Chapter 255 Ancestors
"Oh, my ancestor," Deputy General Gao couldn't bear to watch and immediately moved a chair for Yun Zhao. "Don't move. If you really can't catch your breath and die, who knows what will happen outside."
Xie Jingmo stopped talking.
His eyes remained on Yun Zhao, and there was a straightforward attachment in his eyes.
Deputy General Gao felt that the atmosphere was not right, so he found something to do and stood at the door.
"You... drink tea." Xie Jingmo said softly.
Yun Zhao said calmly, "I don't need it."
Xie Jingmo smiled. "Well, I didn't expect you to come see me today. I'm a little embarrassed. It was supposed to be your wedding that day, but I messed it up. I'm really sorry. What happened next? Did the wedding go ahead?"
This question is really a scheming green tea question.
That day, Xie Jingmo sacrificed blood to her wedding, but she didn't know how to hold it.
"No," Yun Zhao said, "When General Xie gets better, please personally prepare the wedding for me and Mu Chengyan."
Xie Jingmo laughed, "Then I don't want to get better in this life."
It has come to this.
Xie Jingmo still didn't want to. No matter what time, he didn't want her to belong to another man.
It's not okay to do it against your will.
Not a single word.
Even though he knew that Yun Zhao was joking, he still refused to give in.
The room became quiet.
Xie Jingmo looked at Yun Zhao and said softly, "In the past, you always talked a lot in front of me, and I always tried to find ways to make you talk less. Later, you talked less and less, but I always thought that you are only twenty years old now, and you should be as lively as other girls. Don't blame me for this."
"sorry."
Yun Zhao's expression was emotionless. "You said this before, and I accept it."
Xie Jingmo raised his eyelids, "Do you forgive me then?"
The words fell.
Xie Jingmo shook his head gently, "Don't forgive me, I was willing to do this to you, not to make up for it. I will never be able to repay you for the bad things I did to you in this lifetime."
In fact, Xie Jingmo wanted to say more.
There is love only when there is hate.
Now Yun Zhao no longer loves him.
If there is no hatred at all.
Then to Yun Zhao, he was a stranger.
He was afraid that she would hate him, but secretly, he definitely didn't want Yun Zhao to treat him as a stranger.
No matter what, he would keep a place in her heart.
Hate is fine.
It doesn't matter if you complain.
He admitted it all.
Yun Zhao sat in silence for a while, then stood up and left.
After walking a few steps, Xie Jingmo asked weakly from behind, "Will you come again?"
Xie Jingmo looked at Yun Zhao's back and pleaded humbly, "If you have time, can you take the time to come and see me occasionally? You don't have to come every day, just come occasionally, so that I can have a little hope and feel that I am still alive, okay?"
Yun Zhao stood there for a few seconds, then walked away without saying anything.
Deputy General Gao looked from behind and asked Xie Jingmo, "Did Yun Zhao agree or not?"
Yun Zhao left Xie Jingmo's place and went to Mu Chengyan's mansion.
Since the day Xie Jingmo was stabbed, he has been going to the palace less often than before.
Yun Zhao accompanied him for a meal, and Mu Chengyan saw him out with a smile.
When Yun Zhao's carriage passed by the teahouse, he heard storytelling going on inside. Someone in the audience whispered, "I heard Xie Jingmo is into homosexuality now! All the young men in their house have left. I heard the housekeeper is looking for someone for Xie Jingmo."
"Oh, how scary! Do we have to wear hats when we go out in the future? Otherwise, what if Xie Jingmo takes a fancy to us? My family is counting on me to carry on the family line."
Yun Zhao lifted the car curtain slightly and saw the big mole at the corner of the man's mouth outside the car.
Yun Zhao: “…”
Deputy General Gao rolled his eyes. "What kind of people are there outside? Even if Xie Jingmo has poor taste, he wouldn't be so bad. The crazy talk outside is really infuriating!"
Yun Zhao fell silent.
She knew that rumors would never be stopped by violence.
It will just move from the stage to the bottom.
She lowered her eyes.
The next day.
The Imperial Hospital said that Xie Jingmo's condition had changed, so they asked Yun Zhao to go over.
Yun Zhao left.
At that time, the butler was the only one left in the entire general's mansion.
The housekeeper hurriedly prepared the medicine and came out hurriedly to pour tea. He was old and in such a panic that he almost fell to his death.
"Where are the people?" Yun Zhao asked with a frown.
"They've all left," the housekeeper said, looking distraught. "No one wants to come to the General's Mansion. The rumors outside are too bad, and they're all afraid."
Yun Zhao closed his eyes and said to Deputy General Gao: "Call some people from the palace."
Deputy General Gao looked at Yun Zhao with a puzzled expression, "If I ask the eunuchs from the palace to come, how will the news get out? I don't even dare to think about it. Let's forget it."
Xie Jingmo said softly inside, "Forget it, I don't need anyone to wait on me. In the future, you can just come over more often. I can handle it myself."
As he said this, he dragged his sick body and got up to boil the medicine.
Deputy General Gao clicked his tongue several times and went over to help him.
He had been ill for many days and was very thin. He looked really pitiful.
There was no one to serve Xie Jingmo here. People outside were spreading rumors and sticking their heads in to look, looking like they were watching a show.
Yun Zhao will come back in two days after he finishes dealing with the affairs of the court.
Xie Jingmo had nothing to do, so he sat at the door with his coat on, waiting for someone to come.
Her cheeks were sunken, and she looked as if she was looking at someone with longing in her eyes, which made passers-by feel sorry for her.
Deputy General Gao ate fresh lychees and glanced at Xie Jingmo, "Yun Zhao won't be able to endure this self-torture for long."
Xie Jingmo smiled bitterly, "Then I'll let the injuries on my body heal more slowly, even slower."
even--
It can be bad for a lifetime.
Lieutenant General Gao dropped the lychee from his mouth. "Why is it taking so long to heal? You're acting strangely this time. What method did you use? How could Yun Zhao not notice?"
If Xie Jingmo hadn't been honest in front of him, he wouldn't have been able to tell that Xie Jingmo was deliberately prolonging his illness.
"I'm not pretending. How can I pretend in front of her? She's so powerful, I'm just pretending to be weaker on the surface."
Xie Jingmo faced the wind and coughed a few times as the sun set.
On this day, Yun Zhao did not leave the palace.
Xie Jingmo pulled his coat closer and walked back to the room.
It's late at night.
"General, eating too much of this will damage your foundation. You already—what's the matter?"
"Besides, if Miss Yun knew, she would definitely be furious. Why would you harm yourself like this? Why can't you just talk it out nicely?"
Xie Jingmo poured a small packet of medicine powder into the tea and drank it in one gulp without thinking.
He handed the empty cup to the butler and whispered, "You don't understand. If I come, she——"
She's about to marry someone else.
If the ending is still the same.
Then he would rather have been shot to death.
Deputy General Gao said that love is tolerance and fulfillment.
But he can't do it...
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