Chapter 216 Epilogue - The New World Arc (Thirteen)
When Yu Qingzhou woke up, her mind was blank.
The strange sensation beneath him so vividly reminded him of what had happened before...
Yu Qingzhou slowly exhaled as she pressed her hand against her eyes, which were throbbing from lack of sleep.
Although this was the first time such a situation had occurred, he was not so naive as to be unable to understand his true predicament.
Excessive suppression and restraint can sometimes backfire.
The woman's soft words of advice still lingered in my ears, her smiling eyes suddenly merging with the fireflies dancing in my dream.
It was so easily pinpointed, like a precise prophecy.
—And what Yu Qingzhou hated most was prophecy.
His heart pounded heavily, and unlike the languor of his limbs, his heart was filled with a complex mix of shame and embarrassment.
Having grown up in such a place, Yu Qingzhou knew better than anyone how ugly and filthy creatures were who couldn't control their lower bodies.
So, deep down, Yu Qingzhou had always been subtly resisting the idea of growing up.
Because once you grow into a truly healthy male, you will inevitably develop bad desires and become a monster like those guys.
Perhaps because his obsession was too deep, his body was also influenced by some kind of suggestion.
In fact, although she was slightly shorter than her peers, Yu Qingzhou had no real problems in terms of physical function.
But at the same time, when teenagers of similar age, or even slightly younger than him, in the same prison ward began to talk about certain topics with great interest and even eagerly wanted to try them out, Yu Qingzhou felt nothing at all.
There is no feeling here. This is from both a physiological and psychological perspective.
Yu Qingzhou once inadvertently witnessed the people in the next dormitory intertwining their bodies, mimicking some kind of primitive mating exercise. How should I put it...
The first thing that came to his mind was actually the wonton wrappers pinched together.
Because it's difficult to tear, it's obviously unsuitable as a wonton wrapper.
Yu Qingzhou thought to herself, intending to pass by casually, but quite by chance, she made eye contact with one of the main characters.
What exactly were those eyes like? What was their shape? What was the color of their pupils?
Yu Qingzhou didn't remember much anymore, only the other person's moist and sticky eyes, which carried the madness and confusion of a desperate beast.
Just like the intense atmosphere that faintly emanated from the room... it had no trace of reason.
However, even under those circumstances, the other party was still able to tilt their head back and smile at the location where Yu Qingzhou was standing at an almost unbelievable angle—
Yu Qingzhou found it hard to describe the feeling at that moment; it was as if someone had suddenly punched her in the empty stomach.
It wasn't particularly painful, but I could vaguely feel a churning discomfort, and although I really felt like vomiting, it seemed like I couldn't vomit anything at all...
Yu Qingzhou abandoned the idea of closing the door behind her and chose to leave directly.
Later, on another occasion, while he was walking back to his dorm alone, someone suddenly called his name.
【E025……】
Upon hearing this, Yu Qingzhou subconsciously stopped in her tracks and looked in the direction of the sound, only to see the half-open door of the dormitory next door.
This time, however, there was only one person, leaning against the door frame, smiling and looking at him.
Do you want some nuts?
As he asked the question, the man waved the nuts in his hand at Yu Qingzhou.
Yu Qingzhou shook her head. She was just a little curious; this place didn't provide snacks outside of regular meals, and she wondered where the other person got such rare things as nuts.
Seeing that he refused, the man was not annoyed. He picked out the fruit pulp from the crushed shell and put it in his mouth. While chewing, he looked the confused boy up and down with a weighing gaze.
"Is there something you need? If not, I'll head back." Yu Qingzhou was the first to speak.
Upon hearing this, the man suddenly laughed again, a laugh that stirred up a few memories in Yu Qingzhou. But at most, it was just a feeling that she seemed to have seen this face somewhere not long ago.
[Stop pretending, didn't you see it all?]
The man spoke meaningfully, then suddenly leaned closer to Yu Qingzhou, lowering his voice mysteriously: "I noticed you were watching quite intently the other day. How about we give it a try? You're a bit reserved, but your face is quite endearing..."
The man raised his arm and reached forward, seemingly intending to put it on Yu Qingzhou's shoulder.
However, the boy dodged by taking a half-step back, and she missed. The smile on her face immediately faded.
Hey you, stop pretending! It's no fun if you really act like this.
【Feel sorry. 】
Yu Qingzhou interrupted the other party as politely as possible: "Thank you for your kindness. If my previous actions caused any misunderstanding, I apologize. However, if there's nothing else, please forgive me for not being able to continue."
Without waiting for the person to accept it or not, he walked away.
Fortunately, since it was in a public area, the other party did not cause any further trouble.
It wasn't until Yu Qingzhou returned to the house and sat down on her bed that she belatedly realized that familiar feeling had risen in her abdomen.
Actually, the reason I didn't recognize the person who called out to me immediately was one of the people who made wonton wrappers that day. A large part of the reason lies in whether a person is dominated and ensnared by lust, and the difference in manifestations between the two is quite significant.
It's basically the difference between a law-abiding citizen and a wild beast that eats raw meat and drinks blood.
Desire... especially lust, is like a switch on human nature.
Yu Qingzhou did not want to become a puppet controlled by that switch.
Therefore, after finding himself feeling nothing other than mild nausea, he realized that this seemed slightly out of the normal range for his age.
Yu Qingzhou remained unmoved in the slightest.
He had even suspected that the aftereffects of the fire might have caused some indirect harm to his body.
However, this thought did not frighten Yu Qingzhou; on the contrary, he even felt a vague sense of relief because this way, he wouldn't have to become a "dirty" adult, nor would he risk turning into a "beast"...
However, all the self-deceptive delusions were shattered by the sudden reality.
Yu Qingzhou finally crossed that boundary in her dream.
It was all because of someone I'd only met twice... Shen Yingxue.
He silently recited the name to his chest.
The afterglow of the dream hadn't completely faded; the skin where those slightly cool fingertips had touched was still burning hot, a stark contrast to the icy cold beneath her...
At the same time, the boy's blood was also gradually cooling down.
Because he knew all too well that he could never develop even the slightest bit of affection for someone he had only met twice.
Therefore, it's all just hormones acting up in the body.
In other words, he finally succumbed to his instinctive lust and became one of those "monsters," turning into the very thing he hated most in his childhood...
However, after the initial shock, frustration, and self-loathing, Yu Qingzhou quickly returned to reality.
The reality is, he should clean up the mess under the covers before those guys he doesn't get along with wake up.
Otherwise, he will only face greater shame.
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