If He Siyan didn't have this teardrop mole at the corner of her eye, then is there a possibility that the person who slept with her from beginning to end was not He Siyan, but Zhao Yilu? ! !
The person who slept with Zhao Yilu was not the original owner Fan Lihua, but herself!!!
Her consciousness might have traveled through that night!!!
Although this guess was bold and nonsensical, Fan Hua inexplicably felt that this was the fact!
Fan Hua was completely annoyed. Why didn't she have the original owner's memory? Otherwise, she would have been able to confirm whether it was Zhao Yilu the first time she saw him that night!
Suddenly, Fan Hua thought of the dream in which little He Siyan saved little Zhao Yilu. The little Zhao Yilu in the dream looked 70% alike little He Siyan, so, He Siyan and Zhao Yilu should be very similar when they grow up!
And Xiao Zhao Yi Lu once said to Xiao He Si Yan, "Brother, from now on, I will be the one to protect you!"
So, was it because He Siyan was in poor health that the fifteen-year-old Zhao Yilu directly took over his older brother He Siyan's identity and served as an educated youth for more than three years?
July of 1978 was a critical juncture. He Siyan was going to take the college entrance examination, and Zhao Yilu was going to sign up for the army, so the two had to exchange identities!
Judging from the situation at the time, it was the wisest decision for Zhao Yilu, who replaced He Siyan as an educated youth, to escape by jumping out of the window that night. Otherwise, once the original owner's father Fan Daqiang made a big fuss, Zhao Yilu would have to take responsibility for the original owner under the identity of He Siyan.
Then he would not be able to exchange his identity with He Siyan, which would affect the real He Siyan's participation in the college entrance examination, and he himself would miss the last chance to join the army due to age restrictions!
Fan Hua continued to think about some details in the original book, wanting to verify whether her speculation was reasonable.
If her speculation is true, then in the original book, the original owner Fan Lihua didn't know until her death that the child in her belly was actually Zhao Yilu's!
Therefore, in the original book, when the dying Fan Lihua held on to her last breath and saw He Siyan, He Siyan's expression was so heavy, and he was silent for a long time before he promised to raise the two children well.
Then He Siyan's silence at that time was no longer due to his coldness towards Fan Lihua, but because he was hesitating whether he should make a decision on behalf of his brother and tell the original owner Fan Lihua all the truth of the matter!
At that time, Zhao Yilu had been living in the countryside because of his disabled legs. He Siyan was probably worried that the original owner, Fan Lihua, would not be able to hold on until Zhao Yilu arrived. Rather than letting Fan Lihua die of worry, it would be better to just go with the flow and promise the original owner that he would take good care of the two children.
Thinking of the dream she had that night in the hospital where Zhao Yilu took good care of the sick little Yuanyuan, Fan Hua finally understood why Zhao Yilu treated the two children better than He Siyan!
Zhao Yilu did not recognize the brother and sister. Based on Zhao Yilu's personality, Fan Hua guessed that he probably felt very inferior about his disabled self!
In the dream, Xiao Yuanyuan had a fight with others because a classmate laughed at Zhao Yilu's lameness. In the original book, Zhao Yilu probably didn't want anyone to laugh at Yuanyuan and Xiaoxiao because of his disability...
Or maybe it was because He Siyan and Xie Yuting just didn't have children, and Fan Hua was wondering if the real reason they didn't have children was because of He Siyan? Was it because of the illness he got when he was a child saving Zhao Yilu that made him infertile?
So Zhao Yilu made the best of a mistake and raised the child under the name of his elder brother and sister-in-law. This not only solved the problem of his brother and sister-in-law not having children, but also allowed the two children to have the love of not only their parents but also the love of their younger uncle, making the two children's childhood happier and more complete...
So when Fan Hua skipped to the later chapters of the novel, she found that Xie Yuting no longer had any estrangement with He Siyan because of the two children. On the contrary, she was very good to both children. It seemed that He Siyan should have told Xie Yuting all the truth!
Fan Hua was a little annoyed that she always liked to skip through the novels and missed so many important plots!
So when Zhao Yilu retired from the army three years later, he lived in depression in the countryside for several years. It might not be just because his legs were disabled, but also because he found out three years later that the original owner had left Fanjia Village and he could no longer contact him!
Based on Fan Hua's understanding of Zhao Yilu and Zhao Yilu's attitude when he first saw her on the train, he was not the kind of person who would just walk away and not be responsible for the original owner.
So, that time in the restaurant, was the letter that Zhao Yilu mentioned left for the original owner?
Could it be that the waitress in the restaurant came from Fanjia Village? Could it be that the person she said "She's so stupid, how could I really consider her a good friend" was referring to the original owner Fan Lihua?
The content of the letter was probably asking the original owner, Fan Lihua, to wait for him to marry her!
If all the above speculations are true, then in the original book, the original owner and Zhao Yilu completely missed each other, and this time because of her arrival, she met Zhao Yilu on the train in advance, so the two of them have the current development.
The more Fan Hua thought about it, the heavier her mood became...
But after this deduction, she was already 70% to 80% sure of her guess. The person that night was Zhao Yilu, not He Siyan!!!
She may have married the father of her two children by mistake!!!
In fact, if she hadn't been influenced by the original novel, she might have guessed it earlier. After all, Zhao Yilu's eyes weren't quite right when he first saw her on the train, and then he was so persistent in wanting to marry her and be responsible for her...
She was too stupid. Her thinking was limited by the content of the original novel and she never dared to think in that direction.
But if that was true, why did Zhao Yilu keep it from her?
After much thought, Fan Hua could only conclude that the original owner, Fan Lihua, had a very bad reputation. The few descriptions in the book all said that the original owner was stupid, foolish and confused.
That's why Zhao Yilu didn't tell her at the beginning. After all, Zhao Yilu didn't know her well enough at that time. If she was really stupid and spread the news that Zhao Yilu was an educated youth, then this matter in this era of strict political review would not only affect the future of the two brothers, but even both of them would go to jail!
But what happened next?
Zhao Yilu should have known her well enough by then! Why didn't he tell her yet?
Fan Hua's mood right now is like riding a roller coaster, her emotions keep changing...
Although she was surprised that the person that night was not He Siyan but Zhao Yilu, she accidentally fell in love with the biological father of the children!
But when she thought about how Zhao had kept it a secret from her for so long, and hadn't even told her that they had gotten their marriage certificate, she felt deeply cheated!
What's more, the phone call in the hospital should have been made by Zhao Yilu pretending to be He Siyan...
A feeling of resentment and sadness quickly spread throughout my body...
Am I really not worthy of being treated honestly? ! !
Thinking of this, Fan Hua felt like she couldn't breathe, and her chest felt stuffy and uncomfortable!
She felt that she was starting to get stuck in a rut and couldn't help but start to have wild thoughts.
Fan Hua knew very well that the reason she was like this was because she really liked Zhao Yilu now. Because she liked him too much, it was difficult for her to accept that there was even the slightest flaw in their relationship.
She expected Zhao Yilu to explain to her, but she was also afraid that Zhao Yilu's explanation would disappoint her...
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