Not long after Gu Qingchi posted on Weibo, a large number of people quickly gathered in the comment section.
[I like Chichi too! I say I love you loudly! ]
[So, this is a real deal? The wrist was really cut? I feel so bad, is it because of Xie Luyu? I'll beat his head off!]
[Calm down above, although it is very likely that depression is caused by long-term living in a depressing environment, it is not necessarily the case. There are also cases where depression is caused by physiological factors. ]
[But is cold violence right? Even if I don’t want to live with you and want a quick divorce, I will never say a word to you, and passers-by will turn against you. ]
[No wonder it takes so long to receive a notification...]
[Mom won’t urge you to come out to work anymore. Mom will buy you some milk tea. Woohoo. ]
[I heard it's hard to cure. Suicidal behavior must be severe, right? I have a cousin like that. No matter what, she can't control herself. Her family is very tired. Even her father has lost his temper several times. He doesn't understand why she would do such a thing. I hope Chi Chi's family can love him very much. ]
[Chichi's family is rich, so things should be much better and not so tiring. ]
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Xie Luyu installed a star-chasing app, so he knew about Gu Qingchi’s Weibo post as soon as she did.
He had been happily waiting for Gu Qingchi to finish his work, but now the corners of his mouth that were raised slowly drooped.
It's like someone is forcibly opening the scar of a wound that hasn't healed yet.
The deep-buried worries and fears gradually emerged and overwhelmed him. He was clearly holding Gu Qingchi's hand tightly, but he felt that Gu Qingchi was still standing on the edge of the cliff, shaky.
After the Weibo post was sent out, Gu Qingchi’s message came in.
Xie Luyu didn't have time to think too much.
[Okay, I'm done, we can continue our conversation. For tomorrow, can we meet after 10am?]
Gu Qingchi is very straightforward.
[I feel like it’s too early for me to get up.]
[Then at ten o'clock, I'll pick you up then.]
Xie Luyu continued chatting with Gu Qingchi in the same tone as usual.
It was as if nothing had happened, as if the fear and anxiety just now were all illusions.
It is summer now, and they are close to the beach, where there is also a sea park. Before ten o'clock, Xie Luyu drove the car and parked near Gu Qingchi's house.
Xie Luyu drove a very cool convertible sports car. The trunk of such a cool sports car was cluttered with a lot of things. He even brought a small bucket to pick up small things on the beach.
He waited for a while, and at ten o'clock he sent a message to Gu Qingchi, saying that he had arrived.
Gu Qingchi said nothing and directly initiated location sharing. Before Xie Luyu could see the direction clearly and figure out where to go, he saw the small dot representing Gu Qingchi approaching him little by little and gradually overlapping.
He looked up and saw Gu Qingchi carrying a bag. They had agreed to go to the beach yesterday. Gu Qingchi went there with Mrs. Gu last time and didn't have enough fun. He was still thinking about the ice cream there. According to Gu Qingchi, the taste was very special and different from that of other places.
Inside the bag was a set of replacement clothes, a swimsuit, sunscreen and food that Mrs. Gu brought for Gu Qingchi.
Gu Qingchi waved to Xie Luyu, trotted over, opened the passenger door, and got in the car.
Xie Luyu took the bag and handed Gu Qingchi a pair of sunglasses. The sun was quite strong today and they were going to the beach, so he also brought sunscreen and moisturizing spray. He was not so careful on weekdays, and when he thought of Gu Qingchi, he felt that one trunk was not enough.
Gu Qingchi took the sunglasses and put them on immediately.
Both of them were wearing sunglasses. They looked at each other and laughed.
Xie Luyu started the car and shouted amid the engine noise.
"Let's go!"
Because it was a weekday, there were not many people at the beach and they didn't even change into their swimsuits.
As soon as Gu Qingchi arrived, he excitedly walked towards the beach with a small bucket in his hand.
Xie Luyu followed Gu Qingchi, and Gu Qingchi did not stop when passing by a shop that rented out skateboards, windsurfing boards and sailboats.
The boss was at the door. He knew Xie Luyu and the boss had a loud voice.
"Hey, you're free today. Do you want to dive or surf? You called me yesterday and asked me to keep it for you. There's no need. There are not many people here now. All the boats are empty. If you want it, I'll give it to you right away."
"No, no, not now. Let me wait and see. I came here with my boyfriend today."
The boss looked like he understood.
Then he spoke in a loud voice.
"Then I don't want your money. If you need it later, I'll give it to you for free. Consider it my advance gift money."
Fortunately, Gu Qingchi had walked far away and couldn’t hear it, otherwise his ears would have turned red again.
Xie Luyu greeted the boss, then took a few quick steps and chased after Gu Qingchi.
Gu Qingchi was holding a small bucket and squatting under a coconut tree. He picked up a small hermit crab with a shell on its back, and a shell, and threw the shell into the bucket with a snap.
His eyes were sparkling, and when he saw Xie Luyu coming over, he asked Xie Luyu to look at his treasure, and Xie Luyu leaned over to take a look.
"The little one over there has its legs sticking out. The one at the far end must have been picked up by mistake. It's an empty shell."
Gu Qingchi shook his head.
"There is a little crab at home that has grown up. Its shell is too small, so we need to replace it with a bigger one."
Gu Qingchi felt very happy when he walked around the beach with a small bucket, stopping here and there to look for treasures. Sometimes he could even pick up small crabs with shells on their backs. Gu Qingchi also had a large fish tank at home, which took up one wall and was filled with sand and a little water to raise these little creatures.
When Gu Qingchi had nothing to do, he could watch them busying around for the entire afternoon.
Xie Luyu seldom plays like this when he goes to the beach. He used to go to the beach to do things like surfing and sailing.
Gu Qingchi liked it, so Xie Luyu also started looking for it. Whenever he found a shell he thought was pretty, he would wag his tail and run to Gu Qingchi to present it. If Gu Qingchi praised him, he would be full of motivation and run from one side of the beach to the other to find the prettiest little shells for Gu Qingchi.
Gu Qingchi also liked to walk into the sea. Several times he walked too far into the sea and was always pulled back by Xie Luyu.
The pants and short-sleeved shirts of both men were wet.
Time passed by unknowingly, and soon it became dark, and the sea breeze became a little cold.
Gu Qingchi's face became visibly paler.
Xie Luyu took the heavy bucket from Gu Qingchi's hand. The bottom of the original bucket was already full. Xie Luyu borrowed this bucket from the boss. The boss gave them three or four of them without saying a word, and also gave them lids. It is said that if the lids are closed, water will not spill out on the road, and it is specially used for people to pick up fish.
Now that Gu Qingchi had become wealthy, he started to classify the items and assigned tasks to each person. Some were responsible for collecting fish, some were responsible for collecting crabs, and some were responsible for collecting starfish.
There was fine sand on Xie Luyu's hands. He touched Gu Qingchi's face with the back of his hand, which was cold.
"It's too late, let's go change our clothes and go home."
There is a place to change clothes at the beach, which is divided into men and women only, similar to the school locker room, and there are lockers.
There was no one in the huge locker room. The ceiling was very high, the lights were broken, and it was very dark in the locker room.
Gu Qingchi didn't feel it when he was playing, but now he felt a little tired. He took off his shirt and sat on the stool in the middle, waiting for his body to dry. He casually put his long legs forward, leaned back, and supported his body with his hands.
The muscular lines on his body are just right, neither too thin nor too burly.
Gu Qingchi's hair was also wet, with water droplets still flowing down his jaw to his collarbone and then down.
Xie Luyu simply took a towel, put it on Gu Qingchi's hair from behind, and rubbed it gently.
Gu Qingchi squinted his eyes comfortably like a cat.
After wiping his hair, Xie Luyu started to dry his body little by little from the collarbone downwards. He inevitably moved forward a little, as if he was about to put his chin on Gu Qingchi's shoulder. When Gu Qingchi tilted his head and Xie Luyu felt Gu Qingchi's warm breath, he realized that the distance was too close.
Xie Luyu subconsciously stood up and stepped back a little.
Then I felt a warm touch on my lips.
Gu Qingchi moved forward a little, pressed his lips against Xie Luyu's, then tentatively stuck out his tongue to pry open Xie Luyu's teeth. He seemed to feel it was a good feeling, so he closed his eyes and indulged in the kiss.
In fact, Gu Qingchi is more addicted to sensory stimulation than many people. His long-term emotional depression makes him do many things to please himself.
He can do things that many people are ashamed to do just for the sake of comfort.
Gu Qingchi took the lead in this kiss. He seduced Xie Luyu and made him follow his rhythm. In the end, when he felt it was about time, Gu Qingchi closed his eyes and stopped.
He stepped back, sat there, and adjusted himself to a comfortable sitting position. Then Xie Luyu, just as he had expected, came up to him like a big dog, kissing him from his lips to his jaw, to his neck, and then to his collarbone.
Gu Qingchi squinted his eyes slightly, as if he was very comfortable. He tilted his head. Xie Luyu put one knee on the bench, supported his body with one hand, and put the other hand on Gu Qingchi's waist, kissing his neck.
"Do you want to do it?"
Gu Qingchi suddenly spoke.
Xie Luyu stopped, as if he didn't understand what Gu Qingchi meant.
"Um?"
Gu Qingchi repeated it patiently.
"Do you want to do it? Now, I heard it will be very comfortable."
Xie Luyu's voice was hoarse.
"I am a traditional person. I am an old-fashioned person. We still have to go through your parents' place. When the time comes, I will go through it openly. Otherwise, it will be improper."
He said this with a smile to himself, but it wasn't meant as a joke.
"Otherwise, what if, after you do it, you don't want me anymore?"
Gu Qingchi really thought about it.
"But if I really don't want you, it's useless to make it public."
Gu Qingchi's body was almost dry, and Xie Luyu handed a dry shirt to Gu Qingchi. The ends of Gu Qingchi's hair were still a little wet. He just put on the shirt and didn't want to button it. He left his chest open, revealing his beautifully toned muscles. The shirt was very thin, and Gu Qingchi's pale body could be seen.
Xie Luyu spoke every word seriously.
"Why is it useless? If you get tired of the old and fall in love with the new, and then go find another good-looking boy or girl, I will ask mom to scold you, and ask my brother and dad to take you home and let me take care of it."
Gu Qingchi thought it was a bit funny. Xiaoke had told him a plot like this when she was reading a novel. He still remembered it was called "Slap the Scumbag in the Face". He continued with the story jokingly.
"Then you're going to do as they say in the online novels, letting my mother scold me, ruin my reputation, make me extremely miserable, and then slap me in the face, kick me out, and vent your anger."
"No, no, no, a wife who has shared the hardships of life should not be divorced. When the time comes, I will rely on you and force you to stay at home and play with me, and not go out to look for other women."
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