My name is Yuan, and I was born an emperor.
When I was just learning to speak, my mother often shed tears for me.
She said, Yuan'er, it's your mother who is incompetent.
She said, Yuan'er, you are the prince, born to be extremely noble.
But mother, I have never set foot out of the palace since I was two years old.
There were always guards with long swords slung across their shoulders guarding the palace gate, and the only palace servant coming and going was Nanny Yu.
The warm sun always shines through the stained glass windows and onto the damp and fishy palace.
I love books and never put them down.
From the book, we learn that the queen is the mother of a country and the prince is the crown prince of a country. They are the most noble people in the world.
I wonder why such a noble person lives in a corner and cannot even leave the palace?
As soon as I could walk, I longed for the spring outside.
It is mentioned in the Golden House: "Spring breeze, spring warmth, spring days, spring long, spring mountains are vast, spring waters are rippling."
I also yearn for it.
There are four seasons in a year, but my mother and I are huddled in this small world, and we have never even seen the full sun.
During the rainy season, the walls are always covered with green mold.
At this time last year, a new face suddenly came to the palace.
Compared with her mother who was plain-faced, she wore a star-shaped and moon-shaped hairpin, and her face showed undisguised contempt.
"Look, this is our Dazhao's little prince. He's this tall at just two years old, and so pitiful, so skinny, just like the beggar dogs I saw outside the palace."
My mother was so ashamed and angry that she wanted to reach out and hold me behind her.
But she didn't have the courage.
She could only watch helplessly as that arrogant woman pinched her cheeks, her sharp fingertips tracing across her pupils, and resentfully said, "What a beautiful face, but she was born to the Crown Prince. What an injustice."
She wanted to scratch my face.
Just draw it, I don’t care.
I don't know why, but this world is so boring that I don't even want to live.
When she was waving the knife at my face viciously, my timid mother suddenly rushed forward and pushed her away.
The woman was shocked and disgusted. She asked someone to restrain her mother and give her a good slap in the face.
No one can bully the people I protect in front of me.
"How dare you." I, who don't like to talk and only read books, suddenly spoke, which shocked my mother.
The woman was frightened by me. When she came to her senses, she asked someone to restrain me, but no one dared.
I know she wouldn't dare.
They all say that I am a monster, and when I look at people coldly, it seems as if I want to skin them alive and pull out their bones.
On this day, I left that narrow palace.
I was dragged there by someone.
My mother saw a man, a man I thought was weak, hypocritical and useless.
She said, this is the emperor of Dazhao, my biological father.
Let me call him "Father."
At that moment, ripples seemed to appear in my heart. The title of "Father" seemed to have a special meaning in my heart.
Even though I have doubts in my heart, I still want to call you father.
But the man threw down his wine glass in disgust and said, "You are the son of a traitor and a lowly woman, and you are not worthy of respecting me as your father."
I am not sad, but I am a little confused. If you hate my mother so much, how could you let me be the crown prince?
Later I learned that my grandfather was a powerful figure on the border, and that man dared to bully my mother because he knew that she loved him and would not complain to Cheng Guogong who was thousands of miles away.
I think that such an emperor is very incompetent. Since he is afraid of him, why not just kill Duke Cheng?
But on second thought, with such an incompetent person, the border is unstable, and the court officials are like muddy water. Without Duke Cheng, who can guard the border for him and let him sit on the throne safely?
My mother and I have mostly recorded his shame and weakness, because my mother always mentioned that His Majesty once said that as long as he could persuade my father to help him win the throne, he would always love and respect his wife.
A boring, useless man and an infatuated woman.
I don't even have the interest to look at them.
Duke Chengguo has returned to the capital, and my mother and I have been moved to the Queen's bedroom. He submitted three memorials in a row, asking about the Queen and the Crown Prince's well-being.
The man overturned the table and threatened my mother and me harshly, telling us to shut up.
The Queen Mother hurriedly agreed, "I? I don't care."
I always feel that there is no one or anything in this world that I can't miss.
A few idiots always come to show off in front of me, or knock over my food, or push me a few times.
Sadly, they never pushed forward.
They never get tired of such tricks, and palace maids often look at me with sympathy.
Of course, most are afraid.
I always have a blank expression on my face, and people say I am a ghost that crawled out of the eighteenth level of hell.
There is no other prince who has not yet started studying at the age of twelve, but I was born with this knowledge.
This went on year after year, with obsessed eyes often falling on me. One day, those idiots brought me to that man.
He laughed and said, "Father, he looks even better than the actors in the palace. Why don't you ask him to dance for us?"
That was a palace banquet.
Everyone's eyes were filled with pity and anger.
It took Lord Meng from the cabinet threatening death to persuade the man to retract his idea.
When I was fifteen, all the fools had entered the court to discuss politics, but I, the crown prince, only had one or two lecturers.
The court officials advised me again, and I was able to attend court, but that man wanted me to kneel before His Highness all the time.
No one can get up without an imperial edict.
I know that he is afraid of me, and I have never knelt before him.
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