Chapter 83 I'm in love with you too
"I don't know when I started to like you. It seems like I liked you when I woke up in the hospital, or maybe it was even earlier than that. The first time I saw you beating someone with a broom in the family compound, I was quite curious about you.
If you want to ask me what I like about you, I can't tell you. No matter what you are like, I like you. Before, I thought that I treated you like a brother treats a sister, but just now when I thought about getting married in the future, you were all in my mind, and I confirmed my feelings. "
Lin Nuan was happy when she saw Xiao Jingyan confessing his love to her. However, he must have been quite nervous, and it really hurt when his grip on her arm was real.
"Can you please let go of my hand first? My arm hurts."
Xiao Jingyan finally reacted, with guilt and apology on his face, and he also loosened his hands that were like iron clamps.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault for being too careless. I'm very strong, please check if I hurt you."
Lin Nuan smiled silently when she saw her helpless look. Fortunately, she was wearing thick clothes in winter. However, it hurt so much when he grabbed her, so she naturally didn't want to let him go easily. The difference in strength between men and women is huge, so she had to make him pay more attention in the future.
"It hurts. My arm must be red from your scratching."
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. Go home first and I'll buy you some medicine."
Xiao Jingyan looked at her nervously and freed her from the cramped corner. He wanted to hold her hand and send her home first, but he was worried that he would hurt her again.
"How about I take you to the hospital?"
Lin Nuan couldn't help but burst out laughing, and looked at Xiao Jingyan with a smile in her eyes, "How silly."
When you like someone, do you really become stupid?
"You've just confessed your feelings, don't you want to know my answer?"
Xiao Jingyan looked at her seriously and answered, "Yes."
"Then, I'll give you a chance. Congratulations. I like you, too."
If she likes someone, she should really say it out loud. She also wants to be brave for once. In her previous life, she was always timid. How could she have never had a crush on any man at the age of 26?
Actually, she did, but every time she thought about having a boyfriend or even getting married, she would think of the quarrel between her parents on the day when she had a car accident as a child.
At that time, she thought she had been living in a happy family. She didn't expect that it was just an illusion maintained by her parents. Her parents' relationship had broken down long ago, and her happy home was gone due to a car accident. The car accident caused by her parents' quarrel also became a shadow for her.
So she is afraid of marriage and doesn't even have the courage to have a relationship.
But in this life, she has a truly happy family. She witnessed the love between He Yunzhou and Wang Xiaoli, which made her envious and also made her desire to have a pure relationship.
After living her life over again, she has come to terms with it. If they love each other, they should stay together. If they don't love each other anymore, the worst that can happen is that they can just separate in a dignified manner.
Xiao Jingyan thought he would be rejected at first and was ready to fight back, but he didn't expect Lin Nuan to agree.
He just stood there and laughed foolishly, no longer as smart and capable as before.
He hugged Lin Nuan excitedly.
"Nuannuan, I will never let you regret giving me this opportunity."
After hugging for a while, he realized what was happening and immediately let go.
"Does your arm still hurt? Let's go to the hospital right away."
"No, it doesn't hurt anymore."
Lin Nuan looked around and realized that the place she was in was really not a place where she could have a good conversation.
Being in this corner is like doing something bad, and it is easy to be discovered.
Now that the two of them have confirmed their relationship, there are some things that need to be said up front.
“Is the house you bought close by?”
"It takes about ten minutes to drive."
"Didn't you say you wanted me to be the mistress of the house? It's still early, take me to have a look?"
After saying that, he walked away and walked towards the car.
Xiao Jingyan grinned foolishly, responded "OK", and quickly got into the car.
Ten minutes later, the car stopped in front of a five-story building.
When they arrived at the place, Lin Nuan showed no intention of getting off the car.
"We're here. It's on the third floor, with two bedrooms and a living room, 82 square meters. I didn't think too much about it when I bought it. I just wanted it to be closer to your home. The house is not big. If you think it's small, we can buy a bigger one later. I heard that the largest house in the second phase is more than 130 square meters. The money I've saved over the years is enough to buy another one."
At this time, even a small apartment with two bedrooms and a living room, 82 square meters, costs about 7,000 to 8,000 yuan, and a large apartment costs at least more than 10,000 yuan. This person bought it as soon as he said he would, just like buying cabbages in the vegetable market, without even blinking an eye. It seems that he is quite rich.
But when you think about how dangerous each mission was, it's understandable that he could save so much money. Everything he has now was earned by risking his life.
Lin Nuan felt that some things needed to be made clearer.
"Xiao Jingyan, there are some things I want to make clear to you before I go upstairs. I admit that I like you, but I am a very selfish person. Compared to my liking for you, I like myself more. Maybe in this life, I will never like you more than I like myself.
I am only a freshman in college now. It's okay to date before graduation, but I don't plan to get married. Even after graduation, I don't know if I will want to get married. You and I are different. You have reached the age to get married. If you want to get married and start a family now, then we might as well not start.
In terms of relationships, I feel that giving is mutual, and I don’t believe in eternal love. If one day we no longer love each other, I hope we can be honest with each other. Everyone has their own secrets, and you can choose not to say them if you don’t want to, but don’t lie, even if it’s a white lie, I cannot accept it because I hate lies.
Even if we get married in the future, I will not be a full-time housewife and rely entirely on you to live. I also have my own dreams and things I want to do.
If you can accept what I said, then we will officially start dating today. If you can’t accept it, then we can just go our separate ways and forget what we said before.”
Whether now or in the future, women should not be appendages of men and should be financially independent.
Never let love carry you to your head just because a man says "I will support you".
In her previous life, Lin Nuan had seen too many women who lost themselves because of marriage, and none of them did not regret the decisions they had made.
Xiao Jingyan held Lin Nuan's hand and looked at her seriously and firmly.
"Nuannuan, I am not a pedantic person. My feelings for you will not become a constraint for you. I support all your dreams and will be your strong backer. To be honest, I want to marry you, and I want it now, but I will not force you to do anything you don't want to do. I can wait until the day you are willing to marry me."