Jun Zechen gently carried Su Jingyao to the bed. His eyes lingered on her frowning brows for a long time, and he sighed involuntarily.
He looked at her quietly, his eyes deep and full of complex emotions, and all kinds of memories of the past kept rising in his mind.
From the first time we met until now, eleven years have passed quietly.
Time seems to have a special preference and pity for her. Not only has her beauty not diminished in the slightest, but under the carving of time, it has become even more charming and attractive.
Over the years, Jun Zechen has always known that his position in her heart is definitely not as high as Jun Yihuan's.
Today's fierce conflict has completely confirmed and confirmed what he has been thinking for a long time.
Jun Zechen couldn't help but let out a bitter smile full of self-mockery, filled with helplessness and bitterness.
Ten years have passed since he ascended the throne. He has held power for ten whole years and has also crossed the threshold of thirty years old.
The passage of time made his majestic aura more intense and profound. However, his ten-year-long doting on her made him lack the majesty that an emperor should have in front of her.
This was the result of him spoiling her, and Jun Zechen accepted it.
Maybe from another perspective, she didn't see him as an emperor, but as her husband. Isn't this what he desires more in his heart?
Everyone in the world treated him as an emperor and was in awe of him. Only when she was by his side did Jun Zechen not feel the coldness and loneliness of being in a high position.
He was destined to be noble and extraordinary from birth.
Before he met her, all he wanted was to ascend the supreme throne, and in the end, he did achieve this goal as he wished.
After ascending the throne, everything in the world seemed to be within reach, and there was no longer anything he desperately desired but could not get.
However, ever since he knew that she only wanted to use him, the only thing he wanted was her true love.
But no matter what I do, I can't seem to get it.
At the beginning, when he realized his feelings for her, he was determined not to let other women come between them.
Even if this meant he failed to fulfill the ancestral teachings given to him by his father, he was unwilling to favor other women.
It was just because he was afraid of making her sad, and he was also worried that the growing ambitions of the women in the harem would bring harm to her.
He never felt that he had made any mistake in his choice, but he always felt that he had failed his father's trust, so he swore in his heart that his heir would become a wise monarch who could surpass himself.
But Jun Yihuan had lived a life of luxury since childhood, and all his knowledge about imperial strategies came only from books and teachers.
If he could not witness with his own eyes the displacement and suffering of the people, how could he truly be inspired to take on the responsibility and duty as an emperor?
If he had not personally experienced all kinds of dangerous situations, how could he see the complexity and danger of human hearts, and how could he understand the twists and turns of the court conspiracies and intrigues?
Jun Yihuan is the apple of her eye, so Jun Zechen has never considered other princes to inherit his throne and has always been strict with him since he was young.
Jun Zechen could understand her unconditional love for Jun Yihuan, and also knew her determination to make Jun Yihuan the emperor at all costs.
She is a very ambitious woman.
But since he promised her that he would let her get what she wanted, he would not break his promise.
Therefore, he had been trying his best to balance the conflict between the two of them, and that was why he chose to hide the fact that Jun Yihuan was travelling far away from her and did not want her to know.
As long as Jun Yihuan can grow into an outstanding heir according to the trajectory he set, the conflict between the two of them may be avoided and will not erupt or escalate.
But once Jun Yihuan deviated slightly from the trajectory he set, like this time, she would panic, feel disappointed, and would have an emotional breakdown and lose control of herself.
If he didn't make Jun Yihuan the crown prince, would she kill him to pave the way for Jun Yihuan?
After being with her for so many years, Jun Zechen already had the answer in his heart.
Therefore, he was not pretending to be jealous of Jun Yihuan, but he knew very well in his heart that Jun Yihuan was the most important person in this woman's heart.
Jun Zechen reached out his hand, gently stroked her cheek, and murmured: "In this life, I have only wanted you, and you are the one I cannot get. What else do you want me to do?"
Su Jingyao was unconscious for only a short while. After she lay on the bed, her consciousness began to recover little by little.
In a daze, I heard Jun Zechen's mumbling, and a tear involuntarily flowed from the corner of my eye, sliding down my cheek and dripping onto the pillow.
Su Jingyao has always been a goal-oriented woman. For her, the only way to avoid failure is to stick to the goal unswervingly.
Jun Zechen's love is the sharp blade in her hand, which can help her to remove those deviating branches.
But if Jun Zechen hurts the stars, he will become the branches that should be removed.
However, now, Jun Zechen's love has become the shackles that bind her. She only allows her heart to be controlled in her own hands. Anyone who hinders her from achieving her goals should be ruthlessly eliminated or moved away.
She wants to become the queen mother, and she must let Xingxing ascend the throne, even if it means using any means necessary.
Over the years, she relied on his favor and treated him with less respect and dignity, and acted unscrupulously and lawlessly.
This kind of life is what she longed for. She has already walked 90% of the way to her goal, and she will never allow any accidents to happen in the remaining 10%.
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