Chapter 115 Marriage I want to kiss you, can I?
Xu Xingxing was choked by these words and started coughing violently. Perhaps it was because their cold war in the past few months was too clear, which made her feel a rare sense of embarrassment.
"Who said I want to have a baby with you?" Xu Xingxing said angrily after coughing.
However, Zhu Yuan ignored her and asked, "Xingxing wants a child?"
Xu Xingxing: ???
Do I look like I have the time to chat with you about this?
Hou Yuan continued, "I've read in medical books that there are many records of women suffering after childbirth. I don't want you to suffer so much, nor do I want..."
Xu Xingxing was comforted by the words of the people behind him. The awkwardness and discomfort instantly disappeared. He then asked, "What are you unwilling to do?"
"I don't want to share you with anyone."
Even children are not allowed.
Under the candlelight, Hou Yuan's bright and blazing eyes seemed to contain a soft moon, moist and soft yet filled with a strong determination.
Xu Xingxing's throat choked slightly, and the image of his graceful figure in red clothes suddenly flashed through his mind.
She quickly turned her gaze away from him and replied angrily, "I'm not yours, so why share it? You're making me sound like an object."
Zhu Yuan's body suddenly froze, and he closed his eyes: "Then who do you belong to?"
"I belong to myself." Xu Xingxing rolled her eyes at him. "Besides, if we were in this situation, it would be called a breakup. Do you understand?"
Hou Yuan's heart suddenly sank. Seeing the woman's slightly impatient expression, he suppressed the anger in his throat and turned to clean up the bed of red dates and peanuts. "I don't understand, and I don't want to understand. Go to sleep quickly."
Xu Xingxing curled her lips, said no more, turned around and fell asleep.
She hadn't slept on the floor for a long time, so she didn't sleep well. In the middle of the night, she clearly felt a pair of eyes fixed on her.
During this period of time, she has become accustomed to this. Although this man sleeps on the floor, he has never slept. He just looks at her like this every night. She doesn't know if his eyes are sore.
But considering the recent easing of their relationship and the fact that finding Bai Ze really required physical strength, she said vaguely, "Stop watching and go to sleep."
Who would have thought that the voice would actually come to his ears, with a moist tone: "The stars won't leave me, right?"
Xu Xingxing: ...
"It depends on your performance." Half asleep and half awake, her voice was hazy and vague, and it sounded extremely soft to other people's ears.
Because she had her eyes closed, she couldn't see the man leaning over her, staring at her blankly, like a man possessed. His Adam's apple rolled several times, and he spoke in an unbearable voice: "Xingxing, I want to kiss you, can I?"
Three big question marks popped up in Xu Xingxing's sleepy mind, but she couldn't open her eyes, so she casually replied, "Don't be crazy, I have to get up early tomorrow."
There was no sound around her, and Xu Xingxing fell asleep quickly, but she didn't know that the person next to her was lying two feet away from her, looking at her, smelling her, slowly picking up the coat she had taken off to the side, and reaching down.
Wei Yuan felt as if he had been buried in thick soil for some time.
Suffocation, despair, nothingness, can't see anything, can't grasp anything.
He hadn't touched her in a long time.
He didn't hold her hand, touch her clothes, let alone kiss her.
I miss her so much, I miss her so much, I miss her so much.
I'm dying of thinking about it.
Even though she was right beside him, even though he was always looking at her and holding her captive, he still missed her uncontrollably.
Why?
Why is this?
He thought that as long as she was by his side, everything would be fine.
But now, she simply took back the honey and warm sunshine that she had given him in the past, and he felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to go crazy, die, and drag her to hell with him.
He was probably spoiled by her.
He thought.
His stars are so good, so good. The eyes looking at him are always shining with clear light and soaked with rich honey, making him obsessed, excited and happy.
But now, he extinguished the light and poured out the honey with his own hands, hurting her deeply and scaring her terribly.
Did he do something wrong? He didn't know.
But he really regretted it.
Fortunately, he forced the Book of Beasts to get the news about Bai Ze, and spent several months finding this place, and finally got Xingxing to talk to him again.
The woman who was standing nearby was breathing evenly and was already fast asleep. The quilt she was covering was not neatly covered, and most of her body was exposed. Although she was wearing underwear, it was rubbed loose by her restless sleeping posture.
He seemed to see the delicate ups and downs through the half-open collar, and seemed to touch the slender and soft waist over the slightly folded hem. The woman's taste seemed to linger on the tip of his tongue, and the extremely sweet moans lingered in his mind again.
He seemed to be back to the coast two years ago, with the waves, the starry sky, the strong smell of alcohol and her under him.
He remembered every moment, every detail, he remembered every frown and response, every cry and impatience.
He remembered her trembling body as she called out his name, he remembered her clinging to his neck with tears in her eyes, he also remembered every word she said, whether on her own initiative or because he forced her to say it.
I love you.
Xiao Hei...I love you.
Whether you are Xiao Yuan or Xiao Hei, I love you.
What about now?
Do you... still love me?
His eyes grew darker as he looked at the woman, but he suppressed his breathing. He quietly and darkly soiled the woman's clothes. As his heartbeat became increasingly chaotic, he murmured absentmindedly:
"Stars... I love you..."
The woman seemed to sigh very softly, and he immediately stopped moving and breathing. He stared in a daze as she slowly turned around, still with her eyes closed, and groped for his face like a sleepwalker. She gently pinched it and muttered, "Got it, go to sleep."
Then I fell asleep facing him like this.
The breath was right in front of him, his curled and playful eyelashes were clearly visible, trembling seductively, his rosy and slightly pursed lips were plump and lovely, sweet as honey.
The woman's sweet scent surged over him like a wave, completely drowning his mind.
I really want to kiss her.
I really want to kiss her.
Hou Yuan's heart was in his throat, as if he was bewildered. He twisted his despicable and dirty thoughts and slowly approached the lips that made him lose his mind.
My heart trembled violently, and numbness instantly spread throughout my body.
Pasted it.
The woman did not move.
He plucked up his courage and slowly extended his tongue to outline the red lips, savoring the sweetest honey he had ever tasted in his life.
The movements of his lips were always gentle, in stark contrast to his hands. After climbing up again and again with great effort, his eyes became misty, and he finally vented his self-loathing.
In the past, at this time, he would hug her tighter, licking and biting her tirelessly, leaving behind his own unique traces and scent. But now, he only dared to bite the tip of his tongue until his mouth was full of blood, and then he slowly recovered from the lust.
He withdrew a little and looked at the woman, and looked at her like this until dawn.
*
When Xu Xingxing woke up, Wei Yuan had already finished packing. She sat up with sleepy eyes and tried to put on her coat, but suddenly found that her clothes had been changed.
Zhu Yuan said calmly, "Isn't there a happy event today? Don't you want to change your clothes?"
Xu Xingxing blinked: "It's not my wedding, why should I be singing and dancing here?"
Xu Yuan's face looked a little unnatural. Just as Xu Xingxing was about to ask again, there was a knock on the door.
It’s Liu Niang.
There was a heavy knock on the door, and the voice was very loud: "Xiao Xu, get up and put on your makeup."
Xu Xingxing quickly put on his coat and stood up to open the door. He saw that Liu Niang was wearing a dark red dress today, with all her gray hair gathered behind her head. She looked elegant and neat.
As soon as Liu Niang saw Xu Xingxing, she smiled and took her hand. "Xiao Xu, the medicine your husband prescribed is so effective. I took a dose last night and woke up today feeling refreshed, as if I were ten years younger. It's no exaggeration to call him a miracle doctor."
"Grandma Liu, you are too kind. There is nothing wrong with your health. It's just a physical weakness caused by overwork. Remember not to overwork in the near future and take medicine on time." Xu Yuan stood behind Xu Xingxing, his tone gentle, as if he was really a doctor who saved the world.
"Okay, okay, Dr. Xu, but I'm going to have to trouble you again today..." Liu Niang said with a wry smile, "My neighbors came to see me yesterday after hearing I fainted. I've been praising you profusely, but... who knew it would also make them want you to see them too... I wonder if you'd be available?"
At this point, Liu Niang quickly added, "Don't worry! They will pay the consultation fee! Your efforts will not be in vain."
Naturally, the genius doctor, who took his wife's surname, wasn't so kind. He was about to refuse when the woman in front of him said in a very familiar voice, "Grandma Liu, given our relationship, why would you ask for a consultation fee? That's too formal. Just consider it compensation for bothering you these past two days."
After hearing this, Liu Niang breathed a sigh of relief: "They will be here soon... Then I will..."
"Just let them come directly." Xu Xingxing was quite generous. "He's free today anyway."
You must stay yesterday.
Mo Yuan: ...
Liu Niang hurriedly thanked her, then put Xu Xingxing's hand on her elbow and said with a smile, "Let's go and get dressed!"
Xu Xingxing was quite puzzled: "Why should I dress up?"
Liu Niang pulled her straight to another side room, saying as they walked, "We are going to welcome the bride, so we can't dress so plainly."
Before Xu Xingxing could say a word, Liu Niang pulled her into the house and held her down. Her daughters-in-law surrounded her and helped her up. Soon, the second daughter-in-law took out a light pink dress and asked Xu Xingxing to try it on.
Xu Xingxing was pushed into the inner room for no apparent reason. After she changed, Liu Niang and the others' eyes lit up again and again.
After praising her for a bit, Liu Niang said, "It's just that the waist is a little wide, it would be better if it was trimmed a little."
Xu Xingxing was a little embarrassed: "This... your grandson is getting married, how can I dress so ostentatiously..."
"How can you be so ostentatious? You look so good even in rags, so why would clothes bother you?"
Liu Niang directly instructed the second son's wife to make some minor adjustments. "Besides, if you go out and look, you'll see which woman isn't wearing flowers and silver? When a couple gets married here, all the men and women of the surrounding area who are of marriageable age come to play, and it's quite lively at night! You saved me, so I specially asked the second son's wife to go to her shop this morning to get some ready-made clothes. Although they're not as good as the silk and satin you wear, the material is very strong, the patterns are good, and the quality is new. They're very popular in our city lately."
"Yes, yes." The second son's wife said while busying herself, "My shop has just been open for two months and has never been very famous. If you go out wearing this dress today, I guarantee that my orders will be doubled tomorrow."
So, Xu Xingxing just smiled awkwardly while people dressed her, braided her hair, and put flowers in her hair.
After she was dressed up, everyone praised her again.
Then he was pushed out of the house.
There were already many people standing in the yard. The moment Xu Xingxing came out, everyone's eyes instantly shifted to her, making her suddenly think that it was she who was going to get married today.
Then, she looked through the crowd at someone with a slightly gloomy face, as if asking for help.
The man was wearing a light blue shirt, and the elegant color just softened his hostility and his usually sharp eyebrows. Ignoring the sinister eyes now, his elegant and graceful appearance reminded her of the noble orchid.
When Yuan caught the woman's eyes and noticed the unscrupulous glances of the crowd, his heart sank and he became ruthless. He raised his hand to stop the patient who was talking to him and walked towards the woman with big strides.
When Xu Xingxing's wrist was grabbed by someone, she heard a lot of whispers. It was not until Wei Yuan pulled her out of the yard that the embarrassment and awkwardness in her heart completely disappeared.
Then came the pain in her wrist. She said to the man in front of her in dissatisfaction, "Where are you going? You're holding my wrist so hard it hurts."
As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Yuan turn around, avoid the crowd, and come to a remote and narrow alley.
He pulled hard, leaned forward and pushed, and pushed the man against the wall.
Xu Xingxing leaned against the wall, feeling a sharp pain in her back. She looked up into the man's gloomy eyes, completely confused. Frowning, she asked, "What are you doing this time?"
He really wanted to go crazy, to lock her up, hide her, curl her up in his arms, and only show her to himself.
But now, just one look at her and his heart felt like it was burning.
The woman was dressed in pink, with her hair braided on one side. Her black hair hung down on one shoulder, dotted with pink flowers, making her look even more beautiful.
The watery eyes looking at him made his heart soften and tremble.
Such beautiful stars, such beautiful stars.
It's his...right?
He thought of the dirty desires those strangers in the yard had for her, and felt extremely stuffy in his chest.
But the delicate little creature trapped in his arms was completely oblivious to this, looking up at him with discontent. Thinking of the woman's gaze, which had been even more disgusted and hateful than this one over the past six months, his anger instantly turned to frustration and grievance.
His star would always coax him, hug him, and kiss him first.
But now...
He slid the hand that was holding the woman's wrist down slightly, held her hand in his palm, slowly put it on his face and rubbed it gently, lowered his eyes to meet her gaze, and said softly:
"Xingxing, I want to kiss you, can I?"
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