Shen Qingli pursed her lips slightly. Because of the remaining emotions of her original body, she instinctively trusted Gu Qichuan.
Now that they have to part, Shen Qingli is reluctant.
But she knew better that it would be better for Gu Qichuan if he left here.
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"When are we leaving?" Shen Qingli calmed herself down and asked gently.
"It should be these few days. I was originally here to carry out a secret mission, and now... it's time to go back." Gu Qichuan looked at Shen Qingli deeply. He would miss her.
"Well, then I'll prepare some food and daily necessities for you when I have time and take them back." Shen Qingli said after a long while.
"Ali." Gu Qichuan called.
"Um."
"When you gave birth to the child, I didn't know where I was. After I went back, I prepared a gift for the child in advance. You must accept it." Gu Qichuan said seriously.
"Yes." Shen Qingli nodded, "I will accept it."
"That's good." Gu Qichuan sat next to Shen Qingli.
The two fell silent.
"Let's go to the pharmacy in the backyard to talk." Gu Qichuan spoke up to break the silence.
"Okay." Shen Qingli got up and followed Gu Qichuan to the pharmacy.
Shen Qingli clearly felt an indescribable sadness spreading in her heart.
Gu Qichuan closed the door of the pharmacy and looked at Shen Qingli steadily.
He didn't know why the emotions he had been trying so hard to suppress were now surging and crashing into him...
He spoke in a hoarse voice, "Ali, you really don't want to go with me?"
This was the first time that Gu Qichuan expressed his feelings so directly and intensely after admitting that Shen Qingli and Zhou Yubai were together.
"Brother Qichuan..." Shen Qingli looked at Gu Qichuan in surprise.
"I'm sorry." Gu Qichuan interrupted Shen Qingli, "I know it's me who has been disturbing your lives."
"I'm just..."
Gu Qichuan's hands kept clenching at his sides, as if he was drawing strength. "I just can't figure it out."
"We grew up together and have faced so many things together. We... I thought we understood each other. I thought we had each other in our hearts. I thought if I told you I would come to you, you would wait for me."
"Compared with Yu Bai, I have an absolute advantage in terms of emotions and other aspects."
"But Ah Li, how could you stand by him so firmly and not give me even a little hope?"
Gu Qichuan's eyes were filled with tears. "I don't know why you and Yu Bai, you two just met, even if your uncle and his men drugged you, you..."
"From what I know about you, you won't choose him."
"You know, I don't care. I just want you to be with me. If something like that happens, I will just feel bad for you. I won't blame you. I have never blamed you."
"Now, I'm not blaming you, Ali, I just can't understand why."
"Ali, I really have to leave. After I leave, we may never see each other again. Can you tell me why, why did you choose Yu Bai?"
Shen Qingli looked at Gu Qichuan with tears falling down her face.
Faced with Gu Qichuan's deep affection, Shen Qingli didn't know how to respond.
Say, you say now that you donβt care that you slept with Zhou Yubai, but you will care in the future!
She said that the past feelings were a misunderstanding of youth and those heart palpitations were just due to her ignorance.
Or, she just fell in love with someone else so quickly.
Shen Qingli couldn't come up with a single reason. She knew that Gu Qichuan only cared about the harm Shen Qingli had suffered. The love between them was so true and pure that she couldn't say anything to deny it.
It is obvious that the person in that girl's heart is Gu Qichuan.
Gu Qichuan loves Shen Qingli, and Shen Qingli also loves him...
But, his Ah Li is gone.
"Ali, please, tell me." Gu Qichuan grabbed Shen Qingli's hand. Every time he saw her sad, he couldn't bear to ask. He didn't even dare to do anything that crossed the line.
He didn't want her to be sad.
He even told himself that as long as Ali was happy, it didn't matter who was by her side.
He could bless her, protect her, and protect Zhou Yubai, even at the cost of his life.
But, he really needs a reason, a reason to support him in his long life ahead...
Life is so long, he has responsibilities on his shoulders, he has parents and elders, he has to live, he has to live alone, he just wants a reason.
He wanted to die alone clearly!
"Ari..."
Shen Qingli felt as if her heart and soul were being torn apart, and it hurt terribly.
She raised her eyes and looked at Gu Qichuan's affectionate eyes through her tears. Her hands were clenched tightly, and the flesh on her palms was pinched by her. The pain made her temporarily clear-headed.
"She's dead."
As soon as she finished speaking, Shen Qingli fell to the ground as if she was exhausted. She pressed her chest with one hand. Something was rushing against her wildly, and strong emotions surged out in an instant.
"I love you."
"Your Ah Li will love you till death."
Shen Qingli closed her eyes in pain. She knew how much trouble she would get into after she told this story.
But she still said it.
If she didn't understand love in the past, she would have chosen the most rational way to deal with the situation at hand.
She could knock Gu Qichuan unconscious and hypnotize him to forget his questions.
But she understands the taste of love.
She has deep sympathy for Gu Qichuan and the original Shen Qingli.
They love each other so much, yet they are separated by yin and yang.
It was already a very cruel thing to begin with, and she couldn't bear to let Gu Qichuan go on with misunderstandings and regrets.
Death, is it better to be abandoned?
"You, what did you say." Gu Qichuan finally found his voice. He stumbled forward and clasped Shen Qingli's shoulders with both hands. "What did you say? Who's dead?"
"Your Ah Li." Shen Qingli raised her hand and wiped her tears. "Your Ah Li was sold by Li Qiushou and Zhao Dahua. She wanted to wait until you came to pick her up, but she didn't expect Li Qiushou to drug her."
"Her body couldn't handle it, and she died."
"I was the first person to be with Yu Bai, and we..."
"Who are you? Why are you in Ali's body? Why!" Gu Qichuan's eyes widened. He stared at Shen Qingli. She was obviously his Ali.
Clearly, the corners of her eyes and eyebrows were familiar to him, it was clearly...
Gu Qichuan's tears rolled down his cheeks. He regretted it, really. He shouldn't have pressed the issue. If he hadn't asked, his Ah Li would have been so happy, giving birth to a baby soon and becoming a happy mother.
Why did it become like this? Why did they say Ali was dead?
Why does it sound so real?
"You lied to me, didn't you? You thought it was too cruel for me to give up on me and choose Yu Bai, so you lied to me."
"Ari, thank you for deceiving me. It made me feel better."
"Thank you." Gu Qichuan stood up with his hands and feet and was about to leave.
Shen Qingli grabbed his hand...
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