Chapter 368 I won’t live long anyway



Shen Qingli was slightly startled.

The visitor saw that Shen Qingli was obviously agitated, so he strode to Shen Qingli and said, "Ah Li."

The corners of Shen Qingli's lips twitched, but no sound came out.

"Ali, Dad misses you very much." The person who came was Shen Qingli's father, Shen Muchen. He looked at Shen Qingli with some emotion.

Zhou Yubai looked at Shen Qingli and gently held her hand.

Shen Qingli has complicated feelings towards Shen Muchen. On the one hand, in her memory, Shen Muchen was indeed very doting on Shen Qingli, and when he was in danger of being demoted, he immediately divorced her and let his wife and daughter leave.

This is a responsible man.

However, Shen Qingli now knows the actual situation. At that time, Shen Muchen was not going to be demoted. Shen Muchen must have been aware of the fact that he was secretly participating in scientific research.

In other words, this man knew that he was going to participate in a secret mission, but he still lied to his family...

Intellectually speaking, he is great and selfless in his service to the country and the people.

But, emotionally speaking, Shen Qingli and her daughter were abandoned.

To be precise, Shen Qingli was abandoned alone, and later her mother also faked her own death and left.

The mother who faked her death went to look for her father, and she was left alone in Kaoshantun, where she died tragically...

"Ali." Shen Muchen didn't expect his daughter to be in such a mood when she saw him. He thought his daughter would throw herself into his arms and cry and call him daddy.

Could it be that my daughter knew what happened to me back then...

Still, she found out about her mother.

"Ali, talk to Dad. Dad can explain it." Shen Muchen said hurriedly.

"Qingli, let her in first." Zhou Yubai said.

"Well, come in and explain." Shen Qingli adjusted her mood and walked in front.

Song Que was coaxing the child, Ruirui and Niuniu were beside them, one was teasing the child with Song Que, and the other was reading a book.

Qi'an went out to do some work and hasn't come back yet.

"Dad, Mom, you're back." Niu Niu saw Shen Qingli and Zhou Yubai and ran over immediately.

When Shen Muchen saw Niu Niu, his eyes lit up slightly. He knew that Niu Niu was Shen Qingli's adopted daughter. Looking at such a cute little girl, he still felt happy, as it reminded him of Shen Qingli when she was a child.

Niu Niu saw that Shen Muchen was a little curious, but she had already noticed that something was wrong with her parents' mood, so the little girl carefully grabbed Zhou Yubai's hand.

Zhou Yubai patted Niuniu gently to comfort her.

"Queque, Ruirui, take Dabao, Erbao and Niuniu upstairs." Shen Qingli said.

She was not prepared to let Shen Muchen see her child.

At least, Shen Qingli was not prepared to let him look after the child until she found out the purpose of his visit.

"Okay." Song Que responded, picked up Dabao, Ruirui picked up Erbao, and Niu Niu followed on her own short legs, and they went upstairs swiftly.

Shen Muchen looked at the two little ones who were in his arms and still looking around, feeling anxious. He wanted to see his grandson.

"Ali, let daddy see the child first." Shen Muchen said.

"No." Shen Qingli refused decisively, "If you don't make it clear, I won't let you see my child."

Shen Qingli's voice was faint, but firm, and a little distant.

Shen Muchen withdrew his gaze, feeling an indescribable feeling in his heart. He actually regretted agreeing to let his wife come to see him, but... at that time, he didn't know the truth.

It's too late to regret now.

He had no choice but to go to the living room with his daughter and sit down.

"Ali, is he my son-in-law Yu Bai?" Shen Muchen asked.

"Hello, I'm Zhou Yubai." Zhou Yubai introduced himself politely.

"Okay, he looks like a good person." Shen Muchen was very satisfied with Zhou Yubai. He also investigated Zhou Yubai and knew everything about him.

Shen Muchen would never let his son-in-law suffer any injustice.

Shen Muchen will double the help he deserves.

Shen Qingli pulled Zhou Yubai to sit opposite Shen Muchen, as if she was ready to interrogate him.

Shen Qingli thought to herself that if he could give her a reasonable reason and his original self could forgive him, she would try to accept this strange biological father.

If he couldn't give a suitable reason, she would not recognize him.

"Ali, I back then..." Shen Muchen's eyes turned red as he recalled the past. At that time, Ali cried and begged him not to abandon her...

He still cruelly let the mother and daughter leave first, thinking that this was the protection he was giving them.

What happened back then was a huge matter and had to be kept secret.

He had no choice.

"I can't tell you that reason, but Dad wants to tell you that Dad loves you very much. Dad let you and Mom leave because he wanted to protect you." Shen Muchen said solemnly.

"I know this even if you don't tell me. It's a research project, right? Information cannot be leaked, so you chose to sacrifice me and mom. You gave up your own family for the sake of everyone else." Shen Qingli said calmly.

"You know everything." Shen Muchen didn't expect that Shen Qingli actually knew the truth about why he left that year.

"Ali, Dad had no choice at that time." Shen Muchen said with a sob.

"Okay, I can forgive this. The country is in a state of disrepair and spies are rampant. For the sake of national progress, you choose justice. My husband is a soldier, and I can understand your choice." Shen Qingli looked at Shen Muchen.

Shen Muchen didn't know why, even though Shen Qingli had clearly said so, he was still extremely panicked...

I always feel that she will say but.

"Then, how do you explain the matter of my mother faking her death?" Shen Qingli asked. She didn't like to beat around the bush.

"Your mother...really couldn't stand the hardship in the countryside. It just so happened that I could bring a family with me at that time, so she suggested it and I agreed." Shen Muchen's voice became softer and softer as he spoke.

"So, you two agreed to leave me, who knew nothing, alone in Kaoshantun, so that you and your spouse could be together, while I would bear the anxiety of my father's hardship in labor reform and the pain of my mother's death."

"Ali, at that time..." Shen Muchen wanted to explain, but he couldn't find the right words.

"What was that time? You missed my mom and wanted to be reunited with her and her husband. I understand that the relationship between husband and wife should be put before the relationship between father and daughter. I understand."

"But you shouldn't have faked my death to deceive me. Don't you know what my physical condition was like at that time?"

"Don't you know what Li Qiushu's family is like?"

"I'm a beautiful girl who is seriously ill and defenseless, and you're going to abandon me?"

"I was thinking that I didn't have much time to live anyway, so I just threw it away, right?"

Shen Qingli questioned.

As she spoke, her emotions became somewhat out of control, her voice became a little higher, and she couldn't help but shed tears.

Shen Qingli knew that it was the original body's emotions.

How sad and hopeless she must have been when she was abandoned.

The only hope was Gu Qichuan...but in the end, she still couldn't wait for him to come.

"No, Ali, no, we don't want you, no. Daddy loves you very much..." Shen Muchen explained hurriedly.

"Let me hear your explanation. Okay, I'll listen. Tell me why you left me in such a dangerous place and left without saying goodbye."

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