Chapter 46: Outsmart! The Word Spirit is coming to me!
【Boom.】
He took the first step.
Zheng Qiuyu felt her knees go weak, and a shudder from the vital level almost made her kneel down on the spot.
【Boom.】
Step 2.
She couldn't breathe. The air seemed to have solidified, pressing down on her chest.
She was pinned to the spot, unable to move even a little finger.
"You took advantage of my amnesia."
His voice was flat, like a cold machine, reading out her crimes.
"Use my power."
"Use my protection for you..."
He drew closer, and the handsome face that had moved her heart so many times was now filled with absolute indifference. That face was the god who judged her sins.
He stopped in front of her, looking down at her condescendingly, his eyes fixed precisely on her flat belly.
Then, he laughed.
It was a smile full of sarcasm and malice.
"Now……"
"You still want to use this 'bastard' in my belly, whose true or false nature it is, to tie me up for life?"
Bastard?!
These two words are neither thunder nor blade.
It was a red-hot poisonous needle with barbs, which pierced into Zheng Qiuyu's softest soul and then pulled it out violently!
“Buzz!”
Her mind went blank, and all the blood in her body seemed to be drained away in an instant, and her face turned as pale as paper.
At this moment, she finally understood.
This is no ordinary illusion.
This is the fear deep in her heart, the one she has spent countless days and nights burying and whitewashing, but which still makes her break out in cold sweats when she wakes up in her dreams at midnight!
It's her own inner demon!
She was scared.
She was scared to death!
She can be cruel and ruthless to the whole world and use everyone as a stepping stone.
Only this one thing!
Only to him!
She was filled with unspeakable guilt and remorse that was enough to drown her.
The "burning" eyes were like looking at a pile of garbage that needed to be cleaned up, a stain that had to be wiped away.
"Your existence..."
He slowly raised his hand, and in his palm, the chaotic power that was powerful enough to annihilate the stars began to condense, emitting an aura that made her familiar and frightened.
Familiar, because she had been protected by this power countless times.
Fear, because this power was aimed at her for the first time.
No.
More precisely, her abdomen.
He pronounced the final judgment in a cold tone, a pronouncement of divine punishment:
“…is my greatest shame.”
The destructive force pressed down on my head!
Blocked all her escape routes!
Destroyed all her hopes!
"This lie..."
His voice echoed in the pure white space, filled with sickening disgust.
"This 'bastard'..."
"And you, a liar..."
His palm pressed down with a bang!
"Everything should be taken away from my world——"
"Disappear completely!"
In his deepest fear, he was killed by the person he gave everything to protect.
There is more than this...
A more desperate way to die?
No.
This is not death.
This is more heartbreaking than death!
Tears, like blood flowing from the cracks of her soul, burned her cheeks hotly.
But Zheng Qiuyu did not close his eyes.
There was no begging for mercy.
In the abyss of extreme despair, a madness more primitive and brutal than the desire to survive exploded from her spine!
It’s cruel!
Be cruel to yourself! Be cruel to this damn fate!
She is not a lamb to be slaughtered!
Zheng Qiuyu suddenly raised her head, and her bloodshot eyes, like two burning stars, were fixed on the face in front of her that she loved to the core and also feared to the core.
Then.
She smiled.
The laughter was hoarse and broken, like a demon crawling out of hell, with a sense of madness that said, "No one will survive today."
"So what?!"
The sound was like poisoned glass shards, making a sharp whistle in this pure white space.
"I lied to you, used you, slept with you, and gave birth to your child!"
She screamed madly at the "burning fire" in the illusion, and every word seemed like flesh and blood torn out from her throat, carrying with it hatred and unwillingness.
"I did everything to survive! Have you regained your consciousness now? Do you remember? Are you going to clean up the mess?"
The corners of her mouth were stretched to the maximum, blood and tears were mixed together, and her whole face was as hideous as a ghost, but with a resolute and morbid beauty.
"You want me to kneel down and admit my mistake, and then be killed?"
"You're—dreaming!"
The last three words were not shouted out.
She used up the last bit of her soul to grind out each word from between her teeth!
This is the verdict on the illusion!
It was also an ultimatum to her own heart of Taoism which was about to collapse!
Don’t fall!
I, you are not allowed to fall!
At this moment, without any need to think, a self-destructive thought turned into her only instinct for survival!
Is the illusion caused by inner demons? A mental loophole?
Then use a stronger spirit and a crazier will to shatter this loophole along with your own brain!
Without any hesitation!
Zheng Qiuyu's divine consciousness brazenly detonated the forbidden existence that was bound to her soul!
This time, the target is not the enemy, not the illusion!
It's her!
"Word Spirit: Deceiving Heaven——!!"
The voice she made was no longer a human voice, but a roar that resounded through the soul!
At the cost of burning half of her soul's essence, she issued the craziest, most brutal, and most reckless order in her life to herself!
"My life is my own! Inner demon...get out of here!!"
boom--------!
The order is divine punishment!
An invisible chaotic divine thunder, from the top of Zheng Qiuyu's spiritual platform, penetrated everything and struck fiercely into her sea of consciousness!
That wasn't an attack from the illusion.
That was her own golden finger, executing her order to "attack herself" in the most explosive way!
The soul is burning!
Consciousness is being torn apart!
puff--!
The excruciating pain barely had time to spread throughout her body before Zheng Qiuyu's entire body arched up like a shrimp struck by a powerful force. Warm, sticky liquid gushed out of her eyes, ears, mouth, and nose uncontrollably.
It's blood! It's the blood of one's own life force mixed with the fragments of one's soul!
Use your own spear to pierce your own shield! The backlash is doubled! It's instantaneous!
However!
It is precisely in this self-harming pain that is enough to make even gods perish instantly!
[Crack! Crack! Crack! Crack!]
The indestructible pure white illusion finally let out a wail of being overwhelmed!
Hideous black cracks, like poisonous snakes that came to life, spread wildly throughout the space with Zheng Qiuyu as the center!
The world is flickering and collapsing!
…
Thousands of miles away, in the gloomy hall of bones.
On the throne of Venerable Shadow Bone, two points of soul fire suddenly jumped on the skull face under the black robe.
"oh?"
He uttered a syllable filled with playfulness and contempt, as if he saw an ant pinched by his fingertips, which actually wanted to stretch out its thin legs to kick him.
“It’s a bit of an interesting struggle.”
Instead of panicking, he let out a low, bone-grinding laugh.
"You want to use self-harm to shake my 'Inner Demon Curse'? In front of my soul-playing tricks, your will, like you, is cheap and ridiculous."
He gently twisted his bony fingers towards the void.
"Then... let me give you some more ingredients."
"Make your despair more delicious."
Buzz!!
A spiritual force that was several times larger than before, like black ink, instantly dyed the invisible curse connection black!
In the illusion.
The pure white space that was about to collapse was unexpectedly glued together and repaired by a brutal force! It even became more solid and suffocating than before!
And the murderous intent on "Zhuohuo's" cold face was even stronger!
He raised his palm and without hesitation, pressed down on Zheng Qiuyu's bulging belly!
The chaotic force that annihilates everything is no longer a threat!
It... touched her clothes!
The cold, all-destructive breath of death instantly penetrated her skin, froze her blood, and pierced the fragile little life in her belly!
Oh no…
Zheng Qiuyu's soul, like a punctured balloon, was rapidly drying up and dissipating.
The price of burning her essence drained her of everything.
Her vision was completely blurred.
The "burning fire" before his eyes was only a cold black outline representing death.
Her consciousness was like a candle in the wind, its flame dimming.
support……
No……
live……
...
In the illusion, the "burning" palm has already pressed down!
In reality, inside the cabin of the Xingyin Boat, Zheng Qiuyu's whole body twitched violently, and then he collapsed completely, the breath of life fading away rapidly like the tide.
Is she really going to die from the deepest fear that she has created?
The last moment when consciousness sinks into darkness.
In a trance.
She seemed to hear a sound, a very light one that did not belong to this dreamland...
Heartbeat.
Boom.
…
At the same time.
In reality, Zhuohuo, who was sleeping peacefully on her legs, suddenly... trembled with his long and curly eyelashes without any warning.
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