Chapter 339 Self-blame



Qin Zijin took a comfortable hot bath. When she came out, she saw Tang Can holding Tang Siwan and walking around the room. The little girl seemed to have woken up and started crying for some reason. Tang Can hummed a nursery rhyme and walked back and forth with her in his arms.

Seeing Qin Zijin coming out of the shower, he looked up and saw that her hair was a little wet. He couldn't help but frown, "Why is your hair still wet? Dry it quickly, or you'll catch a cold. I asked someone, and they said you can't be exposed to the wind or the cold during confinement. It's not good for your health."

Qin Zijin didn't know whether to laugh or cry. She went to get a dry towel and wiped her hair while glancing at Tang Siwan. "This girl doesn't cry much usually, why is she crying so hard now?"

"I don't know. She's not hungry, and she didn't poop or wet her pants." Tang Can also frowned and looked down at Tang Siwan. He saw the little girl howling with her eyes closed and her little fists clenched tightly.

It has been such a long time since she was born, but this is the first time Qin Zijin has seen this little girl crying at night.

During the days in the hospital, she was very sensible. She would go to sleep after eating and would never cry or make a fuss unless necessary. Qin Zijin even thought that the little girl was precocious.

Now it seems that he is still a baby and can cry and make a fuss.

She walked forward to take a look and saw that the little girl's face was not very good and her lips were a little purple. Her expression changed involuntarily. She reached out and touched her forehead. Her forehead was cold. She hurriedly grabbed Tang Siwan's hand to take her pulse.

"Put her down quickly. She has a bit of intestinal obstruction, but it's not serious. I'll give her two injections and she'll be fine." Qin Zijin saw that Tang Shen was holding Tang Siwan in an incorrect posture, and hurriedly urged him.

Tang Shen didn't dare to delay and quickly and carefully put the child down.

Qin Zijin turned around, took out the gold needle, and gave Tang Siwan two pricks.

The little girl felt pain and cried even harder.

Soon there was a knock on the door, and Tang Simeng's anxious voice, "Mom, Dad, what's wrong with my sister? Can I come in?"

"Come in." Tang Can took the time to reply.

Tang Simeng opened the door and came in.

Seeing Tang Siwan crying so hard and gasping for breath, she felt a little distressed. She walked over to the side of the crib, reached out and gently patted her belly, "Sister, be good, don't cry, your voice is hoarse, can I sing a song for you? Please don't cry after listening to it, okay?"

Tang Siwan was sobbing. She had cried so hard just now that she couldn't stop, and now she couldn't stop at all.

Tang Simeng started humming a ballad.

The songs she learned in kindergarten were very limited, and she could only sing those few over and over again.

After humming two songs, when she sang "Little White Boat", Tang Siwan finally stopped crying, but there were still tears in her eyes, looking pitiful.

Tang Simeng reached out and carefully touched her head. "Don't cry, little sister. You're so good. I'm going to bed now. You have to go to school tomorrow. Can I come play with you after school? I'll even sing a song for you."

Tang Siwan blinked and looked at Tang Simeng with wet eyes.

Tang Simeng thought she was really cute, so cute that she wanted to kiss her.

But she remembered what Qi Boqian said, that her sister had just been born and her immunity was too weak. If she kissed her casually, it would easily bring bacteria to her sister and make her sick. She forced herself to hold back, and finally just grabbed Tang Siwan's little hand and squeezed it gently.

Tang Siwan blinked, her eyelids gradually became heavy, and finally she fell into a deep sleep.

"Mengmeng is so amazing. She is a big sister now and can even coax her younger sister to sleep." Qin Zijin's face was full of surprise.

She was a little worried at first that Tang Simeng and Tang Ruixuan would not be able to accept her sister all of a sudden and would not get along well with her. She did not expect that Tang Simeng would be so unusually nice to Tang Siwan.

"Mom, can I come and play with my sister tomorrow?" Tang Simeng looked at Qin Zijin with anticipation.

Qin Zijin rubbed her head and said, "Of course you can. You can come and play with your sister anytime. But your sister is too young now and sleeps most of the time. You should wait until she is not asleep to come and play with her."

"Yeah. Mom, will you still like me after you have a younger sister?" Tang Simeng nodded happily, and then looked at Qin Zijin with some caution.

Qin Zijin was stunned for a moment, then squatted down in front of Tang Simeng. "Mengmeng, why would you think that? You and Wanwan are both my treasures. How could I possibly love you less just because I have a younger sister?"

"But I haven't seen my mother for a long time. I miss her very much. She is never at home..." Tang Simeng said with her head down, her face full of loss.

Qin Zijin felt as if his heart was stabbed by something and it hurt a lot.

She reached out and pulled Tang Simeng into her arms, hugging her gently. "It's Mom's fault. I've been busy lately and haven't had time to go home. It's not because of you that I've been deliberately ignoring you and your brother. In the future, Mom will spend more time with you and won't abandon you anymore."

"Mom." Tang Simeng also stretched out her hand and hugged Qin Zijin tightly.

Qin Zijin felt very guilty.

She divided her time with other people and ignored the feelings of her two children.

No matter how much money she makes or how many lives she saves, she can never make up for the lack of companionship with her children.

Now Tang Ruixuan and Tang Simeng need their parents' company the most. She really shouldn't spend too much time on other things, but should spend more time with her children.

When the two children grow up, they will no longer need her company.

Qin Zijin hugged Tang Simeng and talked for a while, and then Tang Simeng went back to sleep.

"Tang Shen, I think I was wrong. I should spend more time with Xuanxuan and Mengmeng in the future. I've been busy treating Shunan's illness recently and have neglected my two children. I'm really irresponsible as a mother." Qin Zijin was lying on the bed, thinking about what Tang Simeng had just said, and felt more and more guilty.

Tang Shen reached out and hugged her. "It's my fault too. I should have explained it clearly to them. From now on, leave the outside affairs to me. You just stay at home with the three children."

"Then you are alone outside, so don't be seduced by the little goblins outside, otherwise I will not forgive you." Qin Zijin snorted, waved his fist, and threatened Tang Can.

Tang Shen couldn't help but laugh when he heard this, and he held Qin Zijin's hand even tighter, "I already have you, which little devil can I still be interested in? Go to sleep, you are the biggest devil, I will give you my life."

Qin Zijin covered her mouth and laughed secretly, rubbing against Tang Shen's arms, "Tang Shen, I saw her."

"Huh?" Tang Shen didn't quite understand what Qin Zijin said.

Qin Zijin was silent for a moment before repeating, "That's right, the original her, the original Qin Zijin."

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