Chapter 444 Saw Myself
Nanny Qin Qing was also dumbfounded. She couldn't bear to see Lu Yin act silly, so she quickly pushed her gently, "Miss Lu, are you feeling unwell? Madam, Miss Lu was fine just now, now..."
She was also puzzled as to why it suddenly became like this.
She wanted to say a few more words to help Lu Yin, but then she thought it was inappropriate because she was the lady's person after all, so she quickly shut up.
Looking at Lu Yin, Xu Zhichun couldn't help but feel a strange feeling in his heart, but he couldn't tell what was strange.
"Miss Lu, isn't it? Don't worry, Miss Lu. We were just passing through here on our way to Beijing. We went ashore for a walk and accidentally saved you. Luckily, you're fine. Once you're better, you can just leave."
They would never make things difficult for her or restrict her freedom.
Isn't this what every girl fears most when she's alone outside?
If she were to meet some malicious villain who took the opportunity to detain her, in this day and age, she would be left with no hope of escape.
So Xu Zhichun comforted her very considerately.
Lu Yin's wandering thoughts were slightly pulled back. She quickly glanced at Xu Zhichun, then hastily retracted her gaze as if frightened by something. She nodded and forced a smile, "Thank you very much."
"Miss Lu, you're welcome. It's getting late. Miss Lu, please go to bed early."
"Thank you."
Xu Zhichun smiled, looked at her deeply, turned and walked out.
"Don't be afraid, Miss Lu. Our Madam is the best and kindest person. She often says that life is not easy for women and is very tolerant and generous to women. If Miss Lu needs anything, just ask Madam and she will definitely lend a hand. Miss Lu, please don't misunderstand our Madam and let her down."
After saying this, Nanny Qin Qing hurriedly chased after Xu Zhichun.
She was also somewhat dissatisfied with Lu Yin, thinking that she had just thought that this girl was sensible and knowledgeable, but she didn't expect her to be so short-sighted that she couldn't even tell good from bad.
Fortunately, my wife is kind-hearted and tolerant. If it were someone else's wife, she would have lost her temper long ago.
Nanny Qin Qing chased to Xu Zhichun's room, where Muxiang was still complaining that Miss Lu Yin was too ungrateful.
Seeing Nanny Qin Qing coming, Xu Zhichun smiled and stopped Muxiang, "Nanny, is Miss Lu okay?"
Nanny Qin Qing smiled bitterly, "I am confused. When she spoke to me before, her words and behavior seemed to indicate that she was a person who knew some etiquette and had some knowledge. But when she met Madam, she was so...
"Tell me more about it."
"yes."
After hearing what Nanny Qin Qing said, Xu Zhichun was also confused.
So Lu Yin's expression changed drastically after seeing her?
"Well, am I scary?"
She couldn't help but touch her face.
Nanny Qin Qing and Muxiang both laughed.
"Ma'am, you are joking."
"No, no, not at all! I think Lu Yin is just weird."
Xu Zhichun couldn't figure it out, so he gave up. "It's just a chance encounter. Everyone has their own secrets, so let's not pry. Mammy, thank you for your hard work tonight. Keep an eye on her. Let her go tomorrow morning. If she has no money, give her a few taels of silver."
Nanny Qin Qing nodded and smiled with emotion: "After all, Madam is kind-hearted."
As soon as they left, two lines of tears flowed down Lu Yin's cheeks. She bit her lip and choked, raising her hand to wipe away her tears.
The more I wipe my tears, the more I cry.
She saw herself.
At that glance, she saw herself.
The woman before her had her hair tied up in a bun, and her clothes were completely different from before, but she knew it was her. Although the look in her eyes no longer had anything to do with her, no one knew that body better than she did.
After being pushed off the cliff by Bai, she was left with only one breath left. Afterwards, she was in a daze, her soul drifting and she didn't know where it went. During that time, she was completely confused and didn't know anything, she couldn't remember anything. She only knew that her death was too unjust and she was unwilling to accept it.
When she opened her eyes and regained consciousness, she was the peasant girl Lu Yin.
Lu Yin was born in an ordinary peasant family that favors boys over girls. Her parents are ordinary, illiterate peasants who have the vulgarity, ignorance, and greed that are common among such people.
In the first few days after her rebirth, she almost went crazy and collapsed!
She was so out of tune with them that she couldn't even speak a word. The pain and despair she felt were indescribable.
She wanted to leave them and go to Liangjia Village to find Minglang and Mingxuan. She made many assumptions about how to leave, but then overturned them all.
She discovered painfully and desperately that it was too difficult.
It's so difficult that it's impossible.
She had to work very hard to find out which county her small village belonged to, and she couldn't find out which province it belonged to because no one knew, because it was too far away from everyone's life, so far away that there was no need to know.
She didn't even know how far Liangjia Village was from her, which direction it was in, or how to get there.
Only then did she realize how lucky she was to have met Liang Minglang.
She could only live in pain and suffering every day, with a little spark left in her heart, flickering, and even she herself didn't know how long this spark could burn.
This tiny bit of hope, which was better than nothing, kept her going day after day.
Until - her parents arranged a marriage for her.
Although they favored boys over girls, they were not actually bad to her. They just treated her like an ordinary farmer's family. The marriage they arranged for her was not bad for the original Lu Yin.
The other party's family conditions are similar to theirs. The man is three years older than her, looks honest and simple, has dark skin, and ordinary looks. The future mother-in-law's eyes are a bit sharp and picky, but this is all normal. What mother-in-law doesn't want to show off her future daughter-in-law?
Everything was normal except her.
She simply could not convince herself to marry such a farmer with whom she had no common language and who had many vulgar and unrefined little flaws. She also could not accept having such a mother-in-law and two sisters-in-law who were eyeing her covetously and were full of hostility.
She did not tell her "parents" that she did not want to get married.
What's the use?
Not to mention that they would simply ignore her words, they might even scold her.
Even if they agreed, would another one be better than this one? Would it be qualitatively different from this one?
Impossible.
She would be happy to remain single for her entire life, but that was even more impossible.
Her parents would never allow it, and would even scold her severely, calling her crazy and abnormal.
She gritted her teeth and finally took the risk. One night, she quietly left the village.
Let’s leave first.
What happens next, depends on fate.
If God really wants to kill her, she can only accept it.
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