Chapter 231 I hope your survival instincts are even stronger
Yan Shangyu stared at the disconnected phone for a long time, unable to come back to his senses.
His thin body couldn't even fill out the simple hospital gown he was wearing. A gust of wind blew up the hem, revealing his prominent ribs.
Yan Shangyu began psychological treatment in the second half of last year and initially showed some improvement, but the surrounding gossip gradually grew louder.
He could clearly see the look of disgust on other people's faces.
And everyone's evasive and silent gazes toward him.
It seems that his parents have given all their care to Yan Shuyu, and only start looking for him when the company faces a crisis.
It was as if all the love and care had been given to him no longer.
He warned Yan Shuyu not to talk nonsense outside, but she always seemed to think that she could trample Yan Kui underfoot by slandering him, and she went on and on to tell others about his misdeeds.
She would even sneak into his room and rummage through the things that he had kept, belonging to Aoi.
This is to demonstrate the correctness of her actions.
After secretly attending Kui Kui's graduation ceremony, Yan Shangyu felt that his illness had worsened. He had a crazy idea in his mind to find Kui Kui and put her in a place that only he knew about.
Once this thought arises, it is difficult to suppress.
But when he recalled the expression on Kui Kui's face when she looked at him, Yan Shangyu suddenly felt exhausted.
It seems that even if he finds Kui Kui and locks her up, she still won't like him or allow him to touch her.
Kui Kui is no longer the same as before. Doing this will only make him hate and despise himself more.
So he decided to let go of himself and simply free himself from this pain.
But he was saved by a psychologist who came to his door on time.
They also introduced him to a famous foreign psychologist, and Yan Shangyu's survival instinct led him to go abroad.
While abroad, Yan Shangyu couldn't help but want to return to China and see her.
At times like these, he would look at Yan Kui's photos.
Look at how she cried when she was little, look at the bright smile in the photo of her standing next to me, look at her energetic appearance at the graduation ceremony.
How could I not love it?
He thought, anyone would love such a cute little sister.
But he had such filthy thoughts when she was still his own sister.
When others criticize or insult him, he can't even refute them.
Yan Shangyu put his phone aside, looking better than usual, as he hoped there might be another call.
The doctor came in and asked him some questions as usual.
Just before the doctor left, Yan Shangyu heard him say, "Max has already reviewed all your medical records with me. Perhaps you could try finding someone similar to her and having some simple conversations with them first."
"This will be very helpful for your psychotherapy."
Yan Shangyu simply stared at his phone, a hint of bitterness creeping into his dark brown pupils.
Suddenly, the words "You should live well" that Kui Kui had said on the phone earlier came to mind again. He swallowed the emotions in his throat and remained silent.
Another silence fell.
The doctor knew that this couldn't be rushed. Actually, it wasn't a serious illness, but Yan Shangyu's condition was quite severe from the beginning. Now, he had trapped himself in his own consciousness, which had become an obsession.
If this obsession cannot be resolved by the person who caused it, then the only option is to try to shift their emotions.
The doctors didn't know if it would work, but it was at least a method, a way to keep the patient alive.
The quiet atmosphere remained as always.
Just when the doctor thought he wouldn't hear Yan Shangyu's reply, he heard his hoarse voice struggling to utter a single word, "Okay," as he pushed open the door.
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