Chapter 268 Worried
Xu Yangyang turned to look at him after hearing what Jiang Linan said.
She knew very well that he was worried about her, but she really had no appetite at the moment.
"I don't want to eat." She couldn't eat anything.
"If you don't eat, your body won't be able to bear it, Yangyang. I want to see you well." Jiang Linan said these words almost with a begging tone.
"I'm fine."
The more Xu Yangyang said this to Jiang Linan, the more she felt sorry for her.
"Yangyang, please eat something."
Jiang Linan never thought that Xu Yangyang would become like this. If possible, he really wanted to cut Fang Li into pieces.
It was he who ruined Xu Yangyang. It was all because of him. Breaking one of his hands last night was too light a punishment.
In order not to make Jiang Linan worry, Xu Yangyang could only nod woodenly.
She took the spoon and took a bite, but it tasted like wax to her.
Jiang Linan felt better only when he saw her eating.
While eating, Xu Yangyang suddenly vomited. She really couldn't eat anymore.
Seeing this scene, Jiang Linan's heart began to lift again, "Yangyang... forget it, if you don't want to eat, then don't eat."
A trace of worry crossed his face and his brow was furrowed.
His hands were clenched into fists, his nails digging deep into his palms, but he felt no pain.
He knew that worrying would only make things worse, but he couldn't control his thoughts.
"I want to rest." After saying that, Xu Yangyang lay down directly on the bed.
"Okay, then you have a good rest, I'll come see you later."
After saying that, Jiang Linan took the bowl and went out. He didn't expect Xu Yangyang to be so reluctant to eat.
Xu Yangyang lay on the bed and fell asleep unknowingly.
She did not sleep well that night, but instead had a very long dream.
In the dream, Fang Li brought her to the hotel and did those things to her. No matter how much she struggled, it was useless.
In the end, Xu Yangyang simply stopped struggling and let him do those things to her.
At that time, she was like a puppet, not knowing how to resist or speak. She felt that she had lost the instinct to survive.
It was unknown how long it took for him to stop. Afterwards, Xu Yangyang was thrown on the bed like a broken rag doll. Jiang Runan did not appear in the dream in time.
After waking up, this dream seemed to be engraved in Xu Yangyang's mind and could not be shaken off.
She sat up and recalled the dream she had just had, which felt particularly real.
Xu Yangyang lay down again. She needed to calm herself down, but as soon as she closed her eyes, the scenes in her dream came back to her.
It was like a nightmare that lingered around her. When Xu Yangyang was trapped inside, no matter how she moved or called for help, it was useless. Perhaps this was because it had really happened.
Someone knocked on the door of the room from outside. Xu Yangyang walked over and opened the door. The person standing at the door was not Jiang Runan but her son Jiang Yuxuan. He was so small and had a schoolbag on his back. It was obvious that he had just returned from kindergarten.
"Mom." Jiang Yuxuan looked at Xu Yangyang and shouted.
There seemed to be a light in Xu Yangyang's eyes the moment she saw the child, but the light quickly faded.
She squatted down and hugged Jiang Yuxuan tightly in her arms.
"Xuanxuan." She lowered her voice and called the child's name.
"Mom, what's wrong with you? Are you sick?" Jiang Yuxuan noticed that Xu Yangyang was in a bad mood.
"No, Mom feels sorry for you and Dad." It was all her fault.
In fact, Xu Yangyang still couldn't bear to part with her child, after all, she had carried him for ten months and gave birth to him.
Jiang Lunnan, who was standing aside, saw this scene and tears fell from his eyes. It was he who asked Xuanxuan to come and knock on the door.
Because he thought that Xu Yangyang might feel better after seeing the child.
Jiang Yuxuan was still young and didn't understand what Xu Yangyang meant by these words.
"Mom, don't cry." He only knew that Xu Yangyang was crying, maybe because she was in a bad mood or felt wronged, because he would also cry when he was sad.
After holding the child for a while, Xu Yangyang let go of the child and looked at Xuanxuan standing in front of her.
"Okay, Mommy, don't cry." Xu Yangyang wiped the tears from her face.
Xuanxuan was also very sensible. He took Xu Yangyang's hand and said, "Mom, can you come down and have dinner with me? It's been a long time since we two have sat down to eat together."
Xu Yangyang also knew that she had indeed owed her child during this period of time.
"Xuanxuan, listen to what mom said. You should go downstairs to eat by yourself. Mom is a little tired and wants to rest for a while." Xu Yangyang just didn't want to leave this room.
The child was still young and could only nod in agreement when he heard what she said.
"Yangyang, aren't you going to eat yet?" Jiang Linan also spoke at this time.
He had been watching for a long time and thought that Xu Yangyang would agree to come down for dinner after seeing the child, but who would have thought it would be like this.
For the first time, he didn't know how to solve the problem.
Xu Yangyang shook her head, "Take the child down first."
Jiang Linan wanted to say something else, but looking at Xu Yangyang's expression, he swallowed all the words back.
"Xuanxuan, let's let mom rest for a while, and dad will take you downstairs to eat." The author Jiang Linan walked over, held the child's hand, and took him downstairs.
After they left, Xu Yangyang returned to the room, pulled all the curtains and lay down on the bed.
Jiang Linan also realized that Xu Yangyang was reluctant to come out and just wanted to be alone.
He also knew that she was very emotionally fragile right now, so Jiang Linan decided to follow her wishes.
Thinking of this, he came into the room again.
Seeing Xu Yangyang with her back to him, he said, "Yangyang, I know you don't want to come out now. If you really don't want to, then stay in the room. But don't do anything unreasonable."
He would let Xu Yangyang do whatever she wanted, but he would never allow her to do anything that she would regret.
Xu Yangyang didn't say anything. She didn't even want to say anything now.
In the following time, Jiang Linan asked someone to watch over Xu Yangyang. He collected all the dangerous things in the house, even the corners of the table were wrapped tightly.
Jiang Linan also tried to get into Xu Yangyang's heart, but he could do nothing about her not wanting to talk to him. All they could do was to prevent Xu Yangyang from getting into trouble.
Because of this incident, Xu Yangyang became depressed again. She felt that it was because of her that Jiang Linan became what he is now. Perhaps only death could bring her real relief.
She just felt that life was extremely uncomfortable and she had no hope for her future life.
Thinking of this, Xu Yangyang took out paper and pen from under the pillow and wrote a letter to Jiang Linan.
Xu Yangyang was crying while writing. Her emotions were really fragile right now.
In fact, everyone around her cares about her very much. Xu Yangyang just feels like she is trapped in a world and doesn't want to get out.
Every day I just think about things that didn't happen.
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