Bai Yu, who was worried about by everyone, was in annoyance at the moment.
I was so careless...
He just wanted to avoid absorbing the energy of the blue crystal, so as to avoid being assimilated by the rule-based power contained in it.
But he never expected that blue topaz would not only appear in the gift package given by Ji Yue, but also appear in the form of particles in the body of marine pollutants.
By the time he realized that he had absorbed a large amount of blue topaz, it was too late.
His consciousness began to blur, as if the whole plant sank into a warm ocean. Everything in front of him turned into gentle sea water, slowly washing over his soul.
Sleep Well
A gentle call came from the deep sea.
Let your consciousness merge into the ocean.
Don't think too much, just let your instincts run wild.
...
...
You don’t have to think about intrigues or deceptions, nor do you have to think about the ultimate goal and emotional disputes. Even if you have no consciousness, as long as the ocean exists, you will exist forever.
"Forever...exist..."
Bai Yu murmured, aren't these creatures fighting hard in the world just to be able to live longer in this world of the law of the jungle?
As long as you give up consciousness, you can achieve eternal existence.
The salty sea water flowed through the branches, bringing with it a hint of the sweet scent of blood.
"Wait, no, I still have some top-quality food to eat—"
Stimulated by the sweet smell, Bai Yu woke up suddenly and most of his sleepiness was gone.
Be with the ocean, be with the origin of the world, and everything in the world will be you...
"No, it's not. He is not only my top ingredient, but also..."
What else should it be?
The words got stuck in his throat, but Bai Yu didn't know what to say.
It’s as if the emotions I’ve recognized are beyond my understanding.
The moment he suddenly woke up, the sea water in front of him receded instantly, the gentle and ethereal sound disappeared, and the bubbles finally disappeared in the sunlight. Everything seemed like a dream.
There is no sea water, only cold and wet stone walls.
There was no sound of **, only the familiar voice of concern.
"Bai Yu, are you awake now? How do you feel?"
Chu Zehuai watched the other person's eyes change from light green to dark black, and his eyes gradually became clear, and then he let go of his hand.
"Well, I feel like I'm fine now."
Bai Yu shook his head, his consciousness still stuck in the state before he swallowed the pollutants, staring at Chu Zehuai with a bit of confusion in his eyes.
"Captain Chu, aren't you avoiding me?"
How could she suddenly be so close to him? Did he travel to the past?
"I...I'm sorry."
Chu Zehuai was speechless. After thinking for a long time, he could only say this sentence in a low voice.
He attributed Bai Yu's loss of control to his own negligence.
If he hadn't arranged for the other person to stay far away from him because of his own emotional problems, he wouldn't have discovered the out-of-control other person so late.
And I didn’t discover it myself.
"Then why are you avoiding me? Do you hate me?"
Bai Yu's focus was still on the past. He didn't get the words he wanted, so he simply leaned closer and asked.
His mind was still a little unclear. After seeing the other party fall silent again, he suspected that the other party did not have a mouth and that the thing under his nose was actually his hallucination.
Chu Zehuai was still organizing his words when he felt the person who had just stood up pressing down on him again.
He thought the other party still wanted to suck his blood, so he pulled down the uniform he had just put on. Unexpectedly, the hands touched his cheek and then pressed him directly against the stone wall behind him.
"No, how could I hate you, I just think--hmm."
A slightly cool and soft touch came, and after the kiss, the tip of the tongue licked the lips. Amid the plant fragrance, the faint smell of blood and the salty breath of the sea breeze, Chu Zehuai's brain was successfully shut down.
After Bai Yu confirmed that Chu Zehuai's mouth was real, he let go of his hand with satisfaction.
"You have a big mouth, why don't you tell the truth?"
Bai Yu sat cross-legged on the ground, holding his chin and looking at the person next to him.
"I just think it would be safer for you to stay away from me. For me, the best way to protect the people around me is to stay away."
Chu Zehuai's voice was so low that it was almost inaudible, but fortunately the reef cave was extremely quiet and there was an echo, so Zhi could hear the entire sentence.
After taking a few seconds to process the meaning, Bai Yu slowly typed out a question mark.
Did he misunderstand? The other party seemed to mean that in order to protect him, he should stay away from him.
But shouldn’t protection among humans be close-fitting?
"Because I'm dangerous and I could lose control at any moment."
Receiving the other party's extremely puzzled look, Chu Zehuai explained again and at the same time shifted his gaze away, no longer looking at Bai Yu's eyes.
Another reason was that he was afraid that he could not control his emotions.
When Bai Yu was not around, he could plan his future calmly - devote his whole life to the Investigation Bureau, and die of a mental riot in the end. It would be best if he could take away some high-level pollutants when he died.
But now, he doesn't want to face such a future anymore. He hopes that he can live longer and spend more time with each other.
Such selfish thoughts should not appear, so he wanted to stop the loss in time before the feelings became hopeless.
Not only for the other person, but also for yourself.
But...when that kiss came, my heart couldn't help but beat wildly, and a secret joy sprouted and grew in my heart.
Totally out of control.
It turned out that there was no cure.
Chu Zehuai lowered his eyes, but the man who stood up pinched his chin with one hand and forced him to raise his head.
"You're lying to me."
Bai Yu forced the other party to look into his eyes. He woke up at this moment. The blind student found the key point and quickly found the loophole in the other party's words. He asked,
"If what you said just now is true, you should stay away from everyone, but you just avoid me. Why?"
At the end, the originally questioning tone inexplicably carried a hint of grievance.
"Because you are different."
Because I don't have any hidden thoughts about them.
"What's the difference?"
Bai Yu retorted reflexively, but was stunned the next second.
He is indeed different from others.
It is impossible for him to hide under the other party's wings like Lin Mo, nor is it possible for him to stand shoulder to shoulder with the other party like Yan Ran, and it is even more impossible for him to be contented as a team member like Yuan Xue.
Behind him are plants such as roses, sunflowers, and dandelions. If they want to gain a foothold in this world, they must have strong enough strength and power.
His plant companions were still waiting for him.
The rocky beach fell into silence. Bai Yu loosened his hand and kept silent, thinking about his own things. Chu Zehuai also remained silent until the smell of blood in the cave became stronger and stronger, and blood dripped down his black uniform.
Bai Yu's Adam's apple rolled and his eyes darkened.
No matter what, he had to admit that he was still greedy for the other person's body.
"Captain Chu, why don't you go back and bandage it first? I feel like you've lost a lot of blood. Go back and change your uniform."
The changed uniform was just enough for him to breathe.
Bai Yu instantly switched to eating mode.
Having a quarrel with Chu Zehuai? Impossible, how could he bear to refuse his lovely top-grade ingredients?
However, he did not hear the expected answer, and the other party remained silent.
"Captain Chu? Captain? Chu Zehuai?"
Bai Yu pushed the unresponsive person with a puzzled look on his face, but he didn't expect the pale-faced person to fall directly into his arms.
Bai Yu:!!!
**
Linhai First Hospital.
Chu Zehuai sat on the bed, staring at the sunset over the sea outside in a daze.
Before he fell into a coma, his last impression was that Bai Yu was sulking in front of him. After waking up, he had already arrived at the hospital in Linhai City. The person had disappeared, leaving him with only a cold ceiling.
With a creak, the door of the ward was opened.
"Captain Chu, are you feeling better now?"
It was Yuan Xue's voice, and Lin Mo and Yan Ran should be there too.
"I'm feeling better now. It's nothing serious. I just lost too much blood."
Chu Zehuai didn't feel any familiar breath, so he was too lazy to turn around and just kept looking at the scenery outside the window.
"I think...I said the wrong thing again."
"Huh? Didn't you confess your feelings to Bai Yu?" Yuan Xue asked in surprise.
"No."
Chu Zehuai whispered, then immediately reacted, turned his head instantly, and his golden orange pupils shrank sharply.
"How do you know that?"
Was he that obvious?
"Isn't it obvious at a glance?"
Yuan Xue looked at her captain with a look of disappointment. When Chu Zehuai carried Bai Yu away, she thought that the two of them were already a done deal.
What a great opportunity!
The privacy of being together alone, the warmth in critical moments, the night suitable for developing ambiguity and the romantic sea.
Why doesn’t Captain Chu know how to seize the opportunity?
"I....I just don't think it's appropriate."
After being exposed, Chu Zehuai simply didn't try to hide it. He hugged his wings and huddled in the corner of the bed, with every golden feather drooping.
"What's wrong?"
Yuan Xue pushed away the shocked Lin Mo and Yan Ran. In this area involving emotional disputes, her aura overwhelmed everyone present.
"I just think... my idea is too selfish. Bai Yu should find an ordinary but stable lover and live a plain and happy life, instead of being with me, a dangerous person who is busy all day and may disappear and lose control at any time."
Chu Zehuai whispered with a hint of helplessness in his tone, and each of his feathers drooped even more, like a bird curled up in a corner, about to cry.
"Captain Chu, you are not a disaster star. No one said that you and Xiaobai will bring disaster to Xiaobai if they are together."
Yuan Xue put her hands on her hips, stared at the feather ball for a while, and sighed deeply.
"You haven't thought about what would happen if your staying away not only failed to protect Xiaobai, but hurt him instead."
**'s golden feathers gathered together.
"You avoided Xiaobai for no apparent reason. Xiaobai must have been very upset. Not to mention the psychological factors, just this time, you were so far away from Xiaobai that you didn't even notice that Xiaobai was in danger. Is it any use to regret it later?"
Yuan Xue's words cut open the wound that had just healed like a knife.
Chu Zehuai lowered his long eyelashes to hide the sadness in his eyes: "Sooner or later, I will lose control of my mind and hurt him. Even if I don't, I am destined to leave earlier."
Then Bai Yu would be left alone to bear all the sadness and pain in the world.
Lin Mo, who was pushed away, only reacted at this time. He first digested the fact that his brother wanted to pursue Xiao Bai, and then accepted this fact very smoothly, frowning and refutation:
"Brother, why do you think so? The world is so dangerous now. How can you guarantee that Xiaobai will be able to live a peaceful and happy life after you stay away from him? You can't protect him in secret, and maybe his future wife and children for the rest of his life."
Chu Zehuai was speechless after his rebuttal.
Yuan Xue looked at Lin Mo in agreement. This guy's mouth was finally useful. Then she heard Lin Mo add:
"Maybe you haven't lost control yet, and we are all in a mission together."
Everyone:..........
With two bangs, Yanran and Yuanxue gave Lin Mo two popcorns.
"How can you say such depressing things? We are all sure to survive to the end."
Yanran had zero emotional experience, so she couldn't offer any advice on her captain's emotional entanglements, but she could still give Lin Mo a lesson on his sword-selling remarks.
"I'm sorry, brother. You just ignored what I said."
Lin Mo covered his head and squatted silently aside.
"What Dark Night Crow said does make sense. None of us can guarantee how long we can live, so if you can find someone you like, just give it a try. No one knows what will happen in the future, and all we can grasp is the present."
Yuan Xue pushed up her glasses and gave a final suggestion.
"So Captain Chu, don't think about things that are so far away and uncertain. Leave future crises to be solved in the future. You only need to think about the present. If you like Xiao Bai now, then go after her now. Don't leave any regrets for yourself."
"....Well, I'll think about it."
Yuan Xue saw that the other party really listened to her and breathed a sigh of relief. Before she could completely put her heart back in her stomach, Lin Mo next to her poked his head out again:
"Yeah, brother, you even thought of such a far-fetched scenario that you would hurt Xiaobai if you lost control. On the bright side, Xiaobai might not agree to your pursuit at all."
Chu Zehuai:.........
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"Sister Yuan and Sister Yan, I was wrong, please don't hit me, help me——"
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