Chapter 187 Just Leave Him
Jiang Linnan looked at Xu Yangyang's running back, even forgetting to close the door, and sighed helplessly.
"I really have no way to explain the situation to you. If I do, he will definitely attack you again."
"Yangyang, I'm sorry."
This time, Jiang Linan couldn't even apologize to Xu Yangyang in person, and he had to bear all the consequences by himself.
Fortunately, he believed that if he listened to Jiang Che, Xu Yangyang would be able to live a healthy and happy life.
This is of vital importance to Jiang Linan.
Therefore, he was willing to compromise with another man for Xu Yangyang.
This was the only thing he could do for Xu Yangyang now, and he couldn't let her know.
Until dinner time in the evening, Xu Yangyang did not take the initiative to look for Jiang Lunnan, which was very uncomfortable for the two people who stuck together every day.
At the dinner table, Qin Laoye and Chenchen also noticed something was wrong with them.
Old Qin looked at Chenchen, hoping he would say something, but Chenchen shook his head and took the initiative to speak: "Chenchen doesn't know either."
The two people suddenly looked at Chenchen, and Chenchen lowered his head and quickly started eating.
The old man and the young boy also took great pains to maintain the relationship between them.
When I returned to the room at night, Jiang Linan was still in the study, but Xu Yangyang was sitting on the sofa in the room looking at the flowers and plants outside the window.
Who would have thought that in just one day, two people would become like this?
"Am I too weak? If I could become stronger, I could stand by him and help him."
Suddenly, Bai Ranyin's words appeared in Xu Yangyang's mind: "People like you are just little pets that he keeps by his side, and he teases them when he's happy."
"Unlike me, I am a capable woman. Whether in business or other aspects, I can help Jiang Runan. I am the most suitable woman for him!"
Before, Xu Yangyang didn’t believe Bai Ranyin’s words at all. After all, she had Jiang Runan’s love, which was something Bai Ranyin couldn’t exchange for anything else.
But what is happening now is proceeding exactly as Bai Ranyin said.
She really had no way to help Jiang Runan. Even when he encountered difficulties, he would just bear them by himself and never tell her.
"I'm not someone you support, and I've tried my best. Why don't you tell me when you encounter problems?"
This is what Xu Yangyang is most reluctant to admit - that is, Bai Ranyin's words did cause a great psychological trauma to her.
That night, Bai Ranyin's condescending attitude still appeared clearly in Xu Yangyang's mind.
In addition, learning medical skills did not help Jiang Runan regain his memory of that day. After several struggles, Xu Yangyang got stuck in a dead end and didn't even notice that Jiang Runan had returned to the room.
"Yangyang? Are you okay?"
Jiang Linan, who had been unable to figure out how to kill Song Qinghe for the entire afternoon, dragged his exhausted body back to the room. His original intention was to hug Xu Yangyang and absorb her strength to recharge himself.
Who would have thought that she would lie on the sofa with her head in her arms, curled up with a look of pain on her face. Jiang Lunnan was so scared that he almost rushed out and called Mr. Qin.
After hearing Jiang Linan's words, Xu Yangyang finally came out of her own fantasy.
She looked at Jiang Runan's anxious face, but felt powerless.
"I can't help you with anything."
These words appeared in Xu Yangyang's mind, but facing Jiang Runan's worried look, she couldn't say it.
Doesn't this put pressure on Jiang Runan?
"I'm fine. I just feel like I've learned too much and my head is a little dizzy. I plan to talk to Mr. Qin tomorrow and put my studies on hold."
Xu Yangyang spoke half-truthfully. She couldn't figure out how she and Jiang Linan could get along anymore, so she really didn't plan to study tomorrow.
Seeing that Xu Yangyang's face looked not very good, Jiang Linan carried her back to the bed and lay down.
Lying next to Jiang Runan, Xu Yangyang felt uneasy for the first time.
It’s not that Jiang Linan can no longer give her a sense of security, but because of her own reasons. She feels that she is not worthy of staying by his side.
However, Jiang Linan didn't know what Xu Yangyang was thinking. He just felt that she was too tired during this period, so he stretched out his hand and covered her eyes: "Rest. You will feel much clearer after waking up."
"Okay." Xu Yangyang closed her eyes obediently. Because her mind was in a mess, she was not sleepy even though Jiang Linan fell asleep.
After tossing and turning in bed, Xu Yangyang finally fell asleep in the early hours of the morning.
After only two hours of sleep, Xu Yangyang was still energetic the next day, and it was hard to tell that she had slept for such a short time.
Jiang Linnan still had to go to work, so she left after breakfast. After Xu Yangyang told Old Qin about her physical condition, Old Qin agreed to her request: "If you feel unwell, take a good rest. It's best to go for a walk in the garden of the villa. It will make you feel much better."
Xu Yangyang agreed and walked towards the garden with her head down.
Old Qin was worried, so he asked the servant to secretly follow Xu Yangyang and take care of her.
Xu Yangyang didn't know all this and continued walking forward. She sat on a chair in the garden and smelled the fragrance of flowers in the air.
Most of the flowers raised by Old Qin also have medicinal effects. Usually, Xu Yangyang feels relaxed and happy when walking here, not at all as painful as today.
"My presence has caused a lot of trouble for Jiang Lunnan. He has been very unlucky since I came back to him."
Xu Yangyang didn't say this to anyone and could only talk to herself looking at the flowers in the garden.
"If I disappear from his world, will everything be fine?"
When Xu Yangyang said this, her eyes lit up.
"It's over. I'm capable of living independently now, so it's no big deal if I have to raise a child on my own."
"If you miss Elder Qin and Chenchen, just come back to the villa secretly. As long as Elder Qin doesn't inform Jiang Lunnan, there will be no problem."
The more Xu Yangyang thought about it, the more she felt that this was a solution. Recalling what had happened with Jiang Runan along the way, Xu Yangyang felt that if it weren't for her, Jiang Runan would have been able to get through this period smoothly instead of encountering so many troubles and even getting injured.
"It was obviously me who was meddling in other people's business, but he was the one who got hurt. The person who arrested me probably wanted to deal with Lu Nan, otherwise he wouldn't have said such words to me."
Xu Yangyang carefully recalled what the man said to her that day. It seemed that he was belittling her personality, but in fact, he mentioned Jiang Runan everywhere.
"It must be like this, as long as I leave him!"
After Xu Yangyang made up her mind, she suddenly felt a little relieved.
Even though leaving Jiang Runan was a very difficult thing for her, time was the best medicine to heal wounds. She believed that if time was long enough, she could forget how good Jiang Runan had been to her.
After this was confirmed, the scenery before Xu Yangyang's eyes returned to its previous refreshing and pleasant state.
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