When he was little, he wanted to be a child that his father liked, and tried to play with the other kids in the compound like his older brothers and sisters. Unfortunately, he really didn't have the talent to be a leader. When playing war games, he was not only not brave, but also held back, and was bullied by kids younger than him.
He didn't dare to say anything when he was bullied by others because Dad Li would let him fight back on his own. If he cried, his father seemed to dislike him even more. Trying was useless, so he gave up.
He focused all his attention on studying. Because he was good at studying, he got along well with his classmates at school. Most of his friends were classmates.
After graduating from high school, I was unfamiliar with the kids in the compound, and I didn’t have my own small group when I joined the army. My development was far behind my older brothers and sisters.
He didn't like that atmosphere. Deep down, he still wanted to study. He wanted to impress his father with his expertise.
When he learned about the college entrance examination, he felt that his chance had come and he would definitely be able to give his parents a surprise. When he went to take the exam, his boss also approved his leave because of his status.
He took the test with full confidence and waited for the results cautiously, but in the end his father almost beat him up.
Although he was able to study at Kyoto University successfully in the end, every reaction was not what he had imagined.
As he began to study at Peking University and his grades improved, Li's father's attitude towards him also improved a little.
Li's father said that after he graduated, he would let him join the army in a city near Beijing. He had a high level of education and could move up quickly if he did civilian work in the army.
In short, Dad Li still wanted to arrange him to the army. Dad Li's idea was very simple. First, he felt that being a soldier was a serious matter. Second, his connections were all in the army, and his children were all in the army, so he could take care of them in their development.
Li Xiaojun listened to his father's idea without saying a word. He neither resisted nor agreed. After graduating from university, he took the postgraduate entrance examination for Peking University without saying a word, once again acting without consulting his father.
The relationship between father and son, which had been harmonious for two years, became tense again.
Dad Li was so angry that his face turned blue. His decision had been violated once, and this time Mom Li couldn't stop him, so the father and son had a big fight.
Li Xiaojun's silent resistance made Li's father so angry that he started to fight.
He was soon stopped by Li Ma.
The conflict between Li Xiaojun and his father escalated, so he did not go home for the New Year this time, but went to his grandmother's house.
Then this thoughtful boy became depressed.
During the Chinese New Year, he could still force himself to be energetic and not worry his grandmother. But after returning to school, he was obviously distracted, especially in the past few days. He couldn't concentrate and couldn't study well. There was even one time when he had to stay in bed in the dormitory for a whole day before he came to his senses.
The teacher noticed that something was wrong with him, talked to him, and then gave him a few days off to allow him to adjust.
He had nowhere to go, so he hid by a small pond in a corner of Kyoto University from morning to night every day these days.
Sometimes he felt better and could go to class the next day, but sometimes he didn't know what was going on. He had just sat down when he realized it was already dark. He sat there all day without eating or drinking.
Sometimes he would cry for no apparent reason, and then he would remember that Dad Li hated men crying the most, and that trying to wipe their tears would only make them cry even harder.
He didn't know what was wrong with him, and he didn't dare tell his mother because his mother was very busy and he couldn't let her be distracted.
His classmates cared about him a lot, but he didn't want them to see him weak.
At the moment when the system released the task, Li Xiaojun's emotions collapsed again.
He felt that he had not attended classes for so many days and had not been able to adjust himself well, so he felt sorry for the teacher.
He also felt sorry for his mother who supported him wholeheartedly, and he fell into anxiety that he was a useless waste.
He stood up, lingered by the pond for a long time, and then jumped in.
Ye Jiaying felt that he must be having a depression attack. He was too upset and his brain couldn't think normally, so he suddenly walked into a dead end.
The place he chose was very remote and there were few people around. It took a long time after he jumped into the water and he was almost drowned before he was rescued.
His classmates sent him to the hospital. Although he survived, he developed a lung infection from staying underwater for too long.
Leaving behind lifelong sequelae.
In the 1980s, people did not understand depression, and he did not tell anyone about his condition, so his illness remained untreated.
His mother was horrified by his diving and took a long leave of absence to take care of him.
His father was also asked not to see him. With the careful care of his mother and grandmother, Li Xiaojun's condition improved after half a year and he returned to school to complete his studies.
After that, he devoted all his energy to the experiment. More than ten years later, he died due to the sequelae of falling into the water and the recurrence of depression.
He was also a scientist who died young.
After reading the mission introduction, Ye Jiaying felt a little sad and in a heavy mood.
It is said that depression is an incurable cancer that can only be alleviated but not cured.
It's just that through some intervention people are less extreme.
And is the date of his diving today?
Suddenly thinking of this serious question, Ye Jiaying flipped back to the task introduction, then looked at the time on the system and compared it. It was today.
She no longer sat by the pool in the corner of Kyoto University, but quickly stood up and went to look for him.
He later died partly due to sequelae and partly due to depression.
Depression alone is troublesome enough, it’s better not to have any sequelae.
Ye Jiaying lost the mood to appreciate the scenery and hurriedly looked for a small pond in some corner of Peking University.
She was lucky. After walking for more than ten minutes, she saw a small pond with a rest pavilion built next to it. Ye Jiaying had good eyesight and saw a male classmate wandering by the pond at a glance.
The system task mentioned that Li Xiaojun wandered around the pond for a long time before jumping in.
Fortunately she caught up.
She walked towards the pond, pretending to be passing by and enjoying the scenery.
Li Xiaojun didn't notice anyone coming over at all. He was immersed in his own emotions and kept walking back and forth by the pond. He was so useless, if he jumped in, would no one be affected by him?
He thought about stopping, staring at the center of the pond, and then walked towards the water step by step.
I'm about to jump in the next second.
Ye Jiaying quickly grabbed her.
She was so scared that she wanted to wait and see, but she found that the man was walking straight into the water.
She was so scared that she jumped and ran over and grabbed him.
Caught it.
"Classmate, be careful, the water's edge is very slippery."
Ye Jiaying ran and jumped to Li Xiaojun and grabbed his clothes.
Li Xiaojun felt his collar tighten and was dragged away from the pool by a strong force.
He pulled himself out of his thoughts and turned around to see a young, energetic smiling face.
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