39 Substitute Actress 39
◎It’s okay, it’s okay to think of Lu Jing occasionally.◎
Although Su Yanmei was forcibly abducted from the base and forced to live in a city full of zombies and lurking dangers, her quality of life is actually quite good.
The area around the garden villa is patrolled by high-level zombies every day, and low-level zombies are not allowed to appear.
Su Yanmei would occasionally go for a walk in the tree-lined avenue after dinner, accompanied by Fu Hanzhi. The tall, dense, green treetops shaded her head, and the cool breeze blew on her face, which was very comfortable.
She stepped on the stone slabs, stepping on the yellow fallen leaves that no one had swept away, making a slight crisp "crunching" sound.
Every time at this time, the well-trained senior zombies would put on leather gloves, wash the fruits and put them in a drain basket before they went back.
From April to May, Su Yanmei ate a variety of fruits, including strawberries, mulberries, loquats, nectarines, peaches, watermelons, etc.
There is an old loquat tree in the neighbor's yard. The yellow loquats are very big and grow in clusters on the branches. If you peel off the skin, the flesh inside is very sweet.
Su Yanmei ate it for several days in a row.
When she was a little girl, she was a very weak young snake. It was difficult for her to hunt, so she struggled to move her body and eat the berries that fell on the ground.
She had eaten all kinds of fruits, and this habit continued until she became a demon and achieved complete food freedom.
Seasonal fruits were fed into her mouth one after another.
There are still wild grapes.
The wild grapes in the basket were not sour but very sweet. Su Yanmei ate most of them. She did not get any response from the man to her previous words, but she did not care. It was as if it was just a casual remark that she forgot after she said it.
The courtyard is just covered with weeds, and large patches of ivy are climbing all over the walls. The small yellow-green flowers are hidden under the layers of leaves. Looking up, only the refreshing deep green color is left.
The woman leaned back on the slightly cool bamboo lounge chair, facing the breeze of the early summer night, looking at the ivy swaying gently in front of her, with the sweet juice of grapes still lingering on her fingertips.
She looked very comfortable. At least, Fu Hanzhi, who was sitting next to her, didn't notice anything unusual.
But what she just said was like a thin needle tip that suddenly pierced into the heart and flesh. If she didn't move, it would be fine, but if she moved even slightly, sharp pain would spread and flow into every part of her limbs.
He didn't know whether Su Yanmei suddenly thought of it and mentioned it casually, or whether she had never forgotten Shaoan Base, the people and things there, and just took this opportunity to bring it up.
Fu Hanzhi didn't know even more——
At the beginning, he asked her to seduce Lu Jing and help her get Lu Jing.
At that time, was she moved?
Her heart was filled with all kinds of suspicions, like a tiger in a cage charging madly, but the man did not show any reaction. He had handsome features and a calm expression. He sat there with a natural smile on his lips, like a nobleman from an ancient aristocratic family.
Shaoan City entered a hot weather in May. Su Yanmei wore a thin sleeveless silk long dress. The haze blue color made her skin look even softer and fairer.
Her fingers were sticky. Su Yanmei reached out her hand and was about to wipe them with the tissue on the small round table next to her, but Fu Hanzhi grabbed her wrist, which was as delicate as white porcelain, and carefully put her fingers, which were sticky with grape juice, into his mouth one by one.
The warm tongue coating pressed against the finger, and the man licked it gently, making a subtle and ambiguous sound of water. His slightly upturned phoenix eyes glared at her, and his thin, rosy lips opened slightly, hinting at seduction.
The tips of her fingers were wet with heat. Su Yanmei turned her head and looked at the man who was leaning over and sucking her fingers. Her eyes met his raised eyes.
It seemed like a long time had passed, and also like a very long time had passed.
After her fingers were pulled out, Fu Hanzhi picked her up from the recliner. The woman stretched out her slender white arms, naturally hugged his neck, and was carried all the way into the small villa by him.
The bedroom on the second floor is spacious and decorated exactly like Su Yanmei's original room.
As soon as I entered the familiar bedroom, I was hit by a violent storm.
Fu Hanzhi was very different tonight. It was as if he had released the furious and restless beast in his heart, turning the person over and over, and trying many things he had never done before.
He hugged her from behind. His tall and broad figure could completely hold the petite girl, letting her snuggle tightly in his arms.
He leaned forward, but wrapping her up completely wasn't enough, and filling her with his scent inside and out wasn't enough either. Fu Hanzhi even wanted to bite and chew her piece by piece, swallowing all her flesh and blood into his stomach.
Thinking of her questions at night, Fu Han wondered whether he knew what her purpose was. No matter what it was, it drove him almost crazy.
Was she thinking about Shaoan Base, or was she thinking about... Lu Jing.
Thinking of the harmony and tacit understanding between the two of them when they got along in the base, and the vague and indescribable specialness, Fu Hanzhi couldn't help but feel jealous.
The man's face was gloomy.
Su Yanmei had her back to him and could not see his furious look. She only felt like she was about to die. A strong and firm arm pierced through her knees, forcibly holding her firmly, making it impossible for her to escape.
"Yan Mei, Yan Mei..."
Fu Hanzhi lowered his head and caressed the back of her neck affectionately, murmuring, "Forget him, forget him..."
Su Yanmei was confused and didn't understand.
But this silence was like a silent resistance, and the taut wires in Fu Hanzhi's mind were breaking bit by bit. His voice was gentle, yet fierce: "Baby, please forget him, okay?"
"We will have our own children soon. We will live together as a family and will never return to Shaoan Base."
"You won't see him again."
Su Yanmei was speechless.
Countless tides submerged her, her body leaned back weakly, her mind was blank, and even her eyes were misty. Her extreme beauty and fragility seemed to be shrouded in mist and rain.
She leaned her back on his shoulder, not even having the strength to move a finger.
The woman blinked, tears glistening from her eyelashes. She took two deep breaths, as if she had just found her voice again. "What are you talking about?"
Fu Hanzhi suppressed his jealousy and hugged her a little harder unconsciously: "Do you still remember what Lu Jing likes?"
Su Yanmei laughed and looked up at him: "Isn't that what you asked me to remember? And you check it frequently. I even remember what Lu Jing likes in my dreams, how could I forget it?"
As if he had suddenly escaped from that extreme pain, Fu Hanzhi recalled what he had done and fell silent.
"I regret it."
The man's body instantly turned into a zombie, and Su Yanmei shivered with cold. Before he pulled away, she felt cold from the inside out.
He stared at her with his blood-red eyes. Compared to a living person, Fu Hanzhi's emotions were more obvious in his zombie state, and his eyes were filled with strong possessiveness.
The pale face was extremely strange, with two scarlet pupils embedded in the terrifying face, without any signs of moving. Compared with those inhuman zombies, it was more like the legendary zombies and vampires.
As he opened his lips, his four pointed teeth were exposed on both sides, and he repeated, "I regret it, Yan Mei."
"If I had known this would happen, I would have only let you remember my preferences and everything about me. No one else's memory should remain except me."
"Baby, I love you."
"Forget all his preferences and just remember mine, okay?"
Su Yanmei looked embarrassed and helpless: "But I already remembered it. I wouldn't think about it normally. It was just that when I saw the grapes today, I suddenly remembered it."
The more she said this, the more Fu Hanzhi hated her.
It was this memory that existed in his mind or deep in his heart, as if it had been marked with an indelible mark, that made Fu Hanzhi unbearable.
He stared at the woman's charming yet helpless and innocent eyes, muttering madly in his heart -
It's okay! It's okay!
This is not Yan Mei’s fault!
This is all his fault!
It was he who asked her to seduce Lu Jing, and he also said that it would be best to make Lu Jing pregnant.
Everything that he had not cared about in the past now seemed to turn into a sharp knife, piercing into his flesh and blood, straight to his heart.
Fu Hanzhi could no longer recall anything.
If he had known earlier, if he had known earlier, he would have let Yan Mei understand him, like him, and even hired someone to get Hua Jinghe and let her seduce him.
He would weave the sweetest love web, letting Yan Mei step into it actively and bind her completely.
But the reality is, he wants her to get Lu Jing pregnant.
At that time, he asked her to seduce Lu Jing. Besides the time in the conference room, were there many other times when she did so in places where he couldn't see?
The jealousy, hatred, and regret that surged over him almost overwhelmed him.
It was as if he wanted to pull her into the whirlpool of desire and make her sink completely, so that she would no longer remember Lu Jing or anything else. Fu Hanzhi completely freed himself from the psychological shackles and for the first time took the initiative to use his zombie body to please her.
On a hot summer night, Su Yanmei slept comfortably, hugging a pillow that automatically gave off coolness, even though her head was groggy.
Stimulated by the incident with Wild Grapes, Fu Hanzhi used his male beauty to seduce her for many days, and was obsessed with making babies in the bedroom and study, day and night.
Things with zombie bodies do not have active substances for reproduction. Fu Hanzhi created them using living human bodies and integrated them with them.
He was crazy about getting pregnant with Su Yanmei's child.
From April to May, less than a month had passed, and Fu Hanzhi was already looking forward to the seed taking root and sprouting in his belly.
The crazy indulgence some time ago ended. Perhaps because he was worried that he would harm the baby in the early stages of pregnancy without knowing it, Fu Hanzhi returned to his previous restrained and abstinent appearance.
He continued to let the high-level zombies clean up Shaoan City in sections, just like before the end of the world, and took Su Yanmei to visit several jewelry stores.
When she was at the Shaoan base, Su Yanmei liked shiny things and often wore small gemstone accessories on her clothes.
The woman's eyes sparkled as she looked through the glass at the gorgeous jewels.
She likes bright things.
Fu Hanzhi likes it too.
So when Su Yanmei looked at the jewelry with sparkling eyes, Fu Hanzhi was also looking at her with a smile.
After this period of time, the matter about Lu Jing's hobby seemed to have been forgotten, and neither of them mentioned it again.
Su Yanmei went out in the morning and returned at noon in the scorching heat.
As soon as she entered the house, she threw herself on the sofa, lying there powerlessly as if she had been dried out and peeling off. "I'm so thirsty, I want to drink some tea."
Fu Hanzhi paused as he was about to get some water, then calmly poured some warm water, walked back to the living room, and handed over the cup.
The woman's cheeks flushed with heat and sweat oozed from her forehead. She picked up the cup, tilted her head slightly, and gulped down the drink.
The glass of water was quickly empty.
Fu Hanzhi stood there quietly, his tall and straight figure blocking the light coming in from the side, casting a shadow.
As the shadow tilted and covered the direction, his sight also fell.
He stared at Su Yanmei intently, his mind lost for a moment.
There was no tea at home, and the person who loved tea the most was not here. Did she really want to drink tea, or did she want to see that person...
He only told her to forget Lu Jing, but he never dared to ask her if she had ever fallen in love with Lu Jing.
From a secular perspective, whether before or after the apocalypse, Lu Jing is an extremely outstanding partner who can be trusted for life.
His status, appearance, and abilities are enough to make countless women fall for him.
Compared to herself who can turn into a zombie, any woman with normal thinking would choose Lu Jing, who is completely alive, if given the choice between the two.
If she had ever fallen in love, then Lu Jing, whom she would never see again, would continue to beautify her memory, becoming the white moonlight hanging high in the sky. And as for herself, who stayed by her side, over time, no matter how good she was, with the passage of time, she would probably end up as insignificant rice grains and mosquito blood.
Fu Hanzhi could not accept such a possibility.
He endured it secretly and did not reveal any jealousy or dissatisfaction. He was gentle, polite, graceful and calm.
It's the best look of everything.
Following the tea drinking incident that was mentioned inadvertently, Fu Hanzhi began to intentionally or unintentionally let the high-level zombies avoid things that Lu Jing liked and disliked, and after multiple rounds of screening, they were brought to Su Yanmei.
The advanced zombies following Fu Hanzhi are becoming more and more intelligent due to their frequent learning of human actions and thinking, and they are also conscientious and responsible as servants.
They don't need to eat, and when they move around the house, they will consciously wear iron bite guards, black nails that look like poison, with the sharp tips cut off, and wear gloves skillfully.
Two of the zombies who could speak intermittently and were the most mentally advanced took on the responsibility of cooking. Although their movements were still a little stiff, they remembered the cooking steps and were able to make simple dishes.
Su Yanmei is not picky about food. She likes sweet and sour and salty tastes the most. So when she saw a plate of sweet and sour fish on the table after a long time, the corners of her lips curled up and she smiled unconsciously.
In the whole villa, she and Lu Jing are the only ones who prefer sweet and sour food.
Almost every dinner, there would be a sweet and sour dish on the table, placed between Su Yanmei and Lu Jing.
Since coming to Shao'an City, Su Yanmei rarely tasted such flavors. Fu Hanzhi wanted to please her, so he hesitated for a long time before making this sweet and sour fish, which was not often found in the villa.
The result was that she started smiling before she even ate.
Fu Hanzhi, who was sitting opposite her, clenched his hands tightly under the table, causing veins to bulge on the back of his hands, with obvious lines protruding.
He felt like he was hit on the head with a club, and it was buzzing. He closed his eyes and barely managed to calm down the dizziness.
Is she thinking of Lu Jing again?
Not noticing anything unusual happening across from her, Su Yanmei took the initiative to reach for her chopsticks, picked up some fish, and put it into her mouth.
The woman's eyes curved as she praised him generously: "It's delicious."
After all, fish is delicious.
Or it feels good because of the person I think of.
Does Fu Han know?
Fu Hanzhi felt like he was going crazy.
Even though he had brought her out, and even though she was sleeping in his arms and doing all kinds of intimate things with him, Fu Hanzhi still felt that it was not enough, far from enough.
His desires are insatiable, and his possessiveness and greed for her are never satisfied.
He wanted to be her closest lover, to occupy her heart firmly, so that she could only see him and think of him.
He wanted to occupy her entire life.
He wanted it, and she loved him.
Such a crazy and passionate possessiveness was like a monster twisting in his body, ready to tear open his human skin and burst out at any time.
Fu Hanzhi hid it very well, at least in front of Su Yanmei.
Except for the occasional loss of control when doing that kind of thing with his sweetheart, the rest of the time he remained calm and composed, and his gentleness remained the same.
It doesn't matter.
It’s okay to think of Lu Jing occasionally.
Just wait until you get pregnant.
Once she has a child, Yan Mei's heart will be at peace.
【Author’s words】
Of course I forgive her [dog head]
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