Chapter 138 If you can’t find me, I’ll cry secretly again

Shen Ran thought about it and decided to follow the young doctor.

When Cheng Cheng collaborated with Shen Ziqing, he might have had access to the core data of Shen Ziqing's research.

No matter what, he had to try to see if he could get some breakthrough from Cheng Cheng.

When he went in, Cheng Cheng was sitting up from the medical cabin with a pale face. When he turned his head and saw that it was him, his eyes brightened.

Shen Ranxin walked to the medical cabin, looked down at the physical status displayed on the medical cabin, and said, "How do you feel?"

Cheng Cheng exclaimed, stretched out his hand to show Shen Ranxin, and whispered: "Fortunately, I didn't think I could survive."

"Indeed, his internal organs were all shattered, and he almost died." Shen Ranxin said, "It was your father who spent a lot of money and effort to cultivate cloned organs for you that came in handy."

Cheng Cheng was stunned for a moment, obviously not reacting.

With the current level of technology, most diseases and irreparable injuries can be cured by cloning.

This clone is not to cultivate a complete person, but to extract hematopoietic stem cells from his childhood and use them to cultivate various organs in case of emergency.

This type of organ is usually sealed in a culture dish, which requires a lot of money and effort every year. However, organs cultured with one's own cells will not have any rejection reaction and can be replaced at any time.

Even in the royal family, only the Queen of the Federation has such a dedicated medical team.

When Lu Yeshan was young, he fought for the royal family with his life, and only had this privilege after retirement.

Cheng Cheng knew it.

What he didn't know was that from the moment he was born, the name of this privilege changed from Lu Yeshan to "Lu Cheng".

Shen Ranxin sat down next to him and said, "Look, you're not as miserable as you think. Besides your crazy mother, there's another person who is looking forward to your birth."

Cheng Cheng's fingers were pinching the edge of the medical cabin, and they looked a little white due to the force.

"I don't believe it. He is not that kind." Cheng Cheng sneered: "This is just a stopgap measure. You didn't catch Shen Ziqing, right? You want to get information from me, so you said this, right? Shen Ranxin, you are so cruel to me——"

There was a snapping sound.

The crisp sound of slapping interrupted Cheng Cheng's words. He turned his head slightly, leaving very obvious fingerprints on his snow-white skin.

Shen Ranxin stood up, looked down at Cheng Cheng who was sitting in the medical cabin, and asked in a cold voice: "Are you awake?"

Cheng Cheng took a deep breath: "I have always been very sober——!"

Bang!

Another sound.

Shen Ranxin said, "You know that this privilege requires the beneficiary to be changed as soon as you are born, so that you can enjoy this privilege, right? You know that it takes many years for organs to mature, right? If you just want to get information, do you think you can still sit here and talk to me properly?"

Cheng Cheng's breathing became rapid, his eyes were red, and he gritted his teeth and said, "For so many years, he has never had a good face towards me. He thinks from the bottom of his heart that I am not worthy of being his child. He is so good to Lu Zhi, but to me-"

Snap! Snap! Snap!

Shen Ranxin grabbed his collar and slapped him three times in a row with an expressionless face.

The skin that had originally looked pale after a serious illness was now bloodshot.

"You'd better think it over before you speak to me." Shen Ranxin shook his hands: "I don't want to hear any more stupid words."

Cheng Cheng pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

For so many years, he has been wholeheartedly against Lu Yeshan. He just wants to go against Lu Yeshan. He just wants Lu Yeshan to know that even without his approval, he can live well enough.

Indifference and selfishness are his nature. From the very beginning, he never believed in Lu Yeshan's love for him.

His mother gave birth to him in such despicable ways, how could Lu Yeshan love such a dirty and filthy child?

There was silence between the two sides, and Shen Ranxin turned around and wanted to leave.

Cheng Cheng quickly grabbed his wrist: "A Ran, don't go."

Shen Ranxin turned around and looked at him.

Cheng Cheng hung his head, and for the first time he acted like a child who had done something wrong: "Don't go, stay with me, it will be fine in a while..."

Shen Ranxin shook off his hand: "Since you don't want to talk, forget it, I have something else to do."

"Are you going to accompany Lu Zhi?" Cheng Cheng immediately said, "You came from Lu Zhi's place, right? Your whole body is covered with the smell of Lu Zhi's pheromones... Are you so reluctant to leave him? Don't you even want to give me a little time?"

Shen Ranxin frowned and said, "Why should I give you my time? You and I don't seem to have such a deep relationship, right? Lu Yeshan is your father, not me. Let go!"

Cheng Cheng grabbed his wrist and said anxiously, "What if I knew the answer you want? Shen Ranxin, I just had a long nightmare. I'm very scared. Please stay with me for a while. I'll trade this for you."

Shen Ranxin sat down obediently: "Wouldn't it have been over if you had just said it earlier?"

"..." Cheng Cheng smiled bitterly: "Has anyone ever told you that you have double standards when it comes to people you like and people you don't like?"

Shen Ranxin crossed his arms and said, "What else?"

Cheng Cheng rested his chin on the edge of the medical cabin and spoke softly, "Although it was my fault for erasing your memory, I had no other choice at that time. I thought Shen Ziqing was dead, and Lu Zhi was dead too. When you were just rescued from the fire, you thought about dying every day."

Shen Ranxin didn't say anything, but listened quietly to Cheng Cheng's recollection: "If erasing that memory of yours can rekindle your desire to live, it would be a good idea."

Shen Ranxin nodded: "So when you knew that Lu Zhi was rescued by the Alien Management Center, you didn't hand me over. Instead, you kept hiding with me who had my memory erased and was in a daze."

Cheng Cheng reached out his hand and gently hooked Shen Ranxin's little finger: "At that time, I asked the hypnotist to implant the psychological suggestion that the person you love is me, but it didn't work. In the end, it was just a mixture of a weird and wonderful person... At that time, I thought, if you don't like it, then don't like it, as long as you know how to rely on me, as long as the person by your side is me. But it's not like this, you have never been like this around Lu Zhi."

"You can laugh, you can cry, and you can be like a cat, tilting your chin up and letting Lu Zhi put your shoes on you."

"You are as cold as the moonlight in front of everyone, but only when you see Lu Zhi, you will fall from the mortal world and become the rose in his arms. I couldn't understand it before, but now I seem to understand."

"Because it seems that only Lu Zhi has been stepping on thorns and opening his arms to embrace you from the very beginning. He is the only one who has done what Shen Qi and I have not done."

Shen Ranxin raised her eyebrows, looked at Cheng Cheng with his eyes downcast, and her fingertips lightly touched his fingertips before she pulled away.

"He has always been better than me. Whether it's Lu Yeshan or you, he is the perfect heir and the perfect lover in your mind."

Cheng Cheng shrank back: "It's something I will never dare to admit, the jealousy hidden under meanness and viciousness."

Shen Ranxin sneered and wanted to ask Cheng Cheng why he was jealous of Lu Zhi.

I envy him for being alone and helpless since childhood, for eating rotten corpses when hungry and drinking muddy water when thirsty, for the densely packed needle holes on his glands, for his body without a trace of torture left after all the suffering. Apart from the dusty old pains in my mind, there is nothing to prove the inhuman abuse he has suffered.

But he didn't say it in the end. Lu Zhi's pain never needed to be proven to anyone.

"Do you want to know why Shen Ziqing became what he is now?" Cheng Cheng looked up and said, "After working with him for so many years, I know a little bit, but not much..."

Shen Ranxin said, "Before we talk about this, I would like to know how much you know about gland transplant surgery? Are you capable of completing this surgery alone? What are the risks of this surgery?"

Cheng Cheng was stunned for a moment, shook his head and said, "I have worked with Shen Ziqing before. In theory, I know how to operate it, but my hands are not good enough. My hands cannot be as precise as Shen Ziqing's. I cannot perform gland transplant surgery on Lu Zhi."

Shen Ranxin nodded: "So what this means now is that only Shen Ziqing can perform this operation?"

"That's how it can be understood." Cheng Cheng tilted his head. "When Shen Ziqing was researching Lu Zhi's glands, he knew that Lu Zhi's glands were very unstable. If he didn't have a gland transplant, he would probably become a madman controlled by pheromones sooner or later."

Shen Ranxin sighed and whispered, "The only way now is to find Shen Ziqing."

"Impossible." Cheng Cheng said, "If he doesn't want you to find him, then you will never be able to find him. Shen Ziqing is a very perceptive person."

Shen Ranxin glanced at Cheng Cheng and patted his shoulder: "Don't we still have you? If I can't find him, can't he find me? I want him to come to me on his own initiative..."

Cheng Cheng: "...Do you have any idea?"

"Not yet." Shen Ranxin stood up: "But this kind of thing can't be rushed. Well, let's talk about the story of Shen Ziqing when you feel better. I'm leaving now."

Cheng Cheng asked, "Where are we going?"

"Go back to the detention room, Lu Zhi should be awake by now." Shen Ranxin waved his hand: "If you can't find me, I'll start crying secretly again. See you later."