Gu Qingchi leads a normal life, seeing the doctor on time and completing his work.
That ridiculous banquet seemed to be just a dream, which was forgotten when he woke up and had no effect on Gu Qingchi at all.
It's just that the company received a lot of calls, every one of them was looking for Gu Qingchi, some good and some bad. Some came to question, saying they were Gu Qingchi's family, some even asked for contact information, and some asked about the price. Ye Li thought it was ridiculous. He still remembered that Gu Qingchi said he was an orphan at the time, but in the end they were all dismissed casually. Mrs. Gu also hadn't sent a message to Gu Qingchi for a long time.
Life is peaceful and dead silent, without any abnormality, this is normal, there is no intersection with the past, no one can see what he looks like now, everyone is living a good life, loving the people they should love, it's great.
It was also at this time that Gu Qingchi attempted suicide for the first time.
That day, he had just finished a conversation with the doctor. He went home and sat for a while. Finally, he suddenly took down all the curtains in the house and cleaned the entire house. The house was bright and sunny. Little Lihua followed Gu Qingchi for a while, and finally curled up on the balcony and fell asleep in the sun.
Finally, he checked Xiaolihua's feeder and waterer and filled them with newly opened cat food.
A message was sent to a group of people - although it was called a group message, it actually only included Xie Luyu, Ye Li, and Xiaoke.
The message was simple: Can the little tabby cat be fostered at your place starting tomorrow? It's easy to take care of, just feed it with cat food.
Ye Li and Xiao Ke didn't think much about it and replied. At most they would ask when to pick him up. They didn't care if they didn't receive a reply from Gu Qingchi.
When he sees it, he will reply. Gu Qingchi is the kind of person who doesn't check his phone often. Compared to the addictive Internet, he prefers to play the piano to kill time. He is also stumbling when using various fancy apps, and he can spend a long time to figure out why the message doesn't pop up.
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Xie Luyu was sleeping in the nanny car. He had just returned from abroad and was adjusting to the jet lag. When he was adjusting to the jet lag, he had to be quiet. He usually had a good temper and was fine with anything, but he would get grumpy when he woke up, and if he didn't get enough sleep, he would feel low in spirits. The assistant and the driver knew his habit and moved lightly.
When the sound effect of receiving a message on WeChat sounded, the assistant and the driver were startled and touched their phones to see if they were not muted. Then they saw Xie Luyu crawling up from behind and turning on his phone.
The assistant breathed a sigh of relief and waited for Xie Luyu to explode. He still remembered that the last time Pan Xiaocheng sent a message to Xie Luyu in the morning, he received a series of voice messages. Xie Luyu spoke for a whole minute without even taking a breath. Every sentence was sharp without a single swear word. It was unclear whether he was embarrassing others or himself.
Then the assistant saw that Xie Luyu's face changed and he even stopped sleeping. He immediately gave an address and asked the driver to go there as soon as possible.
Xie Luyu was really nervous and had no desire to sleep. He felt something was wrong when he saw the message. Gu Qingchi was the type of person who would not bother others unless it was absolutely necessary. Especially after that incident, he avoided Xie Luyu and never contacted him actively. Even if he needed help, he would not find Xie Luyu.
He called Ye Li on the way, and after confirming that Gu Qingchi had no recent plans, he started calling Gu Qingchi one after another, but no one answered the last call. Gu Qingchi answered the phone.
Xie Luyu felt relieved a little and talked to Gu Qingchi.
He seemed to have just woken up and was still a little sleepy. He talked to Xie Luyu for a while and then said he was going to sleep. Then the call never came through again, and there didn't seem to be anything wrong.
But Xie Luyu hesitated for a while and chose to trust his intuition. He still did not change his mind and asked the driver to drive as fast as possible.
Xie Luyu didn't know how many times he said "hurry up, hurry up" and it took him more than ten minutes to rush to Gu Qingchi's place. After knocking on the door and finding that he couldn't open it, he went to find the property management.
Finally, Gu Qingchi was found lying on the floor in the living room, his face and body were splattered with blood, he was wet with water and blood, even the carpet was wet, the bloodstains meandered all the way to the bathroom, the door of the bathroom was open, the little tabby dog was squatting at the bathroom door, its belly was stained red, it seemed to have been in the bathtub, its fur was wet, originally when Xie Luyu knocked on the door, he could hear its shrill cries, but when he saw someone coming he stopped barking, just watched Xie Luyu check on Gu Qingchi's condition.
Xie Luyu didn't know how he could remember to find the bandage to bandage him simply, and how he got him to the hospital.
It was not until Gu Qingchi lay on the hospital bed and the doctor said that Gu Qingchi was no longer in danger. He lay in the ward with a pale face and cold lips that Xie Luyu slowly felt a huge fear.
The ward is a single room, not like a hospital but more like home. There is a vase on the bedside table. It looks like the flowers in the vase have not been changed for several days and have begun to wither.
Such a big thing happened. The assistant has already informed Pan Xiaocheng, who is calling Ye Li outside the ward. Many people are taking action, but Xie Luyu doesn't want to get involved.
He just watched the liquid being slowly injected into Gu Qingchi's body. It was like a fucking dream, he thought.
Mrs. Gu's condition worsened. Father Gu and Gu Xie had to take care of her all day long. They were so worried and anxious that they had no time to take care of anything else.
After she woke up, she shouted in disbelief at Gu's father and Gu Xie.
"What are you doing? You are crazy! That's my child."
Sometimes she would be quiet and she would say she heard Xiaoguai playing the piano upstairs. She said that roses should not be planted in the garden anymore. Xiaoguai’s hands were covered with scars from being pricked, which must have been very painful. She said that all of Xiaoguai’s dogs had died and she would be sad when she came back. She said that you should not honk the car horn when you come back. Xiaoguai would run down the stairs when he heard it. He ran so fast it was scary.
Maybe the picture she described was too beautiful. Gu's father and Gu Xie also felt vaguely that there really was such a child, a small and tiny child, who loved to laugh and was well-behaved. When he heard the sound of a car horn, he would run down from the upstairs and throw himself into people's arms, sincerely loving his mother, his father and his brother.
One day, Father Gu hesitated and asked whether he should contact Gu Qingchi to appease Mrs. Gu. Gu Xie seemed to be waiting for him to say this and expressed his agreement without hesitation.
Then, I don’t know how Mrs. Gu found out about it.
Mrs. Gu knew that Gu Qingchi was coming, so she got up very early, happily changed into her most beautiful clothes, and discussed with Aunt Wang for a long time about how to cook Xiaoguai's favorite dishes, as if she really had a Xiaoguai.
The little dog at home has given birth to two puppies. Its docile personality has also changed a little, and it now barks at strangers.
Mrs. Gu was very worried that Xiao Wang would not remember Xiao Guai.
"Xiaoguai is going home today, Xiaowang you have to be obedient."
It was easy for the Gu family to find the phone number of Gu Qingchi's agent after they expressed their intentions clearly to Ye Li.
Ye Li was silent for a while and refused in a very formal manner.
"I'm sorry, my artist's schedule is already scheduled, so I can't arrange it for now."
As soon as Father Gu heard it, he knew it was a rejection. He didn't argue any further and turned to look for other people.
The news of Gu Qingchi's suicide by cutting his wrists was strictly blocked, but there is no wall that is impenetrable, and there are still some people who know the inside story.
The other party believed that Gu's father would not spread the news, so he agreed to reveal some information.
"He attempted suicide by cutting his wrists yesterday, but was rescued and should be in the hospital now."
The other party probably didn't know Gu Qingchi, and spoke very calmly, as calmly as if he was saying that it rained yesterday.
That's why Father Gu felt a little chilly. He had met Gu Qingchi that day and was deeply impressed by him. Everything about Gu Qingchi was fine and normal that day. He looked like an excellent and polite child.
In the information he had obtained before, the evaluation of Gu Qingchi was also very excellent.
And such a child is now lying in the hospital, having committed suicide by cutting his wrists.
Gu Qingchi was very afraid of pain, and Xie Luyu knew this very well. When he was cooking before, Gu Qingchi was splashed with oil once, and he stayed away from him ever since.
Even if it was just a small scratch on his finger, without even bleeding, he would cover it tightly with a Band-Aid, feeling at ease only when it could no longer be seen, and then he would lie on the sofa for a long time in a listless state.
Such a person had the courage to cut such a deep and long cut on his wrist. How sad he must have been at that time.
Xie Luyu couldn't imagine it, but he was very sad now.
Gu Qingchi woke up at noon the next day. After waking up, he stared at the infusion tube for a long time.
Xie Luyu watched from the side and dissuaded him from the idea.
"There are still two bottles left. You can't remove the needle."
Gu Qingchi listlessly curled himself up in the quilt, leaving only his wrists exposed, and even his voice was so soft that no sound could be heard.
"Feel sorry."
Sorry? Sorry for what?
Do you feel sorry for causing trouble to so many people, or do you feel sorry for not dying cleanly?
Xie Luyu looked at him and felt a burst of powerless anger. He did not forget to fix his wrist and adjusted the infusion tube for him.
He put his hand to his forehead, almost pleading.
"It's me who should apologize."
"I apologize to you for all my inappropriate appearances, my ignorant love for you, and my shameless entanglement with you." [1]
He spoke each word with emphasis.
"But my love can't be taken back. I love you, because of you--"
He paused, as if he didn't want to say the word, and finally he lightly skipped it.
"Feeling bad about your behavior."
Xie Luyu looked up, pursed his lips, and his eyes were a little red.
"Although it's shameless to say this, you can't, you can't hurt me like this."
He tried to sound stern, but in fact he spoke in a very humbly voice. Although he was accusing, there was not much connotation of accusation. It was very weak, more like a silent plea.
Please, anything is fine, but don't do this.
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