Chapter 185 Do you want to see her?
When looking through the information and evidence today, Shen Ruoan discovered a detail.
Those materials have been looked through very old, and Gu Jingyan should have mastered these things a long time ago.
But he was slow to confess everything to her, and he must have gone through a very complicated psychological struggle.
From their previous interactions, Shen Ruoan had a general idea of what kind of person Gu Jingyan was.
Under his seemingly cold and indifferent appearance, he has a gentle and passionate heart.
Handsome looks, good figure and excellent family background are just three of his advantages.
Full of sense of justice, considerate, meticulous, and careful in doing things...
Shen Ruoan counted casually in his mind and easily listed a bunch of advantages.
"Perhaps I can't fully understand your feelings," Gu Jingyan said slowly, his tone serious and sincere, "but what happened five years ago has caused you a lot of trouble. I'm sorry."
"Why are you apologizing? It's not your fault!"
After understanding the cause and effect of the incident, Shen Ruoan believed that Gu Jingyan was also innocent.
That night, he was drugged and framed, which led to what happened.
Besides, it was just an accident, she wouldn't be upset about it.
Gu Jingyan looked at her with a complicated expression without saying a word.
As if he thought she was just comforting him.
God knows how he had imagined Shen Ruoan's reaction countless times after telling her the truth during this period, but he never expected that she would accept everything in such a "calm" way.
And she said he was not wrong.
Shen Ruoan believes that they are all innocent people, and hopes that Gu Jingyan will not blame himself too much.
But when she raised her head, the tall man opposite her gave her a cautious and suspicious look, which was in stark contrast.
Seems to think she was just giving each other a step down in a ceremonial manner.
Shen Ruoan emphasized: "What I said is true, I don't blame you, fortunately..."
Fortunately, the person that night was not Tang Hao, but you.
The words came to my lips and almost slipped out.
After thinking about these subconscious words in his mind, Shen Ruoan's cheeks suddenly turned red.
She held her face with her hands and muttered to herself, "The temperature difference between morning and evening is quite big recently. It's quite cold at night."
Almost, she almost said the wrong thing!
How can I say what I'm thinking? !
Just as she was congratulating herself, a large suit suddenly fell on her shoulders.
"Is it still cold now?"
"There are some hot drinks I just bought in the car. Would you like to have some?"
There was still his scent on the suit, and Shen Ruoan felt like someone was hammering away at the wall in his head.
"Okay...Okay, thank you!"
Gu Jingyan turned around and got into the car, taking out a bag of still hot orange peel coffee.
The LOGO above is the Taoshan House that I visited before.
Shen Ruoan was a little surprised: "This is super delicious!!"
The coffee is rich and has a hint of orange peel, which adds a refreshing taste.
The complex taste astounded Shen Ruoan the first time he drank it.
The coffee beans used in Taoshan Xiaoju are imported and are provided in limited quantities each day. The orange peels are also made in-house, with a secret recipe that is not passed on to others.
The taste is different from other places.
Shen Ruoan couldn't stop thinking about it ever since he had a drink at Taoshan Xiaoju last time. He ordered the same drink from other restaurants a few times, but they were all very different.
She is very similar to you, yet she cannot get the position she deserves.
Gu Jingyan handed the coffee to her and watched her drink it intently with his hands in his pockets.
Shen Ruoan was too embarrassed to ask, "You bought this cup for yourself, but now I'm drinking it, right?"
"No, I bought it especially for you."
Shen Ruoan looked doubtful.
"Last time we had dinner together, you started bragging after taking a sip," Gu Jingyan always managed to say things that would make people blush in a light tone, "I guess you must like it very much."
He quickly lowered his head and took a sip of coffee, then Shen Ruoan lowered his head and fixed his gaze on the muddy ground in front of him.
The conditions at the location where the crew filmed were not very good. It was surrounded by wilderness and when it rained, it was covered in mud.
Shen Ruoan saw that there were a lot of mud spots on Gu Jingyan's expensive leather shoes.
But even so, Gu Jingyan didn't feel the slightest bit of a wolf in sheep's clothing.
Instead, it is like the only precious and dazzling diamond in the desolate land.
At his feet, a young grass sprout was leaning, blown this and that by the strong wind.
After the inexplicable blushing and heartbeat, the feeling of sadness that Shen Ruoan had forcibly suppressed came over him again.
With her heart trembling, she asked softly: "Where is Xixi? At home?"
"Yeah, she's asleep."
Shen Ruoan nodded and lowered his eyes dejectedly.
She was not prepared for the possibility of having a daughter.
Will she be a good mother then?
She didn't know why, but she felt uneasy and scared whenever she thought of Zhu Minjun.
Shen Ruoan was afraid that she could not be the good mother in Xixi's mind.
"Do you want to see her?" A steady voice came from above.
With almost no hesitation, Shen Ruoan nodded while holding the coffee: "Yeah!"
"Will you please go away now? I can take you to see her."
"Yes, I have finished filming tonight. I just need to be back before 9 am tomorrow."
"Well, let's go." As he said that, Gu Jingyan turned around and sat in the driver's seat. His eyes clearly showed that he was waiting for her to get in the car as well.
When Shen Ruoan was sitting in the passenger seat, he felt as if he was dreaming.
Why did she agree just now for some unknown reason?
But now that it has come to this, she can't regret it. She really wants to meet Gu Xixi.
Don't wake Xixi up, it would be fine even if I just watched her sleeping.
Thinking of the little baby's flattering and cautious look during the day, Shen Ruoan felt a dull pain in his heart.
It was already midnight when we returned to Gu's house.
Mrs. Gu and Mr. Gu are used to going to bed early and rarely leave their room after 10 o'clock in the evening.
Gu Junli and Gu Wanwei should have returned to their room by now.
One is probably working overtime, and the other is probably playing with his phone with headphones on.
As for Gu Yian...I've been busy with work recently and haven't been back to Gu's house for several days.
The servant also went to bed early.
After Gu Jingyan parked the car, he led Shen Ruoan into the villa through the small door. The two of them unconsciously lightened their steps as they walked, and a sneaky atmosphere filled the air.
Following Gu Jingyan quietly, Shen Ruoan's heart was beating fast and he kept listening to every movement around him.
At the same time, I prepared some explanations in advance in case I was discovered.
If someone found out that Gu Jingyan was taking her back to Gu's house like this, it would easily cause misunderstanding.
Fortunately, everything went smoothly on the way to Gu Xixi's room. When he opened the door, Shen Ruoan heard the little pig's grunts coming from inside.
She almost couldn't hold back her laughter: "Is Xixi's sleeping voice so cute?"
Gu Jingyan, who is already used to it, said: "She sleeps soundly every day."