Chapter 154 What Should I Do, Lu Zhi
Shen Ranxin whispered: "I don't know."
He rarely felt so confused.
Pei Zhao raised his hand, pinched Shen Ranxin's face and lifted him up: "Don't be so stubborn! There must be other ways! It's that old guy... No, he's not old, it must be that idiot Shen Ziqing who didn't tell you!"
Lu Yeshan patted the dean's hand and said unhappily, "Don't pinch the child's face."
Pei Zhao put his hand down, cursing. Lu Yeshan looked at Shen Ranxin and said, "It's okay. You can think about it yourself."
Shen Ranxin nodded and walked towards the detention room.
His mind was in a mess and he really wanted to see Lu Zhi. He took two steps and then started to jog.
Lu Yeshan's voice came from far behind: "Ranxin, Lu Zhi has been in the Alien Management Center for nearly ten years. I'm sure you know the reason."
Shen Ranxin stood at the door of the detention room, bent over and breathing heavily.
He knows, he knows.
With Lu Zhi's ability, it would be easy for him to escape from the alien control center, and it would also be easy for him to escape from the pursuit of the Federation.
But he did not escape. He was trapped for ten years, not in the detention room of the Alien Management Center. What trapped him was Lu Zhi's love for him.
He said that his little rose should not grow in a dark corner without seeing sunlight all year round.
He said that his little rose should live freely and unrestrainedly.
Once Shen Ziqing's method is used, Lu Zhi will definitely be unacceptable to the secular world and the Federation. His existence will not be recognized, his life will not be respected, and he will be wanted by the Federation.
Shen Ranxin knew that he would suffer because of his life.
The door of the detention room was opened with a hiss, and a familiar smell rushed out. Lu Zhi was standing at the door waiting for him as usual. When he saw him, he pounced on him and sniffed his neck.
Seeing that Shen Ranxin didn't respond to him, Lu Zhi carefully raised his head, hooked his little finger with his hand, and shook it gently: "Yes, sorry."
Shen Ran felt a little sour in his nose. He wanted to cry, but he couldn't.
Lu Zhi was stunned for a moment, as if he could sense Shen Ranxin's emotions, and touched the corner of Shen Ranxin's eyes with his slightly dry lips.
Shen Ranxin pushed his shoulder and said, "Lu Zhi, will you blame me?"
Lu Zhi tilted his head, not understanding Shen Ranxin's inexplicable words.
He was silent for a while, then gently picked up Shen Ranxin and said, "Hold me."
When he couldn't control his emotions, Shen Ranxin would hug him.
As long as he hugged her and smelled Shen Ranxin's scent, he seemed to care about nothing anymore. No matter what emotions he was feeling, he would calm down immediately.
Now, he hoped that his little female beast would also be happy in the hug.
Shen Ranxin hugged him back, very hard.
Lu Zhi frowned and rubbed his chin lightly against the top of Shen Ranxin's head.
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Shen Ranxin and Lu Zhi stayed in the detention room for about ten days. Sister Zhao called Shen Ranxin to inform him that his vacation was about to end and asked him to prepare to return to the company.
"Give me another week." Shen Ranxin looked at Lu Zhi who was sleeping beside him and said softly, "The last week."
Sister Zhao was over there and heard Shen Ranxin's sobs.
She was stunned for a moment, and did not rush Shen Ranxin to come back: "Okay... I'll arrange it, no rush, you, if you have something to do at home, just rest first."
Shen Ranxin hung up the phone and turned to look at Lu Zhi beside him.
His situation was indeed becoming increasingly unstable, just as Shen Ziqing had said.
Shen Ranxin lowered her eyes and lightly brushed the silver hair on Lu Zhi's temples with her fingertips.
Next to him was a stack of red ropes, the ones that Lu Zhi had hung on his tree in the romance show.
Shen Ranxin counted the red ropes carefully over and over again, as if these things were no longer ordinary red ropes at this moment, but the memories of him and Lu Zhi every day.
Lu Zhi said he would take him home, so no matter how he pushed him away at that time, he would stick to him.
The first reunion after six years of separation was the strange gaze of his lover, the uncontrollable longing, and Shen Ranxin's hand that pinched his neck without hesitation.
All of Lu Zhi's promises to him have now been fulfilled.
Xiaozhi only keeps his word.
Shen Ranxin paused and called the dean.
"You want to take Lu Zhi out?" Pei Zhao's voice became excited: "He is now...!"
"The Abnormal Control Bureau can monitor us at any time. You can install a positioning device on him, or even install explosives. If he loses control, you can always..."
Before he could finish his words, the dean interrupted him: "Shen Ranxin, listen to what you said, are you speaking human language?!"
"I'm sorry." Shen Ranxin choked up.
He bent down, trying to reduce the pain in his heart in this way.
But it doesn't seem to work.
He was in so much pain that he could hardly breathe.
Tears fell without warning. He didn't want to cry, but it hurt too much.
Hot tears fell from the tip of her nose and hit the tightly closed eyes of Lu Zhi who was sleeping in her arms.
"I promised him that I would take him out."
Shen Ranxin cried uncontrollably, like a child who had been holding back his tears for a long time but finally broke down into pieces.
"Dean, I promised him... but I can't do it, what should I do... Why did it have to be him, why can't I do it, he has suffered so much, endured so much, and waited for me for so long, why can't I do it? What should I do, what should I do, Lu Zhi..."
Lu Zhi opened his eyes, and the tear slid out from the corner of his eye. He blinked and reached out to touch it.
The tears fell on his fingertips and he licked them with the tip of his tongue.
It’s so cold and bitter.
He doesn't like the taste.
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There should be more to come later, and I want to finish writing about this sad part in one go.