A sense of absurdity spread throughout my body.
Lin Jingxian wanted to say something, but her mind was blank at this moment. She couldn't believe that these were the words her son said.
Si Ming didn't feel any guilt.
"No need to be silent."
"Think about how you treated me."
When she was young, Lin Jingxian couldn't see her father and blamed him for everything.
"Why don't you just die? What's the point of having you?"
Lin Jingxian kept this sentence on her lips every day.
If his father hadn't noticed something was wrong and taken him away.
Si Ming didn't dare to imagine what he would be like now.
Might become a madman.
"Don't contact me anymore." He hung up the phone expressionlessly.
Every time I talk to Lin Jingxian, the hatred in my heart slowly grows.
I really wish she would die on the spot.
He had to admit that the few years he spent with Lin Jingxian, those short years of his infancy, had become a nightmare that he would never be able to escape from in his life.
People with unhealthy personalities should refrain from having children.
After that phone call with Si Ming, Lin Jingxian calmed down completely.
I haven't seen my boyfriend for many days.
Her mind was filled with Si Ming's words that day, and she couldn't calm down for a moment.
She doesn't understand.
She is Si Ming's mother and gave birth to him.
I was just harsh on him for a few years when he was a child. Why can't I forgive him?
She was so lost in love at that time that she blinded herself, and there was nothing she could do about it.
Now she wants to repair the mother-son relationship, why doesn't Si Ming agree?
Until one rainy afternoon, a young and beautiful girl came here.
Officially Qian Yueling.
She came here with the company's senior management to discuss cooperation.
I just happened to remember that my aunt was here, so I told my boss and came over to visit her.
"In fact, we all know that you don't love your cousin."
After hearing her story, Qian Yueling revealed a fact that Lin Jingxian had completely ignored.
Lin Jingxian: “…”
She didn't know how to answer.
Don’t love?
It doesn't seem right.
like?
It doesn’t seem right either.
Qian Yueling said: "From your cousin's name, I can tell that you have never loved him."
Which kind person would name his own son "Ming"?
No matter how you look at it, the first impression this word gives people is that it is bad.
I remember she asked Lin Jinglan this question a few years ago.
Qian Yueling still remembers those words to this day.
Lin Jinglan said at the time that it was because her aunt and uncle used unkind means to get married, and her uncle had been using "cold violence" against her aunt since the marriage.
After learning that she was pregnant, my aunt had high hopes for the child. The so-called "high hopes" did not mean that she had any expectations for my cousin, but that she wanted to use my cousin's existence to win back my uncle's heart.
To put it bluntly, in my aunt's heart, my cousin is just a "tool" to repair the relationship between husband and wife.
Later, my cousin was born, but my uncle did not show up.
I couldn't even get a call to my uncle.
So, my aunt gave me this name.
Not being loved by parents, not even being loved wholeheartedly by parents.
This realization is truly devastating.
She was only forced to admit this fact in the last two years.
How painful it must be for my cousin who has understood this truth since childhood.
To get to where he is today, he has paid much more than others.
Qian Yueling looks down on Lin Jingxian.
If she stayed away from her cousin now, Qian Yueling might still think she had backbone.
Now she is asked why her cousin hates her so much.
She didn't even think that the harm she had done to her cousin was not serious.
As parents, why should we be superior to our children?
Just because of giving birth?
If they only enjoy the sense of authority over their children, don't expect their children to feel any admiration for them.
People should still have some shame and not want everything.
Just because her cousin is successful and happy now, we cannot deny the harm she has done to him.
That peace was not given by you, but the hurt was caused by you. It's ridiculous to talk about repairing the relationship now.
After having dinner with Lin Jingxian, Qian Yueling said goodbye and left.
You have to leave.
She really didn't like hearing some of the things Lin Jingxian said.
On the way back, looking at the washing buildings on both sides, Qian Yueling couldn't help but think of her parents.
She used to think she was happy.
But when it comes to certain interests, the two of them are surprisingly unanimous and both think she is wrong.
The parents' "superiority" is displayed vividly.
Her opening of her mouth to defend herself was a challenge to their authority.
The illusion of happiness suddenly exploded at that moment, and fell apart, making it difficult to piece it back together.
Qian Yueling left and went directly to the capital after chatting with her cousin.
I have been away for more than a year and have not been back home.
At the beginning, they were angry with each other and his parents did not contact him.
I only called her during the Chinese New Year last year.
Qian Yueling has somewhat lost track of herself.
She felt that she was quite cruel, and suddenly wanted to distance herself from her parents and no longer have any contact with them.
If she says that she has grown independent and no longer wants to support her parents in their old age.
Actually, it is not.
She knew that the family's savings were at least 10 million.
This is still a conservative number.
Even without her, her parents' later life would be incomparable to most people.
She had no thoughts about the money and had no desire to get along with her parents.
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