She wiped her face and said, "In my previous life, you were so kind and pulled me out of Che Qingyi's trap, but I didn't know what was good and what was bad and repaid your kindness with hatred."
"I wonder if this is the reason why I've had such a hard time in this life. Fate is letting me see with my own eyes what would have happened if I hadn't had your help and had continued down this path to the end."
She smiled bitterly: "The facts prove that without you helping me, my life would have been completely ruined. In my previous life, at least I was able to keep my reputation."
"You can still pick and choose blind dates."
"But in this life..." She became a prisoner.
The result of past life is today.
Lu Qing's eyes were penetrating. "This is the me in my dream... No, I should say this is the path I always dreamed of completing in my past life."
"I thought the end of the road would be a glorious future, but it turned out to be blood, tears, ruined reputation, and years in prison."
This was the "good future" she wanted to get back after she regretted breaking up with Che Qingyi in her previous life.
In her previous life, she was stupid and unwilling to accept it. She felt that Su Lixuan had hindered her bright future, but she didn't know that Su Lixuan had truly saved her.
"Because I repaid your kindness with hatred in my past life, I created a 'karma', so in this life, fate has bestowed upon me the bitter fruit that I should have tasted in my past life."
"I only started having dreams about my past life after I went to prison. If God wanted me to be good, he should have let me dream about my past life long before I did something that I couldn't turn back from."
But she had never dreamed of it before, and she had never dreamed of it before she hurt Che Qingyi, but she dreamed of it after she was caught.
It can be seen that God is not favoring her, but just wants to punish her.
Punish her for her superficiality and viciousness in her previous life.
Lu Qing was smiling, but tears were streaming down her face: "It's retribution."
"Su Lixuan, maybe I wronged you in my previous life, so I am being punished in this life."
"If I had known how to be content and grateful in my previous life, I would have lived a good life and behaved well after you helped me, and even... I would have repaid you well."
"Then why is it that I never met someone who could lend me a hand when I was most desperate in my life?"
It's all fate.
It’s the same old saying - yesterday’s cause, today’s result.
She once pushed away someone who was doing good for her and beat him into a desperate situation.
God may think that she is not worthy of being saved, so he lets her go to the end of the dead end in this life.
After she left, she regretted it, and her past life regretted it as well.
But what’s the use?
There's no going back.
Just like she couldn't go back to her previous life to make up for her debt to Su Lixuan.
This was how her life would be, because of her own stupidity, her life was ruined.
She said to Su Lixuan nervously, "I'm sorry. This is my retribution."
"Will you please forgive me? If you forgive me, maybe I won't have dreams about my past life anymore."
She wouldn't have to be tortured to the point of being unable to distinguish between reality and dreams, and wouldn't have to suffer mental torture day after day.
Su Lixuan understood: "So you went to all that trouble to ask someone to find me here just to confess to me."
Her smile was like a ray of light in the simple visiting room, shining holy and healing into Lu Qing's heart full of panic and regret.
Hope appeared in Lu Qing's eyes.
She thought that Su Lixuan didn't believe what she said.
Since I didn't enter into her dream about her previous life.
Then with Su Lixuan's praised good character...will Su Lixuan help her?
Would you think she was talking nonsense and casually give her forgiveness to get rid of her?
This moment.
Lu Qing was like a dehydrated fish thrown on the shore.
She longed for a bucket of sweet rain.
Especially, the sweet rain that she longed for seemed to be just around the corner. She could see it just by looking up, as if with just a little effort, she could bathe herself in the joy of liberation...
As long as Su Lixuan says forgiveness.
Lu Qing looked at Su Lixuan nervously.
There were a lot of thoughts in her mind...Su Lixuan should say forgiveness. She had never done anything wrong to Su Lixuan in her life, nor had she tortured or harmed Su Lixuan.
They have no great hatred.
Lu Qing: "...Forgive me, you can easily set me free..."
Su Lixuan looked at her with a smile on her face but her eyes were full of indifference.
His lips parted slightly, his voice was brisk, but what he gave to Lu Qing was definitely not a sweet dew.
But... Lu Qing deserved it a long time ago... a head-on blow!
Su Lixuan said softly, "I won't forgive you. Just give up on this idea."
"What?" Lu Qing's eyes widened.
Su Lixuan said calmly, "Even if you pop your eyes out of their sockets, I won't say I forgive you."
"Since you know that what you dreamed about was from your past life, it means that what you dreamed about was something that had already happened."
"It happened, the damage has already been done. How can you think that I will forgive you for the harm you have done to me just by a simple apology?"
Lu Qing felt as if he had seen these words before.
...Isn't this what she was thinking when Zhao Qingzhu visited her in prison and apologized to her?
It's just that she didn't say it at the time, and Su Lixuan was more straightforward than her. She said whatever she thought without mercy.
At this moment, Lu Qing looked at Su Lixuan, whose face showed no trace of compassion, and suddenly felt that... the real retribution might have just begun.
It turns out that realizing that you are suffering retribution is not called retribution.
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