"If I don't look for you, what exactly do you want? Your behavior has gone beyond what a caregiver should do." Xun Ting looked at the man with some impatience.
Although he said everything he was doing was for his own good, she no longer needs anyone to do things for her.
Moreover, this man's behavior is so strange that he doesn't seem like a normal caregiver at all. What exactly is his purpose?
“Listen, a long, long time ago there was a man whose situation was very similar to yours. All the doctors told him that there was no hope for his leg, but that woman did not give up and kept searching for doctors for him. Later, the man’s leg had a chance to get better.”
Huo Lin realized that he was truly powerless, because Xun Ting had lost her previous memories, and no matter what he said, she would still doubt him.
Moreover, given the current situation, it's unclear how long it will take to make Xunting like him again.
Since Huo Lin came into this world, there have been more and more things he is powerless to change.
"Is she your girlfriend?"
"Yes, we were before." Huo Lin stared directly at the woman with his deep eyes. Yes, in the book, they were already husband and wife and had a lovely baby.
But that happy life vanished suddenly; before the unborn baby could even catch a glimpse of it, that world was gone.
He hadn't even had a chance to give Xun Ting a grand wedding yet; that world had too many regrets and debts to owe.
I thought that coming into this world would allow me to make up for what I had missed, but it seems that's not the case now.
"If you can't let go, then go after her. At worst, you'll repeat the same mistakes, but maybe you'll get her back." Xun Ting had never been in love before and couldn't understand what that feeling was like.
She was very clear that she couldn't let go and felt unwilling to give up, so she went to try to get it back.
"I can't catch her anymore." Huo Lin chuckled bitterly, looking at the carefree woman in front of him. She had lost her memory, and everything she said seemed so easy for her.
However, she deeply understood that winning someone back was not so simple. Xun Ting had been through so much, unlike Fu Xi, who was easy to win over.
"Then let's find someone else. She's not the only one in the world," Xun Ting said nonchalantly.
She has never felt that kind of love for someone so intense that she can't let go, mainly because she has experienced a lot in the past, and she has become rather cold-blooded.
Aside from family, no matter how close the relationship, if someone says they want to leave, you might feel uncomfortable for a few days at most, but then you'll get used to it.
Therefore, Huo Lin's deep affection and inability to let go were the things she could least understand.
“But you can’t find another one like her in the whole world.” Huo Lin smiled sadly.
If Xunting were the one with the memory this time, would she still be able to say these words so easily?
"I don't understand these things, and I can't say anything. You'll see for yourself." Xun Ting clearly understood that there was no such thing as true empathy in the world, so he simply kept quiet and turned his face away to look out the window.
But she really wanted to say something very honest: even if she couldn't let go of her, what difference would it make if there was no one else like her in the whole world? She was never coming back anyway.
Isn't being unable to let go just torturing yourself?
"Okay." Huo Lin turned his gaze back to the information he was looking up. He wouldn't give up, even if there was absolutely no hope, just like Xun Ting hadn't given up on him back then.
Xun Ting suddenly felt a dryness in her throat. "I want some water. Could you pour me a glass?"
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