unbearable
They followed the protagonist's father to walk the dog outdoors. This man who said he disliked his daughter's pet took the dog out to play in this cold winter, which fully demonstrated his awkward personality.
Under the dim street lights, this man whose psychological defenses were tighter than a clam shell finally revealed a few words in his heart in front of the camera.
He was regretting it and kept saying that as long as his daughter was healthy and happy, everything would be fine. However, Xia Zhitang inexplicably felt that he was far less gentle in the family than he was in front of them.
This is a reflection brought about by the passing of time, aging of the body, and the absence and illness of the only daughter.
Lin Jingming might have shared the same thought. Xia Zhitang looked up and caught the subtle curve of Lin Jingming's lips. It was politeness in the eyes of a stranger, but she knew it was a clear mockery.
When they were about to go back to the house after walking around, Lin Jingming stayed downstairs alone to smoke.
Xia Zhitang saw through the window that Lin Jingming was standing alone on the cold street. The street lights stretched his shadow very long. The scene was so lonely that it made her want to cry.
"My dad looks a lot like this uncle." Lin Jingming put down his chopsticks, took out a cigarette and rubbed it between his fingertips.
"But now that he's gone, I realize I can't even find someone to hate." The corners of his mouth curled up into a subtle arc again. "You see, living is harder than dying."
"Lin Jingming, just cry if you are sad. I will accompany you." Xia Zhitang held Lin Jingming's trembling fingertips.
"You really won't be depressed." Lin Jingming looked at Xia Zhitang's bright eyes and sighed inexplicably.
"Okay, we should look forward to such a good time." He rubbed Xia Zhitang's head, "Dear, cheers to the future."
"Happy New Year." Xia Zhitang stared at Lin Jingming for two seconds, and raised his glass after confirming that he didn't want to talk about it.
Under the light, her eyebrows were curved and her expression was gentle. Lin Jingming felt that the annoying old man was not as important as the family in front of him.
On this special day, there is a special girl sitting next to me, and she is smiling at me!
Lin Jingming held up the wine glass, and he was drunk before the wine even entered his stomach, and his heart and eyes were filled with her.
As the cups clinked, Lin Jingming felt inexplicably bitter.
The sad days have lasted too long, and the happiness at this moment seems too dreamy to be real.
He looked at Xia Zhitang, who was drinking and chatting with him in front of him, with a sad look, afraid that she would suddenly disappear from his sight.
After chasing for so long, he felt a little dazed when he was so close.
Lin Jingming knew that he was afraid. He was afraid that this kind of happiness would burst like a bubble that would be poked and annihilated in his world in an instant.
A world without understanding is too lonely. She was once the only bright spot in her world besides art.
After bathing in the warm light, I never want to go back to that cold place - I don’t want to be alone anymore.
During the New Year countdown, two slightly tipsy people rolled into bed without them noticing.
Xia Zhitang smiled and was about to sit astride Lin Jingming, but was pulled down by someone.
The two childish kids rolled from one end of the bed to the other, pulling each other. Amid the New Year's greetings coming from the TV and the sound of fireworks outside the window, they finally kissed each other.
It was a long and delicate kiss, like a small boat quietly floating on the calm lake, comfortable and peaceful.
When Lin Jingming stood up, the TV was playing family reunion music, which was so suitable for the current scene.
He smiled as he looked at Xia Zhitang, who was lying on the quilt with a soft and boneless body and eyes as clear as water, and his nose felt a little sore.
My heart, which had been floating for many years, finally found its home at this moment.
Xia Zhitang looked at Lin Jingming in confusion. The kiss tonight was too gentle, which was somewhat inconsistent with his usual domineering image.
"What's wrong?" She slowly ran her fingertips across Lin Jingming's uneven spine.
"I feel a little sad." Lin Jingming buried his face in Xia Zhitang's shoulder in a rare and fragile manner.
Xia Zhitang's breathing quickened unconsciously: "Is there anything I can do?"
Lin Jingming's muffled voice came from Xia Zhitang's ear: "Let me hold you for a while."
"You can do more." Xia Zhitang's toes gently stroked Lin Jingming's calves, and his palms rested on his waist.
Lin Jingming pinched Xia Zhitang's waist with his hot palm, but did not take any further action.
Xia Zhitang showed a confused expression: "Huh?"
Lin Jingming took a deep breath, slowly turned his head and gently bit her neck: "Xia Xia, I don't need you to nod out of sympathy."
"I'm not sympathizing." Xia Zhitang couldn't help but let out a sweet hum, "Lin Jingming, I want it."
"I'll give it to you, but not that kind." Lin Jingming rolled up his sleeves and slowly began to unbutton Xia Zhitang's coral fleece pajamas.
"Why?" Xia Zhitang held Lin Jingming's wrist and gently bit his fingertips.
"I don't want to vent my sadness and grief in this way." Lin Jingming pulled out his fingertips to support himself and gently stroked Xia Zhitang's cheek, "Baby, I hope our first time can stay in a better moment."
Xia Zhitang's big eyes were filled with deep confusion. She tugged at Lin Jingming's clothes and asked, "You really don't want tonight?"
"You can explore what you like." His fingertips gently ran across the rolling hills.
"Forget it, I just want to inspect the goods." Xia Zhitang held his wrist and yawned, "Lin Jingming, I'm sleepy."
"Okay." Lin Jingming leaned over and kissed the corner of Xia Zhitang's mouth, then stood up with a smile and turned off the TV and lights.
Two film and television professionals who had been busy all day fell asleep soundly while listening to the continuous sound of fireworks outside the window and smelling each other's scent.
When the alarm clock rang, Xia Zhitang turned over irritably. In her daze, the alarm clock was turned off. When she relaxed her brows and prepared to fall back into sleep, she vaguely felt a little heavy on her body.
Lin Jingming felt that he was not a very lustful person, but he just liked to kiss Xia Zhitang, and he liked it even more when he woke up to see her defenseless in front of him.
She was so beautiful that one couldn't help but want to kiss her, so he did it.
After a good night's sleep and relieving his bad mood, Lin Jingming's mind was now filled with the tingling sensation of her fingertips brushing against his body last night.
Xia Zhitang was woken up by a kiss. This kind of kiss that made her want to tear her apart and swallow her into her stomach was really too Lin Jingming.
She put her arms around his shoulders in a daze, feeling his passion lazily.
Feeling her response, the rational strings in Lin Jingming's mind almost broke. Another alarm clock rang and finally brought him back to reality. He reluctantly ended the kiss.
"What time is the photo shoot today?" Xia Zhitang stretched lazily and slowly opened his eyes.
"We have to leave in half an hour." Lin Jingming pinched the softest part of her body unwillingly, "Xia Zhitang, wait."
"Well, I told you not to let me inspect the goods last night." Xia Zhitang snorted and retaliated by touching the place he wanted to experience yesterday.
"I surrender." Lin Jingming propped himself up and shook his head as he looked at Xia Zhitang who had changed into a comfortable position and continued to lie in bed.
"Little lazy pig, get up quickly." He patted Xia Zhitang's butt. "Give me the room card. I'll get you anything you need. We still have to have breakfast later. Don't go out hungry."
"In my coat pocket, please bring me the yellow makeup bag from the bathroom. It also has facial cleanser and cream. They should all be put together."
Normally, Xia Zhitang rarely stays in bed, but today she inexplicably felt that she could relax a little.
A few years ago, Xia Zhitang could never have imagined that one day she would be able to sleep with him as naturally as she does now, and order him around with peace of mind.
She wrapped herself in the quilt and looked at the wrinkles on the pillow next to her, a smile unconsciously appearing on her face.
I don’t seem lazy, so I’ll give it a try.
The production team did not anticipate that the protagonist would quarrel with his parents and come to them pitifully with his dog late at night at the beginning of the new year.
Lin Jingming had just unbuttoned her coat when he was brought back to reality by a message on his cell phone. He had to help her button them up one by one.
Due to various practical considerations, the protagonist moved into the house of Xia Zhitang, the only woman in the program team.
"Xia Xia, I'm not your third child." Lin Jingming hugged Xia Zhitang depressedly, "Why does kissing you feel like having an affair?"
"How dare you be affectionate in front of the protagonist?"
Xia Zhitang was also under a lot of pressure, and her intuition told her not to stimulate the protagonist who was in the period of negative emotions outburst.
"How about finding a hotel nearby for her to stay in?"
Lin Jingming felt that he was seriously ill and had a disease called skin hunger syndrome.
"I'll be back early tomorrow morning." Xia Zhitang finally understood what Lin Jingming was complaining about at the beginning. "You know, you're the only one I have now."
"Is it true or false? Don't let some cat or dog suddenly abduct you." Although he only wanted her before, Lin Jingming now feels that he is becoming more and more greedy.
"Yeah, it's more real than pearls." Xia Zhitang hugged his neck and kissed the corner of his tightly pursed lips. "Lin Jingming, be more confident. You are our most powerful director."
"You haven't even made time for me. When we get back, I have to take Qingwu to Uncle Chen and Aunt Chen." Lin Jingming gently bit Xia Zhitang's neck. "And then the Spring Festival holiday will be over. How can I have time? Xia Zhitang, you just say nice things to coax me."
"Lin Jingming." Xia Zhitang smiled and dodged his continuous attack. "You are so cute when you act coquettishly."
"Acting like a spoiled child?" Lin Jingming raised his eyebrows in disbelief. "I think you deserve to be punished."
He angrily pushed Xia Zhitang, who was laughing uncontrollably, onto the bed and said, "Girl, are you itching for trouble?"
"Lin Jingming, you..."
His kiss drowned out Xia Zhitang's words - compared to bickering, a kiss was the most practical.
The embrace between the lips and teeth is so warm and touching, and that unreserved touch is more touching than the sweetest love words.
This is an activity that touches the heart, an expression full of love, and a high level of happiness.
When their phones rang one after another, Xia Zhitang didn't want to separate.
She felt that she was being tortured so much that her dreams were all about Lin Jingming recently.
He who slowly unbuttoned the buttons, he whose slender fingertips traced across his own mountains and forests, and he who roared uncontrollably.
Amidst the irritating ringing of the phone, Lin Jingming reluctantly stood up and said through gritted teeth, "Just wait for me." Xia Zhitang, whose eyes were glistening with tears,
"I'm waiting for you every day." Xia Zhitang was so upset that tears welled up in her eyes. "Lin Jingming, next Wednesday you are mine, only mine."
"Okay, it's yours, all yours." Lin Jingming kissed the corner of Xia Zhitang's eyes, his heart softened.
"Handshake." Xia Zhitang's voice sounded extremely aggrieved.
"Yeah, pinky promise."
Lin Jingming looked at the diamond-like teardrop that squeezed out of the corner of Xia Zhitang's eye and sighed softly. He couldn't bear to see her cry before, and he was even more reluctant now.
He sighed silently in his heart: Lin Jingming, Lin Jingming, you will never escape from Xia Zhitang's control in this life.
Then he gave another extremely satisfied smile: But I do.
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