Chapter 67 Chapter 67
Gu Huaisheng heard what Jiang Jingchun said, touched his nose, coughed lightly, and then said: "By the way, my father will ask us to go to the dining hall for dinner later. I ran into him coming back from outside when I was off duty just now. He went winter fishing today and said he caught a big fish."
Today is the 30th day of the last lunar month, and it is almost New Year's Day. The government office is still busy, so Gu Huaisheng went to the government office again.
But Lord Gu was not on duty.
Jiang Jingchun was also a little surprised when he heard what Gu Huaisheng said. How could we still go fishing in this weather? The river was already frozen, and we were still fishing.
She was afraid that the fish were not frozen to death, and Lord Gu had frozen them first and done something bad to them.
Gu Huaisheng couldn't help but smile when he saw her expression. He explained, "That's just his preference."
After Shen Changqing passed away, Lord Gu was extremely disappointed. He didn't understand why a good person would end up like this. Everyone was dirty, so the cleaner person became the not-so-good person.
Lord Gu has given up.
No matter who you love, if you don’t want to have an easy life, then no one will have an easy life.
From then on, his mind was no longer on the court, and he found other ways to amuse himself.
He became interested in fishing and would often sit with his fishing rod for an entire afternoon.
The more he fished, the more fun it became. Finally, Mrs. Gu couldn't stand his behavior anymore and decided to jump into the river.
He doesn't listen even after I tell him.
There's nothing I can do. Let it be. Let him be.
Gu Huaisheng looked at Louguan and said, "Louguan, come together in the evening. It will be more lively with more people."
Jiang Jingchun also agreed.
After spending these days together, Louguan could see that Lord Gu and Madam Gu were nice people, but this was their family dinner, so he didn't want to join in, and it would have been uncomfortable if he did.
In the end, he refused them with a smile.
After hearing what he said, the two men stopped talking. After all, such things did not make him feel comfortable.
After thinking for a while, Lou Guan finally spoke up: "My dear young master, I am sorry for bothering you these days. Now that he has been exiled from the capital, I will no longer bother you in the Marquis' Mansion."
Hearing Lou Guan's words, they knew he was saying goodbye. At first, they were afraid that Doctor Li would take revenge on him when he was still in the capital, but now that the man had been exiled, there was no need for him to stay any longer.
Jiang Jingchun asked him, "Can't you wait until after the Chinese New Year?"
She felt that the request to celebrate the Chinese New Year might be a little too much, so she asked, "What about after the Chinese New Year? It's just these two days."
Louguan still smiled and shook his head. He said, "On the day when everyone is reunited, I don't feel comfortable staying here. I've been used to being alone for so many years. I'll feel uncomfortable when there are more people around."
After he said this, Jiang Jingchun stopped trying to persuade him.
He was right. A person who was used to being alone would find it difficult to adapt if he suddenly became busy.
The reunion that they wanted him to experience was not necessarily a good one.
Jiang Jingchun was speechless. She asked him, "Where are you going to go in the future?"
Has he decided where to go?
Lou Guan said: "After all, there is a place to go. Now that I am a free man, I can stand up straighter and no longer have to rely on others for support."
When the indenture was in the hands of the gang leader, he could do nothing. But now, things are different.
At least he could still sing opera. If he couldn't do it anymore, he would just play the role of a young man and sing in an opera. That would not starve him to death.
After hearing what he said, the two of them stopped talking and just said to him, "Okay, since you want to leave, I won't bother you anymore. I still have something to say to you. Let's go outside and talk."
Jiang Jingchun didn't know what Gu Huaisheng wanted to say to him, but he didn't ask again and watched the two of them go outside.
The snow outside was gradually getting thicker. The two men stood under the corridor, and some of the snow drifted in and hit them.
Gu Huaisheng spoke first. He said, "This winter is very cold and hard to get through."
The first snow this year fell later than in previous years, but it was colder than in previous years.
Louguan didn't quite understand what he meant.
Is this winter very cold? Louguan doesn't think so. He thinks this year is warmer than any other year.
But Gu Huaisheng's words are still more accurate at this time. Perhaps this year is indeed colder than previous years.
Gu Huai said, "Winter is hard to endure. I have a hundred taels here. You can use it as a snack for your journey."
Louguan was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously wanted to refuse. He hadn't even paid back the money he had used to redeem his body, so how could he have the nerve to ask for the money again now?
He bowed his head and said, "Sir, I..."
He wanted to say that he couldn't have it.
But Gu Huaisheng stopped him and said, "I like to start and end well. If you don't finish a good thing, it's better not to do it. Just take it as my heart. Take it. It's cold outside. If it were spring, summer or autumn now, I wouldn't have interfered."
His eyes were not on the pavilion, but on the snow drifting in the yard. He said, "You need some money to get through the winter so that you can start your own spring."
Seeing that Lou Guan wanted to say something, Gu Huaisheng laughed again and said, "I really have something I want to ask you. I'll consider this as my payment for learning from you."
After hearing what he said, Lou Guan did not raise the issue again, but only asked, "Sir, just let me say it. I don't deserve your advice."
Apart from singing opera, what else could he learn from?
Gu Huaisheng retracted his gaze, looked at him and asked, "At the beginning, your cousin only spent a few days with you, but she seemed to like you very much... Why is that?"
Was it simply because Lou Guan could coax her? Now it seems that's not the case.
Because Louguan didn't coax her, she seemed to like him quite a bit.
Lou Guan quickly understood what Gu Huaisheng meant.
From the time they spent together, he actually sensed a subtle atmosphere between them. They were husband and wife, and there was no doubt that they had a close relationship.
But Louguan also didn't understand why Jiang Jingchun always looked angry and always liked to argue with Gu Huaisheng, as if she wanted to go against him on purpose...
Lou Guan said: "Did you do anything to offend Miss?"
Jiang Jingchun seemed to have a good temper and was kind to everyone. If she was deliberately angry like this now, it would be hard for him not to suspect what Gu Huaisheng had done.
As expected, after hearing this, Gu Huaisheng's expression became a little unnatural.
Louguan knew that he had guessed it right.
He smiled and said, "The young lady doesn't like me. She is very nice to everyone. Sir, you asked me how to please the young lady, but those are just some low-class tricks. But, Sir, do you know why the young lady is angry and why she is angry?"
Perhaps Gu Huaisheng has not even entered Jiang Jingchun's world yet, and he doesn't understand what she is thinking.
After hearing what Lou Guan said, Gu Huaisheng suddenly understood something.
He always thought he understood her very well, that he could understand all her expressions and sense all her emotions. But in fact, that was not the case. That was just condescending speculation. He was using his twenty years of life experience to speculate on Jiang Jingchun's psychological activities.
And then? He just imposed his ideas on her.
Lou Guan said: "Sir, I just want to say one more thing. If you really did something wrong, it's always right to bow your head. The young lady doesn't seem to be that difficult to please..."
Gu Huaisheng had such a face that would make others happy when they saw him, but... he was too cold, and his emotions were also harsh and inhuman.
He is so cold that no one can get close to him.
Gu Huaisheng fell into deep thought, as if he had really taken Lou Guan's words to heart.
Bow your head...
Shuliang said this at the time, and Louguan also says this now.
Still not enough?
After the two of them finished talking about this, they didn't say anything else. Just then, someone came to Jinghua Hall to serve food, so Louguan went back to his room.
It was snowing outside. Jiang Jingchun put on a shawl and went out holding Gu Huailang's hand, only to see Gu Huaisheng still standing under the corridor.
Jiang Jingchun walked over and poked him, "What are you thinking about? Let's go, someone is calling from the dining hall."
Gu Huaisheng finally came back to his senses. He looked at Jiang Jingchun with a complicated expression, but in the end he said nothing and nodded.
The servants brought two umbrellas, Jiang Jingchun took them naturally, and holding Gu Huailang's hand, they were about to step into the snow.
Gu Huaisheng grabbed Jiang Jingchun's wrist, and Jiang Jingchun looked at him in confusion.
What are you doing again?
Gu Huaisheng looked at the other umbrella and his eyes fell on Gu Huailang again.
Gu Huailang saw that Gu Huaisheng's eyes were unfriendly, so he immediately gave him a sweet smile and shouted, "Brother..."
I hope he can find his conscience and not let him carry an umbrella all by himself.
The little girl's smile was enough to melt people's hearts, but Gu Huaisheng obviously didn't buy it. He squatted down, looked at Gu Huailang and said, "After the New Year's Day, you will be one year older. Next year you will be seven years old."
Gu Huailang corrected her, "No, no, my birthday is in April, so I'm still six years old after the Chinese New Year."
Why do people like to count him as one year older?
Mother also said that he will be seven years old next year.
Gu Huaisheng said, "Well... that's not important. What's important is that you can now play the umbrella by yourself. You've grown up, don't always let your sister-in-law and the servants play for you. You should learn to play the umbrella by yourself, okay?"
Gu Huaisheng found a plausible excuse, and Gu Huailang felt like the sky was falling after hearing it.
You can’t beat your sister-in-law, and you can’t beat servants or maids either.
He refused and looked at Jiang Jingchun. Jiang Jingchun also thought it was inappropriate. What was wrong with a child like him letting others play with an umbrella?
Gu Huaisheng understood what Jiang Jingchun meant and said first: "He is not that spoiled. Let him fight by himself. It is inevitable that he will be lazy if he needs others to do everything for him."
As he said this, he naturally took the umbrella from Jiang Jingchun's hand, took her hand and walked into the snow.
Gu Huailang watched him leave without looking back, and immediately took the umbrella and followed him.
Fortunately, Gu Huaisheng was not so conscienceless. He took smaller steps and was willing to wait for Gu Huailang.
Gu Huailang followed all the way, and by the time he arrived at the restaurant, his mouth was so swollen that a bottle could be hung from it.
The three of them passed the gate of Jinghua Hall and went up the corridor, then put away their umbrellas. Gu Huaisheng turned around to glance at Gu Huailang and walked up to him again.
Gu Huailang had no idea what Gu Huaisheng was trying to do, he just pouted even more intensely.
Then, he looked at Gu Huaisheng disdainfully as he stretched out his hand to press his pouting mouth back, and heard him say in a calm voice: "The day after tomorrow is New Year's Day. If your mother sees you with a sullen face, you will be criticized."
After hearing what Gu Huaisheng said, Gu Huailang was afraid of being scolded, so he didn't dare to show any more expression.
By the time the three of them arrived at the dining room, Lord Gu and Madam Gu were already waiting there.
"Come on, come and taste the fish I caught today. I spent an hour fishing."
In the past, I could sit for half a day or a whole day when the weather was hot, but now that it’s cold, I feel stiff after just an hour.
Luckily I caught one in the end, otherwise it would have been a waste.
Jiang Jingchun shuddered after hearing what Lord Gu said. With such determination, there was nothing he couldn't accomplish.
The three of them sat down, and after they had almost finished their meal, they chatted for a while, and Mrs. Gu mentioned the morning greetings tomorrow.
Today is the 30th, and tomorrow is the 31st. I will enter the palace tomorrow night and stand in front of the Meridian Gate at midnight to prepare.
When talking about this, except for Gu Huaisheng who had no expression on his face, Jiang Jingchun and Gu Houye both showed bitterness on their faces. Gu Houye was increasingly disliking these red tapes. Jiang Jingchun was also annoyed. He couldn't sleep the whole night that day. He got a headache just thinking about it.
After saying this, Gu Huaisheng and Jiang Jingchun were about to leave, but Gu Huailang pulled Jiang Jingchun's sleeve and said, "Sister-in-law, you just said you wanted to build snowmen and have snowball fights with me!"
Jiang Jingchun remembered that she had indeed promised Gu Huailang just now.
This is the first snow. The first snow is always of great importance to children. Jiang Jingchun used to be like Gu Huailang. As soon as it snowed, he would run into the snow happily.
Now that I'm a little older, my fear of coldness outweighs my desire to play.
But breaking one's word at a time like this is a very frustrating and annoying thing.
Gu Huaisheng knew that Jiang Jingchun was afraid of the cold, and was about to speak up to refuse on her behalf, but was stopped by Jiang Jingchun. She looked at him and shook her head in disapproval, obviously not very happy with his behavior.
Gu Huaisheng said: "But it's very cold outside."
Jiang Jingchun said: "I feel hot after running."
Having said that, he wrapped himself in his cloak and went outside with Gu Huailang.
Jiang Jingchun could have rejected Gu Huailang's childish request from an adult's perspective, but she didn't, because she was once a child, so she knew better than anyone what it felt like to be rejected and deceived.
Many children, when they grow up, will acquire the habits of adults and will forget that they were once children too.
Jiang Jingchun remembers.
Remember that she was once a child too.
Gu Huaisheng only now realized that Jiang Jingchun had always done better than him in these matters.
She always empathizes with others sincerely.
He stood up and walked outside. Standing under the corridor, he saw Jiang Jingchun and Gu Huailang running in the snow and playing snowball fights. Jiang Jingchun played with Gu Huailang and always gave in to him. Gu Huailang was just a silly kid who didn't know how to control his strength. He just had to have fun.
There was heavy snow falling from the sky. In a short while, the roofs and the ground were covered with thick layers of snow. You could make a snowball by just wrapping the ground with your hands.
Gu Huaisheng also walked down from the corridor, bent down, made a snowball, and threw it at Gu Huailang.
He did not hold back his strength, and Gu Huailang hit him so hard that he cried out in pain and immediately turned to look at the person who came.
No matter how young he was, he still had a temper. He looked at Gu Huai through the snow and shouted, "Brother, why are you hitting me?"
Before Gu Huaisheng could speak, Jiang Jingchun seemed to have found something fun. She made a snowball and threw it at Gu Huaisheng. She smiled at Gu Huailang and said, "Xiaolang, let's beat him together."
When Gu Huailang heard Jiang Jingchun say this, he immediately became excited. Gu Huaisheng had never played these games with him before, and now that he had finally found the opportunity, he was naturally happy to do it.
Gu Huailang immediately bent down, made a snowball, and threw it at Gu Huaisheng.
When Gu Huaisheng heard Jiang Jingchun's words and saw her actions, he couldn't help but laugh.
He is really heartless.
He didn't bother to be polite with them. He squatted on the ground, picked up a few snowballs and threw them at them.
Jiang Jingchun originally thought that Gu Huaisheng would ignore them and just leave after a few snowflakes, but she didn't expect that they actually started fighting. She also got interested and started fighting with him.
Gu Huaisheng didn't bully his wife, so naturally all the snowballs fell on Gu Huailang. Jiang Jingchun was anxious, but she couldn't beat him if she really wanted to.
Seeing that Gu Huailang was about to be buried in the snow, Jiang Jingchun ran directly behind Gu Huaisheng and jumped on him. Gu Huaisheng was startled by her action and subconsciously carried her on his back.
Jiang Jingchun was carried on Gu Huaisheng's back. While icing Gu Huaisheng's neck with his hands, he shouted at Gu Huailang, "Xiao Lang, hit him quickly!"
Her hands felt so much snow that they were extremely cold. Gu Huaisheng couldn't help but let out a hiss and dodged for a moment.
Jiang Jingchun seemed to have found something interesting. Is Gu Huaisheng also afraid of ice?
She was indeed naughty. Once she found this weakness, she couldn't wait to put her hands inside his neck and cool it again and again. She lay on his back, and Gu Huaisheng couldn't hide away and could only let her do this.
By the time he reacted, the snowball in Gu Huailang's hand had already hit him.
He couldn't move as he was carrying Jiang Jingchun on his back, so he could only let Gu Huailang hit him.
When he had almost recovered his investment and had had enough fun, Gu Huaisheng finally carried Jiang Jingchun on his back and hid in the corridor.
Jiang Jingchun also jumped off his back.
"Why are you still playing tricks?"
Gu Huaisheng didn't seem angry, and there was a hint of helplessness in his voice when he said this.
"Who told you to bully a child?" Jiang Jingchun was not justified but also angry. He shook off the snow on his body while replying to Gu Huaisheng's words.
Gu Huaisheng couldn't help but chuckle, "If you don't bully him, why would you bully your own wife?"
If this snowball is thrown at her, she might be held responsible for it.
Gu Huaisheng was so cold after being chilled by Jiang Jingchun that he felt extremely cold for a rare time. He couldn't help rubbing his hands and breathing out.
Seeing this, Jiang Jingchun didn't say anything else.
He also accompanied Gu Huailang to build a snowman in the yard. As it was almost the hour of Xu, they returned to Cangzhuoyuan.
The two of them left a trail of footprints on the snow, but they were soon covered by the heavy snow.
On the way back, the two were silent for a while, and Gu Huaisheng suddenly said, "You don't have to go to the morning greetings tomorrow night."
He had naturally noticed Jiang Jingchun's expression in the dining room just now. She would definitely not be able to bear staying up all night.
Jiang Jingchun asked, "Is it still possible not to go?"
New Year's Day is an important festival, everyone has to go, but she doesn't go, which is not good...
Gu Huai whispered something into her ear.
Jiang Jingchun was a little surprised. Faking illness? Gu Huaisheng called her to fake illness?
She was stunned for a moment, and there was something strange in the look she gave Gu Huaisheng. Why would he say such words and do such a thing?
Gu Huaisheng saw her expression and knew that she didn't believe him. He added, "It's no big deal. In the past, some princesses and ladies couldn't stand this and pretended to be sick to avoid this day. Everyone knew it and no one would pursue it."
No one likes this long and boring ceremony, but there are such things every year. There is no other way. The king's power is granted by God. If the emperor does not thank God, he will be punished by God. If he wants good weather and good harvest in the coming year, congratulations are indispensable. Coupled with other various reasons, these ceremonies become more and more important and cannot be ignored.
Jiang Jingchun thought about it and still felt it was not a good idea. She said, "But if everyone goes and I don't go, will you be caught by the braid? Will the emperor dislike you?"
She still understands this simple social etiquette.
Gu Huaisheng looked at Jiang Jingchun and said, "If my career is affected by this, it's my incompetence. If you can't even get sick, it's also my uselessness."
How could anyone know that she was faking illness?
From the perspective of outsiders, even if they knew she was faking illness, they would only treat her as if she was really sick. If she couldn't lie in bed and rest when she was sick, wouldn't that mean that he, as a husband, was useless?
Everyone is looking to the other person for help, so who can come out and expose it?
After hearing what Gu Huaisheng said, Jiang Jingchun finally felt relieved.
But after thinking for a while, he asked again, "What did mother say?"
Wouldn’t it be bad if Mrs. Gu found out?
Gu Huaisheng laughed and said, "It's okay. Father also pretended to be sick the year before last."
He installed it the year before last, so it’s not appropriate to do it again this year.
Since Lord Gu is also pretending, then Madam Gu probably doesn't care much about this matter.
Jiang Jingchun felt relieved and decided to pretend to be sick. When he thought that he didn't have to go to the pilgrimage tomorrow, he felt much more relaxed.
While they were talking, they had already returned to Cangzhuoyuan.
Jiang Jingchun was covered in snow and felt very uncomfortable. As soon as he returned, he asked someone to boil water to cleanse his body.
After she finished washing, she turned around and went into the bathroom.
As the year drew to a close, he had more and more official business, so he simply moved his things from the study into his room to make it more convenient to move back and forth.
After he finished washing himself, he came out, put on a cloak and sat down at the table.
He looked up at Jiang Jingchun, but found that she was sitting on the bed, embroidering something with an embroidery needle in her hand.
Gu Huaisheng looked at her in surprise. Why did she pick up the needle and thread again?
He stood up and sat on the edge of the bed, and asked her, "What do you want to embroider?"
Jiang Jingchun didn't stop what he was doing when he heard what Gu Huaisheng said, but replied, "It's Chinese New Year now, I was thinking of making a scarf for my grandmother and bringing it to her when I visit her."
She would definitely go to see the old lady during the Chinese New Year, make a scarf for her, and let her know that she was thinking about her.
Gu Huaisheng nodded, and he understood what Jiang Jingchun meant.
Later, he asked her for a sachet, just like he did last time when she was making a cap. He said, "Make me a sachet while you're at it."
Jiang Jingchun obviously also remembered what happened that day.
And make a sachet?
Why is Gu Huaisheng so obsessed with this sachet?
Jiang Jingchun didn't quite understand, but this time she agreed without hesitation.
"Oh... OK."
This time it was Gu Huaisheng's turn to be a little confused. Was she really willing to do it for him?
After hearing this, an indescribable joy instantly appeared in his eyes, and his beautiful peach blossom eyes were smiling.
He was about to say something, but Jiang Jingchun suddenly looked up and asked, "Gu Huaisheng, um... have you found anything about my father's whereabouts?"
When Jiang Jingchun talked about this, her expression was a little unnatural, because she always liked to argue with him and go against him in the past, so she was still a little uncomfortable asking Gu Huaisheng to help her.
She promised to make him a sachet before she felt comfortable enough to ask.
I feel like I don't owe him anything.
Otherwise I always feel I am owed a debt of gratitude.
But when Gu Huaisheng heard Jiang Jingchun's words, he didn't know what he was thinking about.
The smile on his face froze instantly.
He seemed to suddenly understand something, and suddenly understood why Jiang Jingchun was willing to make this sachet for him...
Just before, Song Xuan'an was imprisoned because he was framed for fraud. She came to him for help, and he asked her to marry him...
Some time ago she asked him to help her find her father, and now she was willing to make sachets for him because she thought he would ask her for anything else.
It was like an exchange, he did her a favor and she gave him what he wanted.
In her heart, he was her husband, but he was not worthy of her trust.
Is she afraid that if she makes him unhappy, he won't help her?
So, when he mentioned the request that she had rejected before, she agreed so easily today.
After Gu Huaisheng realized this, he couldn't stop feeling a pain in his heart, which was spreading thinly and densely.
What has he done?
Jiang Jingchun didn't know what Gu Huaisheng was thinking about. He was still smiling just now, but now his face suddenly turned pale.
It looked as if her father was already dead.
Her heart skipped a beat. "Did you find him? Is he dead?"
Although she didn't know why her father didn't want her and her daughter anymore, if he was really dead, how could she not be moved?
Gu Huaisheng shook his head and said, "I'm still looking."
Jiang Jingchun asked, "Then what happened to you?"
How did it suddenly become like this?
A tear dripped from the corner of Gu Huaisheng's eye, and he covered his eyes with his hands.
Jiang Jingchun was frightened and dropped the embroidered basket on her lap. She pried his hands open to look and found that he was really crying.
What's going on? Didn't she just ask a question just now? How did she touch his sore spot?
Gu Huai's voice seemed to be sobbing. He said, "Do you think I am particularly bad?"
After hearing this, Jiang Jingchun thought about it seriously. He was indeed a bad person in the past, but he has become much better in recent days.
But, shouldn't she be the one crying? Why is he crying so hard?
Jiang Jingchun wanted to say something, but then she heard Gu Huai say, "I'm sorry, I was wrong to force you to marry me. At that time, I saw that you were thinking about marrying someone else every day, and I was really a little scared."
He brought up the old incident again.
"I like you, more than you think, but I am a little... slow to realize it, mean and secretive..."
"But you asked me to help you, you don't have to be so cautious, your business is my business, even if you don't care about me, even if you scold me and beat me, I will do it, as long as it is your business, I will do it anyway..."
She asked him to help her so carefully, how could he not feel uncomfortable and distressed when he saw it.
Gu Huaisheng held Jiang Jingchun's hand, put it to his mouth, and licked her palm with his tongue. He raised his wet eyes, looked at her and said, "I will do whatever you want me to do. You can even use me like a dog."
They all asked him to lower his head, but Gu Huaisheng didn't know how low he should bow his head to appease Jiang Jingchun. He only knew to do it according to his own heart.
Whatever he does and says is directed by his heart.
Being her dog, so what.
When Jiang Jingchun heard what Gu Huaisheng said, he was stunned for a moment, and at this moment he finally understood what he was thinking about.
She was indeed a little resentful about what happened in the past, otherwise she wouldn't have remembered the words that she wanted him to regret marrying her for so long.
When Gu Huaisheng pushed her, she secretly swore that she would never like him again in her life.
She told herself that she could not give in to Gu Huaisheng, nor could she be nice to him. She just wanted to make his life unhappy. Otherwise, all those oaths and words she had said would come back to haunt her.
She was acting like a tyrant, always snoring at him, wanting to suffocate him to death. She always felt that if she lowered her head and let out her anger, it would mean she had accepted defeat.
But if that's the case, she's living too hard.
Your life is your own, and you know how it feels.
Perhaps people's thoughts and decisions really do change over time.
She is no longer a child and can no longer compete for victory or defeat in everything as if it were a robbery.
And now Gu Huaisheng has said so...
He even said it was okay to treat him as a dog.
Such a proud and lonely man like him has now really put himself in the most humble position, which really cannot be lower.
He was already so humble, he never wanted to be angry with her, so why did she always have to compete with him for a win or loss that no one cared about?
She looked down at Gu Huaisheng, seeing his anxious eyes...
Only then did she suddenly realize.
At this final moment, I am the only one competing with myself.
Gu Huaisheng licked the palm of her hand, like a most loyal and obedient puppy, licking his master gently. The look in his eyes when he looked at her was more pious than ever before.
The red tongue licked until her palms were numb. She looked down at him, and her heart couldn't help but feel sore.
Tears flowed uncontrollably from my eyes.
She thought, maybe it was the tears brought about by the itching in her palms.
Gu Huaisheng stopped licking her hand. He climbed onto the bed and knelt in front of Jiang Jingchun. He held her face in his hands. They looked at each other, both with tears in their eyes.
Gu Huaisheng bent down and kissed her eyes. Jiang Jingchun stopped moving and closed her eyes to let him kiss her, but her tears flowed even harder. Gu Huaisheng kissed her eyes, her face, and later, her lips.
His tongue invaded her red lips.
They were crying and they were kissing.
Jiang Jingchun was trembling all over as he kissed her. She felt that everything she had was taken away by Gu Huaisheng and was being swept away by him. Her tongue was no longer hers.
The thoughts were torn apart, and the things that had been bothering me were brought to the surface. In the end, this kiss ended the heavy topic. What was hateful was that at this time...
But they were moved.