one person?
Jun Li shook his head subconsciously: "I... I don't know..."
Sometimes, it feels like a person...
Sometimes, I don’t feel like a person…
He even couldn't tell whether he fell in love with Axing first or because of Su Zihu's influence?
"I never thought that you two were two different people..." Yan Yueqing looked at his confused expression and smiled softly, "At most, I thought... you were two different personalities..."
Her gentle tone was like a stream just melting under the snow-capped mountains in early spring, bringing a touch of vitality and warmth to the frozen heart.
"I watched a short film before. A carefree little boy met a middle-aged man who wanted to jump into the river by the bridge. He didn't understand why the man in front of him wanted to die when life was so beautiful. So he handed the candied haws he had just bought to the man...
Later, he grew up slowly, and was suppressed by various factors such as life and emotions. He could not breathe... until his parents died, which became the last straw. He finally couldn't bear it anymore, and walked to the bridge in despair, wanting to jump into the river to commit suicide! At this time... a little boy came over, grabbed the corner of his clothes, and ignorantly handed him a candied haws that he had just bought..."
She paused. "This short film won the gold medal for design at the time. Many people have different interpretations of it. Some people think that the overlap of time and space, and the little boy in the past saving his future self, is a work of redemption! But some people think that the boy who handed the candied haws at the end of the film is just another kind-hearted little guy! This is not redemption, but continuation..."
Jun Li looked at her seriously: "Then...what does Ah Xing think?"
"Me?" Yan Yueqing thought for two seconds, raised her eyelashes and looked at the rose in the dome, "I think it doesn't matter whether it's redemption or continuation... What's important is that he once saved someone, and now someone has saved him."
"Just like you said, Zihu came back to save the tragic ending of his world. His purpose is to change the ending, not to occupy your body. You... have always been one person, right?"
"You may not understand what I am saying, but I want to ask you, if I still don't have a good ending in this world, will you risk your life like him and dive into the time stream to change your fate?"
Jun Li did not hesitate: "Of course!"
"That's it!" Yan Yueqing said calmly, "Maybe... you went to the next world and met Jun Li from that world, and you became the new Su Zihu. Your goal is just to change everything... But Jun Li from that world became sensitive and jealous because of your sudden arrival... Is it... history repeating itself?"
Jun Li even laughed when he heard it: "Yeah, it's like we're stuck in a cycle."
"You have not experienced the painful years that Su Zihu has experienced, just like the little boy has never experienced everything after growing up. You always hold the most original original intention to treat everything. But after you grow up, aren't you still yourself?"
"Su Zihu's arrival seems like two people, but in fact... he just made a choice for your future self... in advance. This feeling is like... if I go back to the past and see my old self, knowing that she will soon fall into the trap, how can I bear not to warn her?"
"However, given my personality, even if I reminded her, she probably wouldn't listen. She would still insist on hitting the wall and falling into the pit... until she grows up and gets a chance to go back to the past and look at herself again for being so stubborn and persistent."
"I am like this, and you are like this too... Even if Su Zihu reminds you, will you listen to everything? I think it is unlikely... The relationship we had at that time was pure, and it is definitely not something that can be fixed by other people's intervention!"
"I like you because I like you very much... I like Zihu because he is your future self... Maybe it's not fair to him to say this, but if he is not your future self but another residual soul, what I should have thought about at that time is how to separate him from your body!"
"As for Zi Hu, he talked to me about... Although he loves me, what he loves is the time we spend together again. For example, if you could go back to the past and see my childhood self, and you knew that I would become your wife when I grow up, would you date my childhood self?"
Jun Li immediately shook his head: "Of course not!"
With a child? Isn't that pure perversion?
"Yeah, you won't, and neither will Zihu... He's just very happy that he can finally change that tragic ending! And that kind of emotion can't affect your feelings for me... From the beginning to the end, we have always been together... right?"
Jun Li suddenly choked up.
Indeed, she was right.
If he rushed into the time stream, returned to the past, and met the former Jun Li and A Xing... would he occupy Jun Li's body and fall in love with A Xing?
No...
He would just watch the development of events quietly, and try his best to remind his former self to be careful about what would affect the future.
What he was grateful for and enjoyed was the time he got to see Ah Xing again.
It was the despair that could prevent her from dissipating in her best years...
She is fine, everything is fine, and it is a perfect ending that is worthy of her hard work and struggle.
In other words…
Su Zihu is me!
My future self, who has experienced decades more pain than he has.
But you are always competing with the future?
In fact, what Su Zihu wanted was not exclusivity at all.
Everyone is living well...
Having said that, Yan Yueqing let out a long sigh.
"I figured this out a long time ago, but seeing you being jealous every day, I always wanted to tease you. Later... the explosion happened so suddenly, I watched Zihu rush out of your body to protect me, and when I woke up, you were gone... I was so scared..."
"Later, I discovered that there was an extra soul in my body. I fought with it all day long. I didn't dare to contact you for the time being, fearing that you would worry if you knew..."
She lowered her eyelashes, recalling the last memory before she left, and her voice became a little cold.
"Not long after I gave birth to the child, she took advantage of me and took this body hostage and jumped off the building. My consciousness gradually faded away... But at that time, I was not afraid at all. I knew you would come to find me... You would be like my future Zihu, going through all the difficulties to find me..."
"But if that's the case, then we'll be trapped in a cycle... You'll become the new Su Zihu, and then return to the previous Jun Li and A Xing, endlessly... I guess Zihu thought the same, so he decided to enter the time stream to find me and let you stay in this world..."
Yan Yueqing finished speaking and looked at him very seriously: "What do you say, right?" (End of this chapter)
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