Su Jingyao unconsciously placed her hands on both sides of her body, her fingers slightly curled up. She wanted to reach out and hug him to comfort him, but just as she raised her hands a little, she stopped suddenly as if she was burned.
There was a flash of confusion and hesitation in his eyes, but he finally put down his raised hand.
If you can't treat him as Jun Zechen from your previous life, don't let him think that there is a possibility that he could fall in love with him.
Su Jingyao was helpless and said softly: "Your Majesty, have you ever thought that you are just possessive of me and you don't love me."
Her voice was soft but firm, and her eyes looked straight at Jun Zechen.
"Five years ago, you could satisfy any of my needs because they were insignificant to you, including the position of queen, because even if you hated Ling Yue, you could still let her sit on the throne of queen."
"You knew I would be sad because you favored other concubines, but you didn't care."
When she said this, she couldn't help but pause and sighed heavily: "So, you don't love me."
So, don't pretend to be so affectionate.
"For me, favoring other concubines is what an emperor should do. This does not prevent you from being my favorite and favorite."
There was a hint of anxiety in Jun Zechen's eyes. He wanted to explain but didn't know where to start.
Jun Zechen had just been reborn for more than a year, and he didn’t know what love was, let alone how to love, but he knew in his heart that she was different from other women.
Other women were his tools to continue his royal lineage and to fulfill his promise to his father.
But she is different.
"Maybe Jiaojiao is right. Five years ago, I didn't love you enough. Let's start over. In these five years, I haven't touched any woman."
Jun Zechen let her go, put his hands on her shoulders, and stared at her intently with a slightly anxious look in his eyes.
"From now on, I only want Jiaojiao."
Su Jingyao frowned, her face full of confusion.
"I faked my own death and left the palace, I deceived the emperor, and I had an affair with another man. Your Majesty, don't you care at all?"
Her voice rose a few notches, and there was a questioning tone in her words.
How come after five years, an old man becomes love-brained?
He hasn't touched a woman in these five years. Is it because her expectations of him are too low?
I actually find it incredible that Jun Zechen can do this.
When she was around, he didn't care about her mood and was intimate with other women. When she was not around, he could control himself. Is the man a masochist?
The corners of Su Jingyao's mouth twitched slightly, and a look of sarcasm appeared on her face.
Jun Zechen's eyes darkened, like a pool of deep water, difficult to fathom.
"You know you are a traitor, but why do you seem not afraid at all?"
How could he not care?
However, this woman had no idea that when he first learned that she was poisoned during childbirth and eventually died, he felt so heartbroken that it felt as if his heart was being tightly grasped by an invisible hand, making it hard for him to breathe.
She had no idea that he felt as if his heart was pierced by thousands of arrows when he saw her body turn into charcoal.
If she was really punished for faking her death and leaving the palace, would he have to personally order her death?
She was not afraid at all because she knew that he would never be kind to her.
Thinking of this, Jun Zechen closed his eyes helplessly and took a deep breath.
Su Jingyao pursed her lower lip, and her pink lips trembled slightly.
He brought her back and talked only about love affairs, with no intention of pursuing the matter with her, so what was she afraid of?
"Those who are loved are fearless. Your Majesty personally handed over his weak spot to me."
Her voice was low, like a wisp of smoke, and carried a hint of emotion.
"Yes, I personally handed my weakness to Jiaojiao, so Jiaojiao and I will start over. I will regard these five years as an apology to Jiaojiao, okay?"
Jun Zechen's tone instantly became extremely gentle, his eyes full of anticipation.
"Your Majesty, if you keep me by your side, aren't you afraid that I will support Xingxing to become the emperor in order to leave the palace, and then kill you with my own hands?"
Su Jingyao raised her head and stared straight at Jun Zechen with a fierce look in her eyes and clenched her teeth, as if she would really take action.
"Your Majesty, the way you are now is not what an emperor who is in charge of planning and strategizing should be like."
Her tone was cold and her face expressionless.
"With this face on my shoulders, can Jiaojiao do this?"
Jun Zechen's lips curled up into a bitter smile. He hated that someone like him occupied all her memories.
"Have I ever told Jiaojiao that I have actually been an emperor for my entire life? In this life, you are my only surprise. In the past five years, without you, I feel like I have returned to my previous life, but it is even more painful than the previous life."
Jun Zechen's voice was low and hoarse, and his eyes became distant and deep.
Because you have never obtained it in your previous life, you will not experience the pain of loss.
"It seems that there is no regret in dying at Jiaojiao's hands."
Jun Zechen held half of her face in his big hands, his eyes filled with a stubbornness that Su Jingyao couldn't understand.
Su Jingyao lowered her eyes, and her long eyelashes hid the emotions in her eyes.
She had never thought that after she came back, she would see such a humble Jun Zechen. He seemed to be more and more like him...
But in the first life, when Su Jingyao saw the humble Jun Zechen, her heart was as hard as a rock and she was not moved at all.
After all, feeling sorry for a man will bring him bad luck for the rest of his life.
She always uses this sentence to remind herself.
But now seeing Jun Zechen in front of her, she couldn't recognize her own heart and really couldn't bring herself to do it.
There were mixed emotions in Su Jingyao's eyes. She would rather Jun Zechen didn't love her now.
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