Chapter 73: Two Worlds of Joy and Sorrow
Up to now, Chu Nian and Chu Ning have been born for seven or eight days, and Lin Xi has never held them once.
Seeing the children crying non-stop, Xiaolan would persuade Lin Xi: "Princess, please comfort the little prince and princess. I heard that a mother's aura is different from others. With a mother's embrace, the little prince and princess will stop crying."
"I'm not even a commoner, how can I be worthy of being the biological mother of a little prince and princess? When the children grow up, tell Chu Nian and Chu Ning that their biological mother has died long ago."
She had only one child, Zhaoyun, her son with Shen Yan.
"But the blood flowing in the little prince and princess' bodies is yours, and no one can change that."
"Okay, the noise is annoying. Go out and comfort them. I still need to sleep."
Xiaolan felt heartbroken when she saw the two children crying loudly.
But I could only obey orders and go out to coax the little princess and prince.
In the living room, Xiaolan was holding her two children, rocking them and singing nursery rhymes.
Unfortunately, it doesn’t work, I have to cry anyway.
"Oh, don't cry, my little princess and little prince..." At this moment, Xiaolan had a new opinion of the princess. How could there be such a cruel mother in the world?
But.
In Lin Xi's heart, isn't she innocent too?
She woke up here as soon as she opened her eyes. Everyone in the palace was her own family, and she was the only outsider. Even a bird couldn't fly out of the high walls, so how could she run away?
Besides, Chu Jingchuan regarded her as the only one, and every time, Lin Xi could feel that this man was obsessed with her.
Unable to accept it, I burst into tears, and my eyes gradually lost their last bit of luster.
Not only that, Lin Xi's insomnia recurred. One night, late at night, Chu Jingchuan, who was sleeping soundly, heard a sobbing.
At first he thought it was a child crying.
Until I touched the place beside me, it was empty.
When I went out to check, I saw Lin Xi curled up in the corner, trembling slightly.
At this moment, Chu Jingchuan remembered the first time he met Lin Xi, that beautiful woman who was full of energy and heroic.
He went forward, hugged her, and said to her, "Honey, don't cry."
"I'm a year younger than Chen Yan. I'm not inferior to him in appearance or wealth, right? Besides, you're the only woman I'll ever have in my life. I won't be fickle like him."
"We have two children now and are a legal couple. Stay with me and let's spend the rest of our lives together, isn't that good?"
"...Not good." Lin Xi said in a hoarse voice.
"What's wrong with it?" Chu Jingchuan asked patiently.
"Because I don't like you, because I don't love you. I'm also very rich, who cares about your money? Don't mention Chen Yan, it's impossible for him and I to be together..." Lin Xi spoke the truth. She was no longer worthy of Chen Yan.
He is disgusted with him and can no longer look at her like this, right?
Thinking of this, Lin Xi began to feel sad again and started to cry.
"It's still Chen Yan. The focus of your entanglement is always Chen Yan. Whose child is it with you and Gu Qingheng? Hmm? Chen Yan is your first man, so after I touched you, I started to commit suicide. He, Chen Yan, is really important to you."
The first time Chu Jingchuan touched Lin Xi, she committed suicide by cutting her wrists the next day.
Fortunately, Xiaolan discovered it in time.
"Yes, you are right. Before you were born, I only had Chen Yan as my man, and Gu Zhaoyun was also Chen Yan's child. But now it's different, everything has changed, and it's all your fault..." Lin Xi resented Chu Jingchuan with a dead heart.
If they continue to live like this, they will be a pair of resentful couple even when they grow old.
"Do you believe it or not, I will let you make the same mistake again and again?"
Lin Xi trembled silently all over.
Then he was carried back to the room, the door was closed, and it started all over again.
For a long time afterwards, Chu Jingchuan and Lin Xi never set foot outside the palace.
They ate breakfast and dinner together, and Chu Jingchuan only revolved around Lin Xi.
A month later, Lin Xi became pregnant again.
The queen was both happy and angry when she heard the news. She couldn't help but say, "It's really like newlyweds, so sweet and sweet. Young people, you really don't know how to be restrained..."
Here, Lin Xi is helpless and alone.
And you can't go there, you're at the mercy of others.
However, when she became pregnant with Chu Jingchuan's child for the second time, she really couldn't bear it anymore.
"Why do you still want to do evil? I don't even like Chu Nian and Chu Ning, and you want me to have a third child? Chu Jingchuan, I hate you. At this moment, I really hate you!"
"If there's an heir to the throne in the family, of course we should have more children."
Indeed, Lian Lanyi married the Duke and now has a second child.
It is quite common for royal family members to have three or four children.
"No one has ever treated me like this, no! You are the first!" Lin Xi stared at Chu Jingchuan with red eyes.
"Then I'll be the last one, okay?"
Lin Xi retreated repeatedly, her heart aching. "Even Chen Yan wouldn't dare treat me like this. Gu Qingheng respects me even more. We haven't crossed the line in a year of marriage. What gives you the right? What gives you the right?"
"Still thinking about them? You still have other men in your heart."
Chu Jingchuan stepped forward, grabbed Lin Xi's wrist, and kissed her.
Lin Xi struggled, but her strength was too weak.
After the kiss, Chu Jingchuan calmed down. "Do you see clearly? Who am I? Who is your husband? You and Shen Yan are divorced! You divorced a long time ago."
"Gu Qingheng is already dead. He died a long time ago."
"Now, I am your man, and I will live a long life and grow old with you."
Lin Xi: What cruel words! What a cruel man!
"I don't want it, I don't want it!" Lin Xi shook her head and cried, "Don't say it again, don't say it next time. Shen Yan, I have Gu Zhaoyun, and we have a child." She finally stopped saying one thing and thinking another, and finally admitted that she had hope for Shen Yan.
She felt that they would remarry sooner or later, but now, her hopes were finally dashed!
"Chu Nian's eyes look like yours, and Chu Ning's face shape looks like yours. You haven't even seen them. If you held them, you would definitely like our child."
"No." Lin Xi didn't want to listen anymore.
Because she was short of oxygen from crying, Lin Xi had to lean on Chu Jingchuan's arms.
Now she is living a life worse than death.
It was also at this moment that he made up his mind to make Chu Jingchuan pay the price and die.
****
Since you can't escape, just accept the current facts.
Lin Xi hadn't walked out of the room on her own initiative for a long time. This time, she was wearing a long skirt, her hair reaching her waist, and she pushed open the door.
Xiaolan was surprised to see the princess in the living room.
The princess stayed alone in the room for more than ten days, and no one was allowed to enter except Chu Jingchuan.
However, Lin Xi's next move shocked Xiaolan even more.
She went to hug the little princess and the little prince.
And take the initiative to pick up the bottle.
Xiaolan cried with joy, "Princess, you finally figured it out."
Chu Nian felt his mother's embrace and started to giggle.
Lin Xi looked at the two siblings and thought of the newly born Gu Zhaoyun. It turned out that they had the same father, and the children looked so different. They were completely cut from the same mold.
Suddenly, she put the two children back into the crib and said, "Xiaolan, come here."
Xiaolan went there in a few steps.
Lin Xi handed the bottle to Xiaolan, "You feed Nian Nian and Xiao Ning."
"Niannian, Xiaoning."
Good name.
Lin Xi had just entered the room when Chu Jingchuan came back.
Look at Chu Nian and Chu Ning.
He asked Xiaolan, the princess and the prince about what happened in the morning, and then asked about Lin Xi's situation.
"Your Highness, everything is fine. The princess even held them in her arms today."
"Lin Xi doesn't like the title of princess. Next time, call her Madam Chu."
"Okay, got it."
"Um."
When Chu Jingchuan heard that Lin Xi had hugged his son and daughter, he couldn't suppress the smile on his face.
Push the door open and walk into the room.
Lin Xi sat in front of the makeup mirror, expressionless: "Am I too bland?"
"without."
In Chu Jingchuan's eyes, Lin Xi is intelligent, elegant and beautiful.
"Like a glass of plain water, without any flavor."
Too thin, too pale, and has a sad face.
"I have some free time lately, so I can spend more time with you."
Lin Xi sneered, "It's better for you not to accompany me."
She was already weak, and with Chu Jingchuan accompanying her, she became even weaker.
"I'll give you a good treatment another day."
"NO. I don't want to take medicine anymore." Lin Xi lowered his eyes and stood up.
He went back to bed and lay down again, "I just want to sleep comfortably all night by myself."
This is my biggest wish now.
"I cook delicious food. When I feel better, I'll cook for you, okay?"
"good."
So, in order to cook for Chu Jingchuan, Lin Xi tried hard to adjust her mood and tried not to think about those sad things.
Half a month later, the New Year is approaching.
Singapore also celebrates the Little New Year, but the royal family celebrates it and holds a dinner.
Lin Xi didn't want to participate, she just wanted to cook a meal for Chu Jingchuan.
Chu Jingchuan agreed to everything she said, so he didn't go and stayed to taste his wife's cooking.
Before dinner, Lin Xi asked Xiaolan to send the child to the Queen's palace. Tonight, she wanted to spend some time alone with Chu Jingchuan.
Lin Xi picked up a bottle of red wine and prepared two highball glasses.
Pour half a cup for Chu Jingchuan and for yourself as well.
The two of them toasted and Lin Xi drank it all in one gulp.
She put on a particularly gentle makeup, and when she smiled, she regained her former radiance.
Chu Jingchuan hasn't seen Lin Xi like this for a long time.
"Life is truly amazing. You never know what will happen tomorrow."
She never dreamed that in just one year, Lin Xi became Chu Jingchuan's wife and gave birth to a pair of twins, a boy and a girl, with him.
She never thought that one day Chen Yan would leave her world. Now, someone finally waved goodbye to Chen Yan on her behalf.
"Yeah?"
But Chu Jingchuan believed that they were destined to be together.
The man cut the steak indifferently, put a piece of beef into his mouth, tasted it carefully, and said, "It's okay, but there is room for improvement."
"You're the third person to say that."
Chu Jingchuan paused while eating.
"I've discovered that my husbands all like the food I cook. I don't know why."
"Except for Shen Yan, Gu Qingheng doesn't count. Besides, I don't mind that you and Shen Yan were married before."
"Tsk, what makes you think I'm pure and clean? Apart from being twenty-six years old, I'm just a woman."
"You have your own strengths, don't deny yourself." Chu Jingchuan was a little angry, but he still patiently talked to Lin Xi.
"Oh, yes. I have nothing good except my good background."
She was born as the only child in the Lin family. Everything her parents had belonged to her, including family love, wealth, and resources. These are indeed what many people dream of.
"But this life is not happy." After saying this, Lin Xi burst into tears.
"My parents gave me a wealthy family and a beautiful appearance."
"So the people I should be most grateful to are my parents, but I'm an unfilial daughter and I can't provide for my mother until she dies."
Chu Jingchuan was still eating, and Lin Xi laughed sarcastically, "Aren't you dizzy? I didn't poison you. I was afraid you would feel pain, so I knocked you out first so we can die together."
"I am willing to die with you."
Lin Xi is not happy.
What about him?
Isn't it true?
If you are born into a royal family with many members and want to survive, you have to be ruthless.
He understood from a young age that his father, mother, brothers and sisters were all cold-blooded animals.
We all seem to have the same blood, but there is always a layer of separation between us.
yes.
Mother is different.
They are also different.
Rights and wealth are limited. If you want rights and wealth, you have to earn and rob them.
Therefore, after Chu Jingchuan was plotted against in the palace for the first time, he began to learn how to protect himself at a young age.
He was kidnapped as a teenager and faced four or five killers alone with only his courage. From that time on, he was assimilated and became a cold-blooded member of the royal family.
"I've never felt the so-called kinship within a family, but after Chu Nian and Chu Ning were born, I became connected to them by blood, and they are our children. Only then did I realize that kinship is so warm..."
It can melt the iceberg in your heart. "Tell me, have you ever loved me? I want you to admit it yourself. You just wanted it for your own desire. I'm the only one who can satisfy your desire. So, you..."
"Yeah." Chu Jingchuan did not deny it.
And that is indeed the case.
Lin Xi gradually became blurred. Chu Jingchuan took the last sip of wine and went to hug Lin Xi.
Kiss Lin Xi.
"How can I not love you? I have loved my wife very much for a long time."
Lin Xi felt a little dizzy after being forced to drink the wine.
But she had made up her mind.
She hugged Chu Jingchuan and cried, "The child is innocent, so I sent them all away. The one who made the mistake was you, and me too. If you hadn't saved me, I might have sunk to the bottom of the river. I will return the life you gave me. You owe me, repay it with your life."
The candlelight from the candlelight dinner became the fuse.
The fire spread, and Lin Xi, who was hugging Chu Jingchuan, slowly closed her eyes.
The only person who came to my mind was my mother, Xiuyun.
I couldn't even see my mother for the last time.
"I'm sorry, I'm an unfilial daughter." Of all the roles she plays, she has a clear conscience, except for her identity as a daughter. She always feels that she hasn't been good enough to her parents.
I will repay the kindness of raising you in my next life.
The flames grew wildly, there were laughter and firecrackers outside the palace, but inside the palace there were only infatuated men and women.
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