But he still decided to try and persuade Zhu Qinghao again:
"Okay, what if I don't really want to stay in the military hospital indefinitely and would like to be transferred out?"
Zhu Qinghao paused, then glanced at him.
"Could you tell me what your future plans were like before you met me?"
Sheng Yi thought back and realized that he didn't seem to have any plans. He just planned to work hard at the hospital and let things take their course.
That's what he thought, and that's what he said.
This answer was exactly what Zhu Qinghao expected. After listening, she nodded and then asked:
Even if you don't mind working outside, can you guarantee that you can be transferred to a nearby hospital?
Or, to put it another way, if we can all return to Kyoto in the near future, are you sure you'll be able to transfer back to Kyoto?
Sheng Yi had considered these issues after Zhu Qinghao mentioned them last time. In his opinion, the problems were not significant, but there was indeed no way to completely guarantee their safety.
"I can't guarantee it, but I don't think it'll be a big problem."
Zhu Qinghao could see his determination, but it was precisely this determination that made her feel distressed.
She believes his voice is sincere now, but there's no guarantee he won't regret it later. If he does, it could lead to endless trouble.
So she shared her thoughts.
"Sheng Yi, the reason you want to be transferred back is actually for my sake."
I believe in your sincerity now, but I also have reason to believe that you may regret the decision you made now in the future.
If this undesirable situation were to actually occur, who would be to blame? Yourself or me?
This is a very unstable factor, and I don't want a ticking time bomb to remain between us.
Zhu Qinghao had always rejected the idea of Sheng Yi being transferred back. She hadn't understood what she was rejecting before, since she had no experience in this area.
It wasn't until I talked to Si Tian that I suddenly realized what was going on.
So that's how it is.
Sheng Yi originally wanted to say that he would definitely not regret the decision he made, but after thinking about it, he kept quiet.
He can believe in himself, but can he force Zhu Qinghao to believe in him as well?
Why did I create such insecurity for her?
Isn't there a way to have the best of both worlds?
Sheng Yi closed his eyes wearily. At this moment, a very inappropriate thought popped into his mind:
If only his left hand were truly useless, then he wouldn't have to go back to the military hospital, and he wouldn't have to worry about so many things before marrying the girl he loves.
However, this idea only lasted a short while before he dismissed it.
How could I think like that? If I really lost an arm, how could I give Zhu Qing a good future? Would I still have the confidence to marry someone as wonderful as her?
Seeing the pain on his face, Zhu Qinghao felt a pang of pity. After thinking for a moment, she asked another question:
"Sheng Yi, are you in a hurry to get married?"
Sheng Yi opened his eyes and slowly shook his head.
"I just really want to marry you as soon as possible, but if the person I'm going to marry isn't you, then I might never want to get married in my life."
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