Chapter 61: Confusion in the Heart
On a new day, Heshia walked through the empty hall of the "Glass Dream" and continued her previous work, but compared to before, she seemed a little absent-minded today.
It was finally time for a lunch break, and Heshia came to Andusia's wisteria flower house.
"Is sister Andusia here?" The girl asked in a low voice, then walked in and saw the blonde maid sitting under the flower stand watering the plants.
With her plump and perfect body, coupled with her tolerant and gentle personality, Andusia can be said to be the perfect "wife" image in many people's minds, but this elf woman, a former cellist, is still unmarried.
"I'm here, Danterian is back." She put down the shower head and gently waved her fingertips. A breeze blew through the flower house, bringing up some water mist and light spots, reflecting a faint rainbow.
"Sister Andusia." Heshia felt that her voice seemed to be acting like a spoiled child, as if this was the second person she showed such an action in front of besides her mother.
"What's wrong, lovely little Danterian." Andusia turned around and looked at the approaching girl with a smile on her face.
"I encountered some troubles." Heshia sat beside Andusia, watching the elf sister watering the flowers.
"Tell me about it." 'Andusia' is indeed the dream of many guests. Such a look and voice even touched Heshia.
"It's not a big deal..." She slowly talked about the re-examination she participated in yesterday and what she saw along the way.
"After leaving Arpeggio City, I realized that the world on the ground is so vast, students from all over the country, the undulating and towering mountains in the North District, the wide square, the gorgeous palace buildings, etc." She closed her eyes and recalled yesterday's experience.
"It's like sticking my head out of the tree hole and seeing the wonderful and vast world outside."
"So, when you return to Arpeggio City again today, you feel a huge gap in your heart, right?" 'Andusia' quickly realized the girl's thoughts.
"Well, I feel a kind of silent loss." Heshia said with her head down.
"In the past, although no one paid much attention to me in class, I was still a little happy and contented because I had good grades, which comforted my introverted and fearful heart."
"But after going out this time, I suddenly found that the world is too vast. Just in the North District of Jade Skirt, there are many scenes, buildings, geniuses, and powerful people that I have never seen. Looking back now, Arpeggio City is actually a very small place. Although there are millions of people, it is like a grain of sand in the Federation." Heshia thought and organized her words to express her thoughts.
"And it's underground, which is completely different from the magnificent North District. It's just like a dark mine cave, right~" 'Andusia' covered her mouth and smiled.
"It's not that bad~" Heshia turned her face away and said embarrassedly.
"I guess you want to ask me, as an elf, you should have been to many places and seen a lot of scenery, but why do you stay in a small place like Arpeggio City to live and work." 'Andusia' put down the shower, wiped her hands, and then walked to the other side, washed the picked tea leaves and flower leaves, and then started brewing.
"Maybe it's because of the difference in origin." She brought the teapot over and heated it on the burner on the table.
"I was born in the Twin Trees Star Region, which is one of the top three prosperous star regions in the entire Federation. Many elven families live there, and many high-ranking officials and wealthy people are also keen to own a house there."
"Although it is the most prosperous star region, the environment in the Twin Trees Star Region still retains the original appearance of a large number of forests. Magnificent giant trees are scattered throughout the forests, and shuttles as light as leaves quietly shuttle through them. Animals, flowers, and amber-like buildings are distributed among the layers of forests, blending into the surrounding environment."
"The air is fresh, people live in harmony, and there are almost no bad people. It is like the Garden of Eden in mythology. Any passerby is very friendly... Perfect welfare and generous treatment allow people to pursue their hobbies at will, and I started to learn music in such an environment." 'Andusia' recalled slowly.
Listening to 'Andusia's' story slowly, Heshia could only imagine the beautiful environment and dreamlike scenes that she had seen in her only more than ten years of life.
"That's right. Although it is the central star field of the Federation, it is like a paradise isolated from the world."
"I like everything about the Twin Trees Star Field. I also spent a lot of time there, participated in many performances, and met many good friends."
"But, Danterian, life is not static. After getting used to such beauty, the turbid and chaotic world outside has become more and more attractive to me." 'Andusia' changed the subject.
"It's like some songs and music. Although they are gentle and beautiful, after listening to them for a long time, you will feel that something is missing, whether it is too smooth, a little thin, etc."
"I am not used to the kind of hoarse rock music that is like roaring, but occasionally listening to it, I can also feel the kind of tenacious vitality that bursts out when struggling in pain and despair."
"Stained with dirt and scars, it is like the sound of rough metal being ground, the burning emotions, the unquenchable stubbornness in the boy's heart, are like bright and strong colors, hitting the light pink and white canvas to form a dazzling picture."
"This is also a kind of beauty, a kind of beauty that makes me curious and yearning."
"In fact, Danterian is the same. She is only 16 years old, a little shy and timid, but she still works hard to do things well. Watching you move forward step by step, sometimes I feel encouraged." Andusia poured the brewed tea into the white porcelain teacup with gilded lace, and a faint fragrance rose.
"Have a drink."
"Although Arpeggio City is a small place, it is also the starting point of your life. Many things will slowly sprout from here and will also start from here."
"When Danterian goes to many prosperous and wonderful places in the future, and then returns to this place where you grew up, you will have a completely different feeling than now."
"Don't feel inferior to your current background and environment. They can't define your life."
'Andusia' stroked the girl in her arms, and the soft hair slowly slid through her fingers, and then gently patted the girl's back.
"I wonder if Danterian is satisfied with this answer."
A slight sob came from her arms, "Well, I am satisfied, thank you sister Andusia."
"It's okay, it will get better slowly."
Andusia looked down at the still young girl in her arms, and recalled a lot in her heart. It seemed that a long time ago, she also cried in someone's arms like this, and at that time, the other party played a song for her.
(Song: Beyond the Sky, from the ending theme of "Xenoblade Chronicles")
"Please tell me why I am here."
"I saw your figure from a faraway land."
"I came for you."
"I don't know why I have been searching day and night.
" "When I got here, darkness fell.
" "The road ahead is bleak and
dark, but I am still looking for you."
"I just want to see your smile."
"I know I won't look back and I've never regretted it."
"There is no light to guide me. In the darkness, will you be my light? 』
『And I finally came to you, only a stone's throw away from you』
『My heart will be with you forever...』
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