Chapter 065 Entertainment Industry Waste 13
Yin Yao disguised himself as the perfect brother next door. He accompanied Jian Ziyan and cared about Jian Ziyan, as if he wanted to pour out all his guilt and regret.
But reality is always so cruel. No matter how much he does now, he can't help but think back to the past.
If he had done these things for the boy at that time, would he not be suffering now?
Yin Yao didn’t know, but when he tossed and turned all night, unable to fall asleep, he imagined this hypothetical outcome over and over again, and then after he finally fell asleep, he realized it in his dream.
But when I woke up, I was still faced with the desperate and cold reality.
After Jian Ziyan accepted Yin Yao as his "new friend", Yin Yao no longer needed to hide his gaze on him. While listening to Jian Ziyan chatting with his "mother", he looked at his hands with a look that implied pain.
The boy's right hand was injured so badly that the bandage cannot be removed until now, and the doctor has strictly ordered him not to move.
As for his left hand, when he stretched it out completely, he could see that it was covered with scars like needles from multiple surgeries. His finger bones were thin and slightly twisted, so he couldn't lift any heavy objects and couldn't even maintain his daily life.
Yin Yao hated himself for not realizing it until today.
In the past, he really didn't care about the boy at all.
Because the boy had the company of his "mother" and was away from this painful world in reality, his dependence on the mobile phone suddenly disappeared. It was even as if he had forgotten that he had a mobile phone and had never asked for one.
This cell phone was placed with Yin Yao.
On sleepless nights, he would open his cell phone and read the messages carefully one by one.
This was the only straw the young man grasped at in countless moments of despair. Every piece of news was like blood and tears squeezed from the bottom of his heart, containing all his hesitation and fear that he had never shown to others.
These words were too shocking. Every time Yin Yao flipped through two of them, he wanted to stop and adjust his breathing to prevent his emotions from being overwhelmed by endless despair and regret.
With an unknown mentality, he deliberately found several important moments related to him.
On the day of his award ceremony, the boy left a nearly suicidal message to his mother, but he did not expect that he would survive. What happened next can be glimpsed through the message records.
"Why did I wake up anyway? Mom, it would be great if I could see your face when I opened my eyes now."
"My dad took me home and told the doctor that I wanted to go home, which was wrong."
"I no longer think that everything my father says is right, but I dare not say it. If I express my own ideas, I will be beaten. It has always been like this."
"Mom, it's really cold in the darkroom. I don't know how many times I've come in here, but today I feel particularly uncomfortable."
"Do I have to sleep again? Only when I sleep will I not feel so painful and cold."
Yin Yao looked at these messages with black text on a white background, breathing heavily and his body trembling.
That knife almost pierced the boy's heart! Jian Yuze didn't even allow the boy to get treatment. No wonder the wound on his chest still looks so frightening today, and it almost became untreatable due to infection...
Yin Yao's fingers slid down, and time came to the next day, the day he went to Jian's house.
There were a lot of messages on this day, but most of them were repetitive and the word order was messed up. It could be seen that the boy must have fallen ill at this time.
"It hurts so much. I'm so hungry, so hungry."
"Brother Yin Yao came, but he didn't care. I've been to the piano competition, I know that's where I've been, and I still want to go now."
"Haha, what am I talking about? How could I possibly participate in the competition again? I'm not worthy of playing the piano. You'll be safe if you stay away from me, piano."
"Actually, they are talking about me. As long as I stand up and admit it, it's me, but I can't admit it. Dad is looking at me, his eyes are so scary? I don't know, but I want to play the piano, I want to participate in the competition. Dad is so scary."
"I'm so sleepy, but I can't sleep. Speech. I haven't memorized the speech yet. I can't mess it up again, or Dad will beat me to death."
"I can't understand the contents of the speech, but my father asked me to memorize it, so I just memorize it. Anyway, I can just recite it when the time comes, just like any other time before."
Yin Yao vaguely recalled that Jian Ziyan had expressed some opinions about him before, and those not-so-good remarks were ironically interpreted as slander and jealousy.
It turns out that even those words were not your own will. ◢
Yin Yao felt an unbearable pain in his chest. He blinked his blurry eyes with difficulty and turned the page. It was the next day.
"Mom, I'm so nervous. I really can't cause any more trouble for Brother Yin Yao."
"I can't remember anything. I'm so scared. I want to get out of here."
"But I still want to tell Brother Yin Yao the truth. Mom, since you haven't taken me away yet, can you give me some courage?"
Yin Yao recalled the scene that day. He saw Jian Ziyan typing under the table, seemingly chatting with someone, but he didn't expect it to be like this...
He felt like a person living in a multi-layered balloon, and now these balloons were bursting one by one. He walked back step by step and touched the boy's real wounds.
Why on earth did it become like this...
Yin Yao wanted to continue watching, but he could not bear the prolonged and intense pain. He bent his long legs and buried his face in his knees. After several minutes, he raised his head again to continue watching.
As he expected, the boy was beaten again after returning from the press conference that day. He told his mother about this in a calm, almost cold tone, and said something.
"It was just a rubber stick this time, which is the lightest punishment. Maybe my dad wanted me to go on that show so badly that he was afraid of leaving marks on me."
"They all say that I'm jealous of Yin Yao. Maybe I am. I'm jealous that Yin Yao can pursue his dream, declare his love for piano to the world, and give up everything to play piano. If this kind of feeling of wanting to be like that is jealousy, then I am indeed jealous of Yin Yao."
Yin Yao closed his eyes.
So, that reality show was not about you forcing the originally chosen actress to be replaced with your own.
And that speech.
When the boy said the word jealousy, he paused noticeably and immediately denied what he said. At that time, he just thought that the boy was deliberately making trouble and embarrassing him. Now he finally knows the truth of the matter.
He was also overwhelmed by regret.
How could the boy be jealous of him? If he was really jealous of him, he would not be willing to sacrifice his own life to tell him Jian Yuze's true face.
Rather than jealousy, it should be more like envy.
The boy envied him for being able to do these things, so he wanted to protect him so that he could continue to do these things and realize the wish that he wanted so much but could never achieve in his lifetime.
Yin Yao closed his eyes for a long time, tears kept oozing out of his eye sockets, but he seemed not to feel it. He only opened his eyes again when his breathing became somewhat stable again.
Next, it was time to participate in the reality show.
While participating in the reality show, Jian Ziyan had fewer opportunities to talk to his mother. He seemed very busy and kept apologizing to his mother, saying that he was busy, and was mysterious and refused to tell his mother what he was busy with.
Yin Yao then remembered that Jian Ziyan should have decorated a room for him in the villa.
He immediately jumped up from the sofa, not even bothering to put on his shoes, and rushed out the door.
He wanted to see how the boy decorated the room for him;
However, just when his hand was about to grasp the door handle, he suddenly reacted and his reason gradually returned to him.
...Now the recording of the program has ended for many days. The decorations that the boy had given him as the background of the program should have been taken down by the staff long ago.
Yin
Yao stood at the door for a long time, then he smiled bitterly and slowly returned to the sofa.
He felt a little cold, so he wrapped himself tightly in the blanket, and then paddled until that day, as if he was waiting for the death sentence.
His hands were shaking so much that the screen was trembling, and he tried hard to concentrate.
On this day, the boy left only one sentence.
"Jealousy is a terrible emotion. I don't want to be jealous of Brother Yin Yao. I want to like him."
I want to like him.
The tears that Yin Yao had finally stopped burst out again at this moment.
Although he had already confirmed the boy's affection through his eyes, when he actually saw these words, Yin Yao still felt as if he saw redemption.
The boy really liked him, even if it was just because of those few short days of companionship, even if he almost never gave the boy any warmth afterwards, he still loved him like a moth to a flame, loving him with all his courage and life.
Yin Yao was afraid that his crying would wake up Jian Ziyan, so he subconsciously bit the tip of his tongue hard. A sharp pain came, and he tasted a fishy-sweet taste in his mouth.
"Xiao Yan."
He pressed the phone to his heart and whispered silently as tears streamed down his face.
"I like you too. I love you."
…
Jian Ziyan's treatment was proceeding step by step, with Yin Yao accompanying him throughout the process, but there were no signs of improvement.
The boy's physical injuries were gradually healing, but his mental injuries were getting worse.
He refused to talk to the doctor because he could see that he always ignored his mother, and although his mother was not angry, he was unhappy.
What's more, he has brother Yin Yao, who never ignores his mother and respects her very much.
Therefore, Jian Ziyan became closer to Yin Yao, and he also liked Yin Yao's friend who often came to visit him, the brother named Song Ji.
For Yin Yao, this feeling is like drinking arsenic to detoxify. Even though he knows that everything now is not real and that he has gained trust and closeness through his superb acting skills and deception, he has no choice but to indulge in it.
While he was indulging in the closeness with the boy, he clearly knew the truth. It was like drinking poison to quench thirst. He clearly saw himself sinking deeper and deeper in the quagmire, but he was happy to do so.
But as the doctor said, letting Jian Ziyan blindly immerse himself in his own fantasy world is not a good thing. His brain is gradually becoming diseased and more serious than before. If he continues like this, he may never be able to be cured.
The medical team worked all night to study treatment methods, but no medicine had much effect on Jian Ziyan. As Jian Ziyan himself refused psychotherapy, the treatment progress became sluggish.
There is almost nothing that can be done.
Forced into a corner, the doctor wanted to teach Yin Yao some guiding words, because he was the only one who could chat with Jian Ziyan without being excluded.
However, it is not easy to teach an amateur who has never been exposed to psychological medicine to the level of being able to guide patients. Even if Yin Yao is very talented, he will not be able to meet the doctor's requirements in a short period of time.
Just when everyone was anxious and at a loss, a man suddenly visited the hospital.
"Hello, my name is Cheng An, and I'm a lawyer." The man with glasses and a gentle manner stretched out his hand to Yin Yao, "Mr. Yin, Mr. Jian Ziyan is under your care for the time being, right?"
Yin Yao looked at the man coldly and warily. He now held great hostility towards all those who took the initiative to look for Jian Ziyan, because these people often had no good intentions.
Those who truly cared about and felt sorry for Jian Ziyan stopped inquiring about his news after he issued a statement saying that he was seriously injured and needed rest, but only left many blessings.
Seeing that he didn't respond, Cheng An didn't mind. He withdrew his hand, took out his lawyer's license and work certificate, put them on the table and pushed them towards Yin Yao, saying, "I know that the environment around you two has been quite chaotic recently. It's normal to be worried. Here are my certificates. If you still don't believe it, you can call my law firm to verify it."
Yin Yao lowered his eyes to look at the lawyer's license. It was indeed stamped with the official seal of the country, and the unit certificate was from a nationally famous law firm. Even if this person was fake, he would not impersonate this firm, because all the lawyers in this firm were recorded on its official website and could be discovered with just a check.
So Yin Yao searched on his mobile phone and found that there was indeed a lawyer named Cheng An, and the person in the photo was indeed the person present.
He pushed the documents back and asked, "Excuse me, what can I do for you?"
During the few minutes that Yin Yao was judging and searching, Cheng An had been waiting quietly. Hearing this, he smiled gently and said, "Although you may not believe this, I am here on behalf of Mr. Jian Ziyan's mother."
Yin Yao suddenly raised his head and looked at him. His face was pale, but the cold and sharp gaze in his black pupils was still as powerful as ever. "What are you talking about?"
"Yes, I am indeed here on behalf of Mr. Jian Ziyan's mother, Ms. Gu Feijun." Cheng An looked calm, not feeling guilty at all. "When Ms. Gu was seriously ill, she made a will and wrote a letter to me, asking me to wait until Mr. Jian Ziyan was 18 years old and no longer under Jian Yuze's control before handing these things over to Mr. Jian Ziyan."
He said with a slightly guilty smile: "I'm sorry to come here to disturb you. I asked the police for the name of the hospital you are in. Don't worry, I won't tell anyone where you are."
Yin Yao looked at him steadily, and believed what he said in his heart.
"You came at an inopportune moment." Yin Yao said, "Xiao Yan is currently undergoing treatment. Even if you met him, I'm afraid he wouldn't be able to understand what you were saying."
Jian Ziyan could see his mother at this time, so how could he understand the will from his mother?
However, he did not expect that the daughter of the Gu family, who had passed away for many years, would actually leave these things behind, and had already asked the lawyer in advance not to give them to Xiaoyan while Jian Yuze was still alive.
So, did she see through her husband's true colors long ago? Then why didn't she leave any means to protect her children?
Perhaps she was also tortured by Jian Yuze to the point of being emaciated and there was no way to arrange her future.
"I know this. The police have told me the situation, but the reason I came here is because Ms. Gu said that the will and the letter do not have to be given to Mr. Jian Ziyan himself." Cheng An said, "She said that her son has been destroyed, both physically, mentally, and personally, so she does not believe that her son's mental state is enough to protect himself. Another necessary condition for these two things to be published is that if Mr. Jian Ziyan is unable to take care of himself, there is someone who can protect him by his side."
Yin Yao's pupils shrank in surprise: "...How is it possible?"
"According to the will of the testator, anything legal and compliant is possible." Cheng An looked at him, "Now according to my judgment, you are the one who can protect Jian Ziyan. Are you willing to accept this will on behalf of Mr. Jian Ziyan and hand it over to him after he recovers?"
"..." Yin Yao was silent for a moment, and looked straight at Cheng An with sharp eyes, "Even if it is legal and compliant, you are just a lawyer. Why does Miss Gu trust your choice so much that she even gave you such an important power of judgment and decision?"
"Of course she will believe in my choice." Cheng An's eyes showed a tender and affectionate look, "Because I am the only person she has trusted for so many years."
Yin Yao understood some old memories from this short sentence.
"We were in the same university and fell in love with each other, but unfortunately I was just an ordinary person from an ordinary family and could not be worthy of Gu's Qianjin." Cheng An did not hide his meaning, "Feijun's parents locked her up, forced us to separate, and quickly married her to Jian Yuze because he was the most popular young piano master at the time."
Although his guess came true, Yin Yao was still somewhat shocked.
After a few seconds of reaction, he said without emotion: "She is the person you love. Before she died, she told your child that he was in great danger, but you did not help her son."
Yin Yao knew that he was venting his anger on Cheng An, and that Cheng An had no obligation to care about Jian Ziyan. However, he could not control his anger towards Cheng An, because Cheng An might have been able to save Jian Ziyan and prevent him from suffering these eight years.
"I'm sorry." Cheng An smiled bitterly, "I tried to investigate and call the police, but Jian Yuze was too powerful. He easily suppressed all the methods I could think of, and directly threatened me that if I interfered in his family affairs again, I would disappear from this world without a trace. Mr. Yin, I have to admit that I am scared. The person I love is dead. As for her child, I will do as she told me, but I don't want to die for him."
Yes, they are not related at all, why should Cheng An take such a big risk for a stranger.
The reason why Jian Yuze was arrested this time was because Jian Ziyan presented evidence against him during a live broadcast in front of everyone, and he had no way to defend himself.
How can we expect an ordinary person with no background to fight against Jian Yuze?
What's more, since they were forcibly separated back then, Cheng An might be resentful of the Gu family.
Yin Yao understood all of this, but he still felt great pain because of it.
In this world, love is thin and fate is broken, so why should all the costs be paid by that most innocent boy?
No one is wrong here except Jian Yuze, so what did the young man do wrong?
Yin Yao had no intention of saying anything more to Cheng An. He accepted the letters and will on behalf of Jian Ziyan. According to Cheng An, he could read them at will.
After Cheng An left, Yin Yao hesitated for a moment, but still opened the unsealed file bag.
Gu Feijun's will was very concise. She left all the houses and properties of the Gu family to Jian Ziyan, but as long as someone was willing to take care of him for the rest of his life, they could share these properties.
That was such a huge sum of money, which was enough to ensure Jian Ziyan a worry-free life for the rest of his life.
Yin Yao was not moved by the tempting amount of money, but was more concerned about the letter left behind.
He opened the letter, and the more he read, the more intense the pain in his heart became. Finally, he gasped and held on to the table, took out the medicine with trembling hands and swallowed it directly.
In this letter, he felt a mother's helpless yet desperate love for her son.
It turned out that before her death, Gu Feijun had recognized Jian Yuze's evil ambitions. Originally, she might not have passed away so early, but she witnessed the scene of Jian Yuze crushing Jian Ziyan's hand with her own eyes. She was greatly shocked, and her already weak body completely decayed.
She supported herself with illness and left this letter on her deathbed, hoping that one day she could tell Jian Ziyan in person that her mother had left her enough security for her to live on, and asked her to be brave, leave that demon and start a new life.
She also left a few words for another person who might see the letter.
"I know that people's hearts are hard to predict. Even an oath sworn face to face can be reneged on, let alone in this form, where a dead person is talking to you through such a thin piece of paper after who knows how many years.
But I believe in Cheng An's judgment. If you are really willing to open this letter, then I am willing to tell you all the truth. If you know the truth and still choose to stay with Xiaoyan, I will be grateful to you with my life.
Justice is clear, I believe in retribution. My body is dead, but my soul and love are with my child. That devil will get retribution in the end, but I feel pity for my poor child.
If my child is destined not to live to that time, then let him come to me and I will continue to take care of him, but if he is lucky enough to meet someone who is capable of taking care of and protecting him, I will also give everything I have to ensure that you have food and clothing.
No matter who you are, please don't hurt him. If you regret it later, you can still take half of my property. I just ask you not to hurt my child. This is a mother's prayer.
Xiaoyan, mom has to leave you, but you must remember that mom loves you and will always love you.
A helpless and humble mother
Late at night in xxxx"
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