Jiang Shushu was thinking about every little detail of their time together. Although it was not earth-shattering or passionate, it was plain and warm. They complemented each other and understood each other's feelings... These little things, like a frog boiled in warm water, slowly permeated Jiang Shushu's life and warmed her emotions.
Jiang Shushu had always thought she was calm, rational, even emotionally a little cold and selfish. She had originally thought her feelings for Yang Xiaobei were simply a good match, and she liked him. Only now did she realize her feelings for him were far deeper than she'd thought, far deeper than she'd ever dared to imagine.
Jiang Shushu really felt heartbroken about Yang Xiaobei's departure, the kind of heartache that could not be expressed in words, the most painful heartache he had ever felt.
Jiang Shushu touched his heart and murmured to himself, "Yang Xiaobei, I found that I not only like you, I seem to have fallen in love with you, but I didn't realize it until today, am I too slow? I used to think that I would never really fall in love with someone in my life, because loving someone is too difficult and too dangerous. I don't want to, and am unwilling to, put my fate and weaknesses in the hands of others. I used to be the same as you, trying hard to live, and sometimes abandoning moral bottom line for survival. In my eyes, being able to eat and live like a human being is the most important thing in my mind and in my life. Love! Love! What is that? It can't fill my stomach. I have lacked this emotional muscle since I was a child. Woo, you have been with me for so long, and I only realized now that I fell in love with you. Why did I only realize it now? Woo woo woo..." Jiang Shushu cried suppressedly.
Jiang Shushu gently tidied up Yang Xiaobei's appearance, wanting him to leave in a decent manner. Jiang Shushu put Yang Xiaobei's right hand on his chest, and then Jiang Shushu lifted Yang Xiaobei's left hand, wanting to put it on his chest.
Jiang Shushu's eyes widened instantly because she felt that her middle finger on her right hand had just twitched.
Jiang Shushu immediately looked at her right hand and found that her right hand was grasping her wrist, and her middle finger was touching the pulse.
Jiang Shushu was panicked and excited at the moment. He carefully put his fingers on the pulse again, not even daring to breathe, for fear that his breathing would be too loud and cover up the reaction of Yang Xiaobei's pulse.
Jiang Shushu felt the reaction from his fingers and was very excited. Jiang Shushu was afraid that he was too excited and made a mistake, so he took his hands back, rubbed them together, stretched his muscles, and then used his left and right hands alternately to take Yang Xiaobei's pulse.
Jiang Shushu felt the beating on his fingers and smiled. Jiang Shushu felt that the sound of the pulse was the most beautiful note.
I knew you wouldn't die so easily. How could you, someone who cherishes life so much, die like this? How could you give up life so easily? We agreed that we would grit our teeth and live even if it meant dying.
Jiang Shushu turned his head to look in the direction of Wang Bei and the others. Although he couldn't see their faces clearly, he could vaguely make out their silhouettes. Seeing that Wang Bei and the others were still far away, and knowing that external application would be effective, Jiang Shushu immediately took out a new bottle of mineral water from the supply space and poured some into the empty bottle. Jiang Shushu then dropped two drops of Nine Heavens Mysterious Dew Milk into it, then poured some on Yang Xiaobei's wound and smeared some on his lips. Although most of it was wasted, Jiang Shushu didn't feel bad at all. He just hoped that Yang Xiaobei could absorb a little more. Even if it was just a little bit, Jiang Shushu felt it was worth it.
After the Nine Heavens Mysterious Deer milk was used up, Jiang Shushu put the mineral water bottle and the Nine Heavens Mysterious Deer milk back into the small space, and then helped Yang Xiaobei bandage the wound again.
Jiang Shushu felt Yang Xiaobei's pulse again and felt that it was beating a little stronger than before.
Huang Hui was very worried: "Brother Wang, why is there no movement? Could something have happened? Maybe Comrade Jiang lost his mind and did something stupid? Should we go over and take a look?"
Suddenly there was no movement at all. To be honest, Wang Bei was also very worried.
"Let's go and take a look."
Jiang Shushu was about to call for help when he heard footsteps behind him. Jiang Shushu stood up and said, "I was just about to look for you. Please take Xiaobei to the hospital. Xiaobei suddenly has a pulse. He is not dead yet. He can still be saved."
Wang Bei and the other two were shocked, their eyes wide open: "What? Alive?"
Then, they all looked at Jiang Shushu with confusion and worry: Comrade Jiang, have you been shocked? Unwilling to accept the news of Xiaobei's death, he suddenly became paranoid. How could a person without a pulse suddenly have a pulse again? Isn't this a corpse?
Jiang Shushu was very anxious when he saw the three people were motionless. "Why don't you move? Hurry and send them to the hospital. For Xiaobei, every minute and every second is very important right now."
Huang Hui reached out and touched Wang Bei, signaling Wang Bei to persuade her, Xiaobei is gone, don't let such a good girl be ruined like this.
Wang Bei opened his mouth but didn't know what to say. Wang Bei knew that it was Jiang Shushu's lover who died, and this kind of pain could not be healed by just a few words of comfort.
In order not to irritate Jiang Shushu, Wang Bei spoke cautiously: "Comrade Jiang, can I see Xiaobei?"
As soon as Wang Bei said this, Jiang Shushu immediately knew that the three of them did not believe what he said and thought he was crazy or delusional.
"Xiaobei really has a pulse all of a sudden. If you don't believe me, come and see for yourself. But I hope you can move quickly so that you can send Xiaobei to the hospital as soon as possible."
Wang Bei and the other two looked at Jiang Shushu, who had a calm face. They wanted to believe it but didn't dare to: "..."
Wang Bei walked forward and placed three fingers on Yang Xiaobei's pulse. Feeling the pulse, his mouth dropped open in shock. Undeterred, he switched hands and, feeling the pulse, he jumped up like a man with epilepsy. "Haha, he's alive, alive. A medical miracle, a medical miracle."
Huang Hui snorted: "…" Really, really, really alive? How could someone without a pulse still be alive? This is too outrageous. Was what Brother Wang said true? Or was it false? Was he just trying to comfort Comrade Jiang? Was he worried that Comrade Jiang would be too upset and do something drastic?
Huang Hui wanted to go forward to take the patient's pulse, but before he could do anything, Wang Bei stopped him: "What are you two doing there? Hurry to the hospital. Is now the time to waste time? Don't..." He had just taken a breath when his life was cut short again because of our delay.
Wang Bei glanced at Jiang Shushu next to him, and was afraid of irritating her, so he swallowed the rest of his words.
Wang Bei: "Hurry up, hurry up, every second is important to us now."
Huang Hui and the other man didn't have time to think about it and acted quickly without wasting a second. They picked up the stretcher and quickly and steadily sent Yang Xiaobei to the hospital.
Huang Hui and the others didn't have time to worry about whether it was real or fake. They just focused on the road, fearing that something might happen.
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com
