Unable to let go
Huh~
Huh~
In the room, which was so quiet that only the rising and falling sound of breathing could be heard.
Having recovered from the shock of the forced kiss, Sugao sat on the edge of the bed with a dazed look on his face.
You should stay close to her.
The edges of each other's thighs fit perfectly together.
At this time, the lights in the room were turned on. Under the white light, the two of them stood with their backs to the floor-to-ceiling window with the curtains tightly drawn, silent.
Don't know how to start? Or do you have nothing left to say to the other?
Suga fell into silence, and to be precise, he didn't know how to describe his feelings at the moment.
She couldn't help but sort out her confused thoughts again.
When she first saw Yingran, his unexpected appearance sent a powerful shock through her. But before she could fully grasp the true nature of the shock, he forcefully kissed her. As the oxygen in her lungs gradually drained, she was filled with rage, convinced she would be the first person to die from a forced kiss. And now, with everything calmed down, she couldn't deceive herself: she actually tasted a hint of sweetness!
Because of seeing what should happen, a sweet feeling arises unconsciously from the depths of my heart.
This trace of sweetness that even her mind could not control forced her to face her true inner self.
Why come to Sanya?
Isn't it because I saw him here?
You also know that he has probably flown away after participating in the event?
Just what if?
Women always fantasize about things that have almost zero probability of happening in a self-touching way.
Or you can comfort yourself by saying that even if he is not here, you can go see the sea he has seen, walk the road he has walked, taste the food he may have tasted... and experience what he once felt one by one.
But what cannot be avoided is that even if she does all this, she is just trying to forget but has not yet been able to forget her previous struggles.
These struggles were not enough to make her completely lose her mind, ignore the reality, and get together with him regardless of everything.
The reason why she had these hesitant and contradictory feelings was probably because her feelings towards Ying Ran were not just the good impression she thought they had, but also a mixture of love and affection.
A quiet environment should make people's mood gradually calm, but for Yingran, it makes him feel irritated.
After finally seeing his beloved again, he didn't want to waste time with her without saying anything.
Seeing that he had been sitting close to Sugao, and she had not pushed him away, nor had she blamed him for forcefully kissing her, he could not help but cautiously test the waters and tried to reach out and gently pinch her palm... Seeing that Sugao seemed to be startled, with a small shudder and her fingers jumping twice, but she did not show any disgust towards his actions... Yingran made up his mind and directly held Sugao's hand tightly.
"Sister," Ying Ran pretended to be pitiful, deliberately making her voice softer and more obedient, with a hint of grievance.
"Why don't you come and ask me why I'm here?" He tried to find a topic to divert Sugao's attention from the physical contact.
"Oh," Suga replied dryly, and like a programmed robot, he followed Yingran's words and asked, "Why are you here?"
Ying Ran didn't care about the cold response at all, and explained in a warm tone: "Sister, I came to Sanya to attend a dinner party. Did you see my picture online?"
Jianguo's mind was filled with all the pictures of the dinner party he had seen on his studio account.
"After the banquet, I stayed at the duty-free shop here to attend an event. Thinking that I had to attend the closing ceremony of the film festival in Sanya the day after tomorrow, I was too lazy to fly back to Beijing. I planned to spend two days here and then fly back after the closing ceremony."
"Sister," seeing that Sugao did not resist him, Yingran became more and more presumptuous, unconsciously playing with Sugao's fingers, and his tone was also stained with a happy smile,
"I've never felt like I've made such a wise decision! My decision to stay here and have fun has actually brought me such good luck, allowing me to meet you by chance."
Yingran, who had driven away his assistant and bodyguards and stayed alone in Sanya, planned to relax and change his mood. Unexpectedly, he met the person he had been thinking about.
"Where's my sister? Why are you here?" Ying Ran's mind flashed with Xiao Zong's figure. She felt nervous and started biting her lower lip.
"Yes, are you coming here to play with your friends?"
What is the relationship between my sister and that boy?
Watching them eating together, she smiled so happily.
Just now, they were hugging each other.
This time, Suga, who had been acting like an AI, showed a more genuine reaction. She shook her head gently, "I just happened to have a few days off, so I came here to have some fun. That boy was a friend I met by chance. Just now, I slipped and almost fell, and he helped me up."
It wasn't a deliberate explanation; she just didn't want Yingran to mistakenly think that she was someone who would casually get intimate with boys.
"Yeah." Ying Ran was so happy to hear such a detailed explanation from Sugao that he nodded repeatedly like a child.
Jianguo, having struggled through her conflicting thoughts, regained some of her rationality. She met Yingran's gaze and said calmly, "It's late. You should leave."
"No!" Ying Ran immediately pouted stubbornly, "I want to stay with my sister for a while longer."
"Sister," Ying Ran then added to her pitiful expression, deliberately using a voice that made people feel pity to ask, "Can I stay here tonight? I can just lie on the floor."
Sugao glanced over coldly and asked, "Do you think it's okay?"
"I promise I will never do anything to you!" Ying Ran raised his finger high and swore.
Jianguo ignored him and stood up quickly, naturally pulling his hand out of Yingran's palm.
She lowered her eyes and looked at Ying Ran who had already raised his head.
"Don't do things like you just did in the future. I'll be disgusted. Just because I can't push you away and I didn't blame you doesn't mean I condone you doing this. Also, I'll just treat your words about not letting go as nonsense. We'll return to the same state we were in these past few days."
"I'm not kidding!" Ying Ran stood up suddenly. Seeing that he was much taller than Jianguo, he bent down and tightly grasped her shoulders with both hands, forcing her to look directly at him.
"Sister," Ying Ran spoke again, her stubbornness gone, her hoarse voice filled with tears.
"I'm really trying not to think about you. I even imagined you to be such a hateful person to force myself to forget you...but I really can't completely let go of my love for you. Do you know what kind of life I've been living these days?"
Now he doesn't even want to recall it.
How torturous is that kind of life that is like a walking corpse? How despairing!
He wanted to find her, but he couldn't. He picked up his phone, wanting to call her or send her a message, but after typing it in the chat box for a long time, he didn't have the courage to send it. He couldn't even bear to think about what happened between them on the set; it would drive him crazy, making him want to torture himself...
In the end, all I have left is work to numb myself.
But what happens when the work is done?
Especially at night when he was alone, the feeling of excruciating pain was even more intense, as if it wanted to tear him apart completely!
Did he truly understand what it meant to be in love but not be able to get it?
What is the pain of love?
Ying Ran's eyes were red and watery. The pain was like a deep pain in his bones, making his voice more hoarse and tense.
"Sister, I understand your concerns and the many difficulties that stand between us. I also know that no matter what promises I make now, you'll think I'm acting on impulse. So, it doesn't matter if you're unwilling to accept me now. I just want you to stop blindly rejecting my approach. Just treat me as an ordinary suitor, okay? It doesn't matter if you don't believe in my persistence. I will prove to you that I'm not acting on impulse and that I won't change my mind easily."
"You can keep testing me, no matter what method you use. Even if it makes things difficult for me." Worried that Sugao would reject his plea, Yingran added another safeguard.
Sugao looked at Yingran who was staring at him with anticipation. That look full of desire seemed to also carry a hint of despair... In the end, he couldn't say anything cruel.
And she also knew clearly that what Yingran said was too tempting, and she couldn't just say no.
Her heart told her that she also wanted to know whether Yingran's love for her was just a passing fancy or a determined love. She wanted to see how long he could hold out. She also wanted to know if she would always be steadfast in her idea of falling in love easily.
Sighing secretly, Jianguo said softly, "Let's just be ordinary friends. But you can't treat me like you did tonight. Since we are not boyfriend and girlfriend, we should keep a certain distance."
"Okay!" Ying Ran responded very quickly, fearing that he would be rejected again if he was a second late.
He didn't have time to calm down his inner ecstasy and continued to promise Jiang Guo: "Sister, this time I will definitely do what I say! If I cross the line again, you don't need to remind me, I will take the initiative to leave, okay?"
Jianguo hummed coldly, then ruthlessly ordered him to leave: "So, it's time for you to leave."
"Well," Ying Ran, who was suddenly and cruelly driven away, felt his ecstatic mood plummet rapidly. He was filled with reluctance. After thinking for a while, he couldn't help but ask, "Sister, can I treat you to breakfast tomorrow morning? I'm going to meet up with the team this afternoon."
The closing ceremony of the film festival is not very close to here.
He didn't know when they would see each other again, and he greedily wanted to stay with his sister for a while longer.
"It depends on the situation, if I can get up." Sugao didn't say anything definite after all.
Ying Ran quickly said, "Then I'll wait for you at that store. I heard the breakfast there is very special and it's not far from here. In order not to put pressure on you or disturb your rest, I will wait for you at the store from 8:30 tomorrow morning until 12 noon. If you don't show up, I'll leave. Is that okay?"
Yingran had already lowered his attitude so much that Sugao had no choice but to nod his head in agreement.
"Well, I'm going back now. Good night, sister."
My request has been granted, and I have to leave this time no matter how reluctant I am.
He gestured goodbye to Sugao reluctantly and left with slow steps.
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