Chapter 223 The Truth 2
Xie Jingmo raised his eyes and finally admitted, "I only have gratitude towards you, not love."
Lin Ruyu paused.
After a long time, she suddenly burst into laughter!
"You, what did you say?"
"You've only done me a favor? Xie Jingmo, listen to the nonsense you're talking about!"
"You've only done me good, so why have you been carrying the handkerchief I gave you when you left for the war seven years ago?"
"You've only been kind to me, so why didn't you object when I told you you wanted to marry me?"
"You've only been kind to me! Why didn't you stop me from distributing our wedding candy on the street?!"
"You've hurt Yun Zhao time and time again, and you say you've only done me a favor?! I don't believe it! No matter what, I won't believe it!"
Xie Jingmo's face rarely showed a trace of shame. He said softly, "I'm sorry, I just... I've never wanted to face it. I always felt that Yun Zhao was a spy planted by the Queen Mother to be by my side. I don't admit it, and I don't want to admit that I couldn't control my feelings and fell in love with a spy."
Xie Jingmo's words made the whole room quiet.
Lin Ruyu's face was distorted by pain, but she did not scream.
Yun Zhao felt bored, so he stood up and walked into the yard.
The lotus leaves all over the yard reminded her of Mu Chengyan.
If he knew that I had broken my promise again, he would be angry.
Yun Zhao sighed softly.
At this moment in the room, Lin Ruyu was just breathing heavily, and she stared at Xie Jingmo.
She said: "Jing Mo, I don't have much time left. I don't ask you for anything else. I beg you, you said that the one you like is me, and the one you love is me. I beg you, I believe you if you say it!"
Xie Jingmo stood by the door, head lowered, "I'm sorry, I can't go against my heart."
Lin Ruyu's face was full of pleading.
In her life, Xie Jingmo was the one who made her successful, and Xie Jingmo was also the one who ruined her.
She didn't allow it, and when she died, she found out that she was just a joke!
She begged Xie Jingmo, hoping that he would tell her, "You love me, you do love me, Jingmo, I'm about to die, can you lie to me, just as if you were lying to a dying person like me?"
Xie Jingmo shook his head and said, "I'm sorry, I can't."
Lin Ruyu was stunned when she heard this.
The tears flowed out of his eyes like a string of blood.
In the candlelight, it looked extremely terrifying.
The maids no longer dared to come in.
"Jing Mo, are you serious and want to be so cruel to me? I just asked you to lie to me, and you don't even want to?" Lin Ruyu's words were filled with hatred!
If it weren’t for Xie Jingmo!
She will find someone to marry!
If it weren't for Xie Jingmo, she wouldn't have been caught by the people in the palace.
If it weren't for Xie Jingmo, she wouldn't have any illusions about love!
Everything was because of Xie Jingmo, but now he said -
But say, I'm sorry?
Lin Ruyu smiled. She knew she was going to die. She looked at Xie Jingmo from a distance.
She said: "Xie Jingmo, you were cruel to me first, so don't blame me!"
Xie Jingmo suddenly looked up, "What do you mean?"
Lin Ruyu laughed, then she fell onto the bed without any strength. She looked at the ceiling and said:
"That year, my family was poor. I went out to find something to eat. On the way, I met a girl carrying a man on her back. She looked at him from a distance.
I saw a jade pendant slip off the man on her back, and I waited until they were far away before jogging over to pick it up.
"The jade pendant had a beautiful sheen, was translucent and smooth, and it felt icy cold when I placed my hand on it. I put the pendant away, stood up, and saw the face of the man who had fainted on the girl's back."
"Later, someone came looking for me. I took out the jade pendant and pointed out the man from a distance. I said that I had saved him, and everyone believed me based on the jade pendant."
Xie Jingmo stood at the door. There was no wind that night, but he felt cold all over.
Yun Zhao sat in the yard, and Lin Ruyu's voice in the room came out intermittently.
Lin Ruyu said, "Of course I would accept such a good thing. I only wanted the money at first, but the man was born with outstanding talent and handsome eyes, so I became greedy."
"The man was kind to me, so I told him that I wanted to exchange my kindness for love and ask him to promise me a peaceful life. The man was silent for a long time, and after many days, he finally agreed.
I don’t know what happened during that time, I only know that he didn’t look happy, but I don’t care, I want to be the princess.”
Lin Ruyu smiled, she looked at Xie Jingmo and said: "This is the first thing I want to tell you, I am not the one who saved you."
Xie Jingmo's eyes widened, his gaze confused.
"After that, someone from the palace came to me and threatened me, saying that if I didn't obey, I would tell you that I was not the one who saved you.
I am afraid, you are too good to me, I miss you too much, I like you so much, I really love you,
So, I have no choice but to be someone else's pawn. I just want to stay by your side. I am right.
After you left for seven years, I heard from the palace that you were coming back with a woman. I was panicked, but the palace people said, "It's okay."
Because you mistakenly thought she was the Queen Mother's spy. In fact, she never obeyed the Queen Mother's request and truly monitored you. You always misunderstood her."
Having said this, Xie Jingmo's face was completely pale.
Lin Ruyu smiled with satisfaction. "So, the second thing I told you about this matter is that I am the spy beside you. You have repeatedly recognized the wrong person! Hahahaha!"
Lin Ruyu laughed crazily.
She didn't have much strength, and after laughing for a long time, she gasped for a long time.
"Also, you already knew that it was me who plotted to kill Yun Zhao's parents, right? But there's one thing you don't know."
Xie Jingmo's look of pity turned into hatred.
Lin Ruyu didn't care at all, "The real benefactor who saved that man actually knew long ago that it was him who saved that man.
But she never told him. At first, it was because of love. Because she loved that man, she didn't want to embarrass him.
It was also because she was too stubborn about love. She was unwilling and disdainful to have something else mixed in their relationship.
She was humble, but stubborn. She was too confident in herself and in that man. She felt that seven years of love was worth all that.
Having said that, Xie Jingmo had already guessed who Lin Ruyu was talking about.
His face turned pale in an instant!
Lin Ruyu laughed, "Xie Jingmo, you think you have the power and wealth of an emperor, but you are stupid! Your self-righteousness and stupidity have harmed the person who truly saved you and the person who truly loves you!"
"Now, she is broken and has given up hope in you! I thank you for sending her to be buried with me!"
Lin Ruyu's laughter lasted for a long time.
Finally, it fell lightly.
Before she died, she said, "Yun Zhao, if I die, your love will die too. I won't lose anything."
The news of Lin Ruyu's death spread to the palace.
Concubine Yi made some noise in front of the Queen, and Yun Zhao was charged with "disobeying the Queen's order" and thrown into prison.
Xie Jingmo stood at the door of Lin Ruyu's ward.
Looking deeply at Yun Zhao who was taken away.
His heart was broken into pieces and he didn't even dare to breathe.
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