"Is it for you or for him?" Emperor Mingxi turned and looked at the queen, his eyes like the abyss seeming to have the power to see through everything.
No, not as if, but definitely.
His Majesty has seen through everything about her.
The queen's whole body stiffened, and the blood in her body seemed to solidify.
The feeling of being seen through is like being stripped naked and standing in a hall in front of everyone.
Regret, shame, resentment, a mixture of emotions.
All kinds of emotions lingered in the queen's heart, making her want to defend herself, but she stammered and couldn't say a complete sentence.
She knelt deeply on the ground, like a sinner, and pressed her forehead against the ground.
After a long time, she pulled off the swaying phoenix hairpin on her head and put it aside. Then, she took off the gorgeous and expensive hair accessories one by one.
Looking at the two blood-red rubies on the trembling branch of the dragonfly.
The queen's eyes were dazed and her memory went back to the past.
She loved wearing gold and silver, the more luxurious the item, the better. When she gave birth to the child, she dressed simply, fearing that she might cause discomfort to the child.
Is she afraid that the child will be unwell, or is she afraid that she will have no one to rely on without the child?
I still remember that after the child was born, even though Emperor Mingxi was with her, he could not hide his closeness to her.
When the emperor was angry with her, the child, who was only a few months old, would come to her rescue.
His arrival brought her, who was born a palace maid, supreme honor.
The little sparrow actually flew onto the tree branch and turned into a phoenix.
She had been used to a hard life, and after selling herself into the palace, she had also longed for the emperor who was unparalleled in handsomeness and awe-inspiring without even getting angry.
But that's just a fantasy.
Unexpectedly, the dream came true one night and she became pregnant.
I still remember that day when the almighty emperor stepped down from the altar and whispered to her.
Knowing that she liked gold and silver, he rewarded her generously and even promised her the throne of queen.
As long as she gives birth to a child, regardless of gender, she will be the queen.
Jiang Shuhui woke up from her dream countless times because she dreamed that it was all fake.
It's too unreal, too beautiful.
It was so beautiful that she prayed every day that this dream would last a little longer.
On the day she gave birth, she nearly died from the pain.
It seemed like it wasn't an illusion, she was really dead, and it was only after the child was born that she breathed a sigh of relief.
Later experiences made the queen realize that perhaps she should have died that day.
Her unborn child also died, so perhaps the one who survived now is really a god?
The child that crawled out of her belly.
This was something she thought of later.
Later, while she admired the child's innocence and unconditional trust, she wondered where her original child had gone.
Later, she no longer thought about the child.
It's power and the admiration of everyone.
No matter what the child's background is, since he borrowed her body, he owed her something.
With this in mind, she took advantage of the child's trust and gained many benefits for herself.
As the queen gradually got along with him, she found that she really liked the child.
So she was very torn and in pain.
The original intention of gaining power was to protect his children, but now, he is using his children to gain power.
As for the child, he became more and more silent and sad, and even opened his bright eyes countless times, wanting to confess his feelings to her.
How did the queen do it?
She changed the subject, she avoided it like a tiger, she pretended to know nothing.
He repeatedly ignored the child's eyes begging for help.
The queen still remembered that his eyes seemed to speak.
I said countless times, Mother, please save the fish, the fish are sad.
Yu'er wants to talk to his mother.
Yes, when he was worried that his father’s love was gone, who could he talk to?
Who else could it be besides her mother?
The queen felt distressed and had someone whisper even more unpleasant words into his ears, bringing his emotions to a peak.
Even though I know he is too smart, I am used to forbearing.
But he is just a child of a few years old, and he will collapse when his emotions reach extremes.
By then, the emperor, who feels sorry for him, will descend with thundering wrath.
Given the emperor's love for his concubines, those concubines will definitely not be able to stay.
Her child is still the crown prince, and she is the queen, high above everyone else, and no one can shake her position.
So Yu'er, just be patient. After a few days of suffering, you will be able to get rid of those who have ulterior motives.
The queen recalled the past, and for some reason, she remembered the time she spent with the child one day.
At that time, her attitude was different, and Yuer must have noticed it.
No wonder he answered like that.
"Mother, do you like red gems?" The two-year-old chubby boy looked at her whose eyes were fixed on the dazzling light.
"Mother likes you more." The queen pinched his chubby face.
"Oh!" The little fat boy nodded his head, and the flesh on his cheeks trembled.
The queen thought that this matter was resolved and came over, but that afternoon, the child brought a box of gems to her.
The queen still remembered that she was excited and happy, with a hint of unspeakable desire.
She looked at Yu'er, hugged him tightly, kissed his hair and asked, "Why are you so good to mother?"
The little fat boy was silent for a long time, so long that the queen thought he didn't hear it.
He tilted his little face up, his childish face full of seriousness.
What did he say?
He said, "Your hair and skin are all yours from your parents. Your mother suffered a lot when you were born. You must take good care of her. I will work hard for whatever she likes and wants. And remember, you're just a girl, not anyone's mother. You're yourself, hehe."
It was difficult for him to speak such a long paragraph, and he spoke hesitantly and scratched his head.
He even wondered why he said that.
At the end of his speech, he was still grinning.
The queen still remembered that two red clouds rose on his round face and his eyes flashed with the most dazzling light.
Such purity deeply shocked her heart.
You are not your mother, you are yourself.
Deafening.
The Queen swore then and there that she would treat him well from now on; this was her child. (Aside: Fatty is me. There's no substitution involved. I won't go into further detail.)
But she could not control people's hearts, especially when the emperor was seriously ill and she was able to attend court.
Watching the civil and military officials of hundreds of dynasties kneel before her, all the important affairs of the country had to pass through her eyes.
The queen could no longer control her heart.
She wants more power...
Suppressing all thoughts, the Queen's face was calm, without even a trace of fear: "I plead guilty, Your Majesty will make the final decision. I only ask Your Majesty, please don't tell that..." The Queen paused, then added, "Don't tell my child."
She didn't want Yu'er to know that his most trusted mother had hurt him like this.
I don't want him to hate me even more.
"You worship Buddha sincerely, forget about the secular world, and don't want to see people. You only meet him during festivals." The emperor looked at her in a daze, with memories on her face, and felt disgusted.
People who pretend to be affectionate are despicable.
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