"What's wrong? Do you not trust your brother Sheng Yi, or do you not trust yourself and lack confidence in yourself?"
Zhu Qinghao paused for a moment, glanced at her, as if she had been hit where it hurt but was reluctant to admit it, or perhaps she herself was not entirely sure.
Si Tian instantly understood, busied herself for a moment, and then said quietly:
"When I read the novel before, I didn't understand why so many rich and beautiful girls would be insecure and then become vicious villains who were jealous of the author's favorite daughter."
Seeing you now, I think I understand a little bit.
As he spoke, he even used his index finger and thumb to measure an incredibly small size, and squinted to confirm it.
"Well, it's just a fleeting moment, practically nothing."
Suddenly, as if she had thought of something, Si Tian said seriously:
"Comrade Zhu Qing, what I am about to say is very important, so please listen carefully."
You are very good, exceptionally good. There is not a single flaw in you. If anyone says you are bad, it must be their fault.
Either he or she is jealous of you and is using manipulative tactics on you, trying to make you doubt yourself and feel increasingly useless, thus making you dependent on him. Don't believe it, or you'll fall into their trap, understand?
Si Tian had indeed guessed Zhu Qinghao's thoughts, so her words were like a gentle and fine rain, slowly sprinkling on a parched patch of land in Zhu Qinghao's heart.
Zhu Qinghao paused slightly, her expression showing no obvious abnormality, but her heart was already stirred by Si Tian and her words.
She thought no one could tell.
Since her rebirth, Zhu Qinghao has been constantly plagued by self-doubt. In her previous life, she was just too incompetent and unable to handle things, which is why she died so young.
If she had survived, or if she hadn't been so fragile and had married Liu Yansong, or if she had managed to keep him in line after marriage, the Zhu family might not have ended up with no one to help them and the whole family dying tragically.
She regretted that she had been so weak when her family was in trouble, allowing herself to be manipulated by Liu Yansong and his family, and in the end, she gave up her job and was also taken away the property left by her family.
In her past life, during the month or so that she was neglected and scorned by Liu Yansong's family after marrying him, she hated her useless body more than once.
I wish my family members good health, but it seems like she gets sick easily even after just a few steps!
If she were in better health, wouldn't she be spared being left alone in Kyoto, watching her family suffer in the countryside?
If she had been healthy, she wouldn't have had to rely on Liu Yansong after her family went to the countryside, only to be swindled out of all her money and possessions.
What she hated most was her own stupidity; why had she never realized that Liu Yansong had no affection for her and that his every move was full of disdain?
She even hated herself for being so incompetent, unable to win her husband's heart, and unable to get Liu Yansong to help support the family...
In her previous life, she died after marrying Liu Yansong for only a month. During that month, she never saw a kind look from him, except when he tried to coax something out of her.
Later on, it got even worse. The Liu family made no attempt to hide their dislike for her, and anyone could take advantage of her.
"Zhu Qinghao, can you please stop clutching your chest and pretending to be weak all the time? If you could die, you'd rather die sooner rather than later. It's really annoying to watch!"
"Zhu Qinghao, can you stop being so useless? It's just asking you to do something, why are you acting like it's the death of you?"
"Zhu Qinghao, what's wrong with you? Do you really think you're still a young lady? You can't do anything right, what use are you? I really don't know what the Zhu family was thinking, keeping a piece of trash like you around..."
"Zhu Qinghao, what are you being so high and mighty for all day long? You won't even let me touch you, do you think I really want to touch you? You always have such a sad face, you're so boring, and you're not healthy or in good shape. If you don't want to touch me, then don't. Don't beg me in the future!"
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