But loving someone is really hard.
It hurts so much, I can't breathe.
She had met a boy who had captivated her youth; he was so wonderful that she thought she would grow old with him in this lifetime.
He was so good and kind that he would spend his whole life repaying that girl.
Does she hate him?
She didn't know, she only knew that her heart was aching terribly.
She knew that she had completely lost the person who had always loved and cared for her.
She will never fall in love with anyone else again.
"Ruan Ruan, I'm leaving here tomorrow, and I don't know if I'll ever see you again..."
Mu Bai said softly, "Ruan Ruan, I will never forget you in this lifetime. I am sorry for you. I hope you will be safe and happy for the rest of your life."
Su Ruanruan stared at the calm lake surface, her throat tightening, unable to utter a word.
Peace and joy?
No, without him, how could he be happy or joyful...
Mu Bai gazed into the distance, "Ruan Ruan, do you remember? We met at the Fengshui Bridge..."
Su Ruanruan interrupted, saying, "I am not her."
Mu Bai smiled bitterly, "I know you're not her. She used to be shy around me, but that time was different. You were lively and cunning, you could make me laugh, and your little finger would always secretly hook around mine."
Su Ruanruan forced herself not to look at him, afraid that she would not be able to help but hug him and cry in his arms.
It turns out he knew everything.
Suppressing the bitterness in her heart, Su Ruanruan said in a hoarse voice, "If I had known it would be so heart-wrenching, I would have preferred never to have met you. We met on the bridge, so let's end it here... by the bridge."
"The mountains are high and the roads are long, and many years will pass. Do not disturb or think of me. In this life... we will never meet again."
Su Ruanruan's farewell words were like a blunt knife piercing Mu Bai's heart.
"Soft..."
Mu Bai suppressed the tearing pain in his heart and took off a string of Buddhist prayer beads from his wrist.
"These are Buddhist prayer beads that I obtained for you from an ancient temple. I only wish that you will be free from illness and disaster in this life and have a smooth life."
Su Ruanruan looked at the Buddhist beads that Mu Bai offered with his slightly trembling hand, but did not reach out to take them.
He's already married, and nothing Mu Bai owns anymore belongs to her.
Su Ruanruan wiped away her tears, gave a bitter laugh, her voice as fleeting as sea foam, "Give it to your wife. It doesn't belong to me, and you... don't belong to me either."
"This is the last time I'll call you Brother Mu Bai. Take care!"
After saying that, Su Ruanruan looked away from Mu Bai's pale face, turned around and left, tears streaming down her face like broken beads. She clutched her aching heart and ran away quickly.
In my ears, I heard Mu Bai's low sobs and calls...
Once out of sight, Su Ruanruan finally couldn't hold back anymore, slid down under a tree, and burst into tears.
She really, really loves Mu Bai...
But everything is irreversible...
There's a saying that's very true: No matter what our relationship is in the end, you will always be the most important part of my life. You are an unexpected encounter and a sudden joy for me. I am so lucky to have met you, even if there is sorrow, it is still love.
It is love, kinship, and also ruthlessness.
Her heart was filled with Mu Bai; it used to be sweet, but now it was painful.
She clutched her chest; it really hurt so much…
(′へ`、 ) I finished writing this chapter while crying, and I feel so sad.
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