Chapter 313 Mother's Diary
When Wei Qi was almost three years old, Yan Sheng graduated and returned to China, and moved to the house in Qianwan.
Yan Kui looked at the large and small boxes in the living room, which were full of his things. She helped him pick up the scattered small items and told him, "Don't move everything away. You have to come back to stay here occasionally."
The banquet was a lively affair with activities going on non-stop, and he readily agreed with each activity.
After the moving company finished packing, Yan Kui intended to go with them, but suddenly a dark notebook appeared in her hand.
"Sis, watch it when you have time."
After saying that, he disappeared without a trace.
Yan Kui touched the cover of the notebook. It was black, clean, and looked like it was made of cowhide. The edges were worn and looked quite old, but it seemed to be very well preserved.
Yan Kui lifted her foot and walked upstairs, casually turning to the first page.
There was no signature, but the words 'Diary' were written in the corner, along with a small, faded lily drawn in black ink.
The handwriting was neat and elegant, delicate yet with a touch of stubbornness. Yan Kui was a little stunned and slowly slid down onto the sofa.
My fingertips turned white as I gently turned the page.
"July 17th, light rain."
Everyone around us told us that Zai Zai was gone.
But I always feel that she is still there, somewhere I don't know.
Weihua and I went back to Nanshi to look for him several times, but it was always in vain.
I even thought that if Zaizai really passed away, I should come to my dream and tell my mother.
Okay?
But what's even more heartbreaking is that Zai Zai never came to see me, and I rarely dream of her anymore.
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September 21, sunny.
Zai Zai has been gone for three years, but on the day my younger brother was born, I dreamed of her for the first time.
When I was a child, my family always lived a frugal life. I often complained to my parents about why everyone else had new clothes but I didn't.
But in her dream, Zai Zai lived in a very wealthy family with a beautiful bedroom and a wardrobe full of nice clothes.
I thought to myself, if I could be happy and joyful, wouldn't it be better to leave my parents?
In my dreams, I always saw Zai Zai as an adult; she was so beautiful and outstanding.
I felt inexplicably proud.
So I told Weihua that Zai Zai was still alive.
Every time Weihua mentions our daughter, he hugs me affectionately to comfort me, and this time was no exception.
He said that Zai Zai would come back someday.
I don't know if he believed what I said, but I know that he loves Zai Zai just as much as I do.
This dream made me both happy and sad, but since you rarely come into my dream, even if I'm not the one by your side, just knowing that you're doing well makes me incredibly content.
When my son is older, I will tell him that he has a sister, and although we accidentally lost her, I believe she will come back someday.
Yan Kui's tears fell like pearls from a broken string, her fingertips trembling as she continued to turn the brittle pages.
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Heavy snow on January 8th
I always hope that my daughter will come to see me in my dreams again, but it seems that she is angry with me.
I've only come here once in all these years.
Xiao Sheng has grown up. When he was born, he looked just like Zai Zai, which made me very happy.
I told him about my sister, and he was very happy.
But Xiao Sheng is very perceptive and seems to be able to sense adults' emotions. I think this will make his path to adulthood very difficult.
My health doesn't seem as robust as it used to be. If Weihua and I don't have the chance to see Zaizai again, I hope Xiaosheng can meet the sister I've been longing for.
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