shameless."
"Don't talk about my brother like that." Sang Jiyue frowned and said unhappily, "You are the shameless one."
"He didn't say anything?"
"Only you would say such shameless words."
Sheng Xingzhou blinked and asked her with a smile, "Am I the only one who can do such shameless actions?"
"I asked my brother to do me a small favor. It was related to my past, nothing else." Sang Jiyue moved to the side with the pillow, a little further away from him.
Sheng Xingzhou no longer cared about what this little favor was. He moved closer to Sang Jiyue, lowered his brows and looked at Sang Jiyue who turned her head away, wanting to be closer to her.
Sang Jiyue reached out uncomfortably to push him, but before she could touch him, he cried out in pain: "It hurts! You touched my wound."
Sang Jiyue's movements paused, and she seemed a little puzzled.
The moment they fell silent, Sheng Xingzhou put his hands on the back of the sofa and trapped her between him and the sofa.
Sang Jiyue clasped her fingers nervously, and could clearly feel a hint of moist warmth coming from the corner of her lips.
Not only did he kiss her, he also licked her.
This realization made Sang Jiyue explode on the spot. Just as she was about to speak, she felt a softer touch on the tip of her tongue.
Sang Jiyue's face flushed instantly and she bit him viciously.
Sheng Xingzhou sat back obediently and looked at her aggrievedly.
Sang Jiyue originally wanted to curse, but the tip of her tongue felt like it was burning. She ran to the bathroom to rinse her mouth, and the soft touch still remained in her mouth.
When she came out, Sheng Xingzhou stared at her quietly.
He brushed his teeth three times a day just for this moment, but was still rejected.
Sheng Xingzhou said, "Sister Yue, you are embarrassing me."
"Can't we do something else?" Sang Jiyue murmured softly, "I'm not used to it."
Sang Jiyue prefers the harmony of mind and soul.
The shameless Sheng Xingzhou was so vulgar that he just wanted to get close to her.
"What are you doing?" Sheng Xingzhou waved at her, "Come over here and tell me."
Sang Jiyue ran over to sit next to him again. He held her cold hand, wrapped it in his warm palm, and gently kneaded it. She moved to the side, closer to the heat source beside her, and said, "For example, you can continue to ask me questions, and I might answer you."
"But I don't have anything I want to ask right now."
"You can ask me why I chose you."
Sheng Xingzhou readily agreed: "Why did you choose me? Is it because you like me so much?"
Obviously, he cared more about the answer to the latter question, but Sang Jiyue didn't.
She still seemed to want to talk.
"There aren't many people who are important to me. My mom is important, my brother is important, and Qiao Qiao is important too."
Sang Jiyue can choose them unwaveringly and never give up, but they cannot give her the same feelings in return.
Ms. Sang chose to remarry despite her crying.
Although this is understandable, Sang Jiyue just hates that her mother has met the wrong person.
Jiang Wangxi once chose her briefly, but still gave up her for his experiment and his ideals.
Sang Jiyue could understand, she had no resentment, she just felt sad.
Yin Qiao... Yin Qiao was very good to her, she was very good to everyone, she chose her, but not just her, the most important person to her was Sang Huai.
They are deeply in love.
Because she was not firmly chosen, Sang Jiyue always felt that she was being abandoned.
Only Sheng Xingzhou...
"You are the only one who still chooses me and hasn't given up on me." Sang Jiyue held Sheng Xingzhou's hand and asked the question she wanted to know most: "If one day you can return to your world, will you abandon me like them?"
It wasn't that Sang Jiyue wanted to ask Sheng Xingzhou questions, but she had questions to ask Sheng Xingzhou. She revealed her failed past, which was not a choice, to Sheng Xingzhou, and this was the bargaining chip she used to exchange for answers.
Sang Jiyue wants Sheng Xingzhou's answer.
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